Happy at the End of the Dusk
Tranquilizing

"Tian tumben home quickly dear"

asked Gina who was surprised to see Bastian go home faster, but could not answer from the person asked, who just walked past the gina in the family room without turning to her room.

"Zen what's wrong with your sister?"

"you know mah"

"ka Tian again cassette girl mah".

"what?". shouted gina surprisedly staring at jay"

"don't yell at me either" Jay said as he covered his ears

"what do you mean Jay?"

"don't listen to that kid"

"i'm not a boy anymore brother"

"mah Zen went to the office first, because there was a meeting this afternoon".

"be careful Zen"

Zen shook hands with Herlin and kissed her hair and then left.

"mah Jay too". did the same with zen

"then Jay told me about the king of the forest.okay.

"basic brat". said gina with a smile looking behind jay.

"what happened to you Tian. Are you sick or is there a new problem.woman..which woman Jay meant. did that crazy woman come back Tian?". inner Herlin stared at the door of Bastian's room from a distance.

"night mah. pah"

"zen night, Jay's night".

"tian Night".

"let's eat the worms in Jay's stomach is not patient"

the dining table is always a place to chat between Herlin and Jay, while Zen and Heru sometimes just shake their heads. sometimes smile and sometimes laugh. except for Tian which was always like a flat paved road.

"why are you hugging me". those words suddenly popped into Bastian's mind.

"uhukkkk". Jay and Herlin choked simultaneously hearing the ruckus from Bastian. Zen, Jay, Heru and Herlin looked at Bastian and then looked at each other, while Bastian seemed as if there was no one else there.

after finishing all his food. Bastian went to his room without permission or speech, while the others just stared at him.

"Zen, Jay what's wrong with Tian?" ask herlin

Zen and Jay shook their heads.

"why are you hugging me". again the words came into Bastian's mind.making him smile at himself in his room.

"hussss..". you are gone from my mind. said Bastian to himself. who consciously was thinking about love"

at home Bondan family.in his room love still wrestle with his book to do the task of school.

"love you haven't slept?"

"not Aunt".

"don't stay up too late at night"

"iya Aunt".

"Aunty sleeps first baby". said Gina then walked out of the love room.

"ring.ring".hp love's voice rang

"hallo"

"hallo darling"

"father". replied love sponta.

this is the first time Jarot has called. Jarot has long kept no. hp kasih. but only this time he called. not because of fear but did not want to make love uncomfortable with him.

"my dear. Why haven't you slept?"

"i miss you baby. I love you.

tomorrow I'll pick you up and drop you off at school".

the love that hears is silent without answering Jarot's words of love.

"sad you heard me"

"yes sir. okay".

"well baby. now go to sleep. I love you ummmchhhhh".

Tut's...Tut.the voice of the phone disconnected.

"hiksss...hiksss"..is this my destiny?.is this my life?.the cry of love while implanting his face is grounded.Living with an unloved person is certainly the door to the abyss of suffering for him.

before long the phone again rang.love had no intention to lift. because it was still in a state of crying.but the caller rich terror unceasingly called.

"hallo"

"helloooo. You're dead, yes, I've connected Lo dozens of times".

"sorry, I was in the bathroom"

"love..You are crying?". asked Dira softly who heard the pouting sound of love.

"Oo.ngkak ko dir. I'm still hoarse. kaya want to cough"

"Lo don't lie to me anyway. I know Lo already from us orok. so I know Lo lie what not".

"hikss..hikss".weeping groans of love back sobbing.

"sih Lo why" asked Dira worriedly.

"dir please pick me up. get me out of here".

"well anyway. good"

without waiting for a long time when he met his boarding mother to borrow a motorbike, understandably only the son of a family of farmers and his father only porters building. unable to buy him a motorbike. getting a shipment every month of 700 to 1 million alone is very grateful for him. sometimes he receives side jobs from neighbors such as cleaning the house. or any job he can do to earn money and survive in the city of people. From that he can save a little and the result he bought a bicycle for him to go to school.

with courage and a strong determination. Dira migrated to the city when he was 8 years old, with his aunt and uncle. at that time he was still in 2nd grade Elementary School. until 3rd grade Junior High Dira lived with her aunt and uncle who happened to be neighbors with aunty gina at the time. until finally Dira's aunt and uncle decided to return to their hometown and intended to bring them, but Dira refused. after a long debate with his uncle and discussed with his parents. finally Dira was allowed to continue his school in the city because Dira was a stubborn person with his decision.

"Titt.tittt".dira motor horn

"trettt" love opens the door

"love". Dira approached the worried love.Stare at her puffy eyes.

"dir took me away from here".

Dira and love go to the Dira boarding house.

"so why the hell?"

"dir..hikss...hiksss".love hugs tightly Dira. while Dira who gets an impromptu hug from love. with a skiff reciprocates the embrace of love.

"sihhh..tell me Lo why?"

"why does God hate me?. Why can't I be as happy as everyone else?. Why do I always have no choice? why can't I choose to live with someone I love? hikssss.

"love I don't have the answer to all of Lo's questions, but I'm sure there must be some happiness for Lo. hikss..hikss". replied Dira who also sobbed in tears

"when did you?. When did I get tired".

"sih Lo must be strong. You have to be excited. You can't give up. I'll always be next to Lo".

love is one of the reasons Dira remains in the city because for him love is not only his best friend, but worthy like his sister. protect love as much as possible and is always there beside him until he is happy. that was his promise to himself.

"patience, my strength and my spirit has almost run out. soon I will marry Mr. Jarot. afterwards I do not know, whether I will live or not dir. hikss..hicks".

"Lo can't say rich. Lo can certainly chew this all" replied Dira a little affirming.

I do not know how many hours of love continue to cry. makes Dira also washed away in the sadness of love.until finally he was tired and fell asleep next to Dira.

"sih. I really do not see the life of Lo. why Lo semendengaruh this anyway. why to smile aja very difficult to make your life lo. I will always accompany Lo anyway. I promise. until lo Nemu happiness lo".inner Dira looked pity the face of love that looks pale.

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