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#17

It was like I had a bad dream, but then I realized, maybe the mistake was not entirely with andi and nita, but also with me. Maybe I'm not perfect in your eyes, or maybe I can't satisfy her in bed. It was as if my world was spinning around, it seemed that I was unable to bear this burden for too long. After work, I rushed to return as soon as possible to the boarding house, I planned to call your parents who were none other than my in-laws.

"Hello ma,,,,!"

"Yes,hello boy! How are you guys doing?" ask my mother-in-law.

"Mama's son thank God good and healthy ma, I want to say something to mama. But, I'm also sorry that later mama will be disappointed as crazy!"

"What do you want to say, son?, that's how our lives are, sometimes we're happy sometimes we're sad, we just stay smart we're kids"

said my mother-in-law advising.

I let him by all his words. But after that, I cut off his "ma, sorry ! please ask your son to tell me the talaq and take care of the divorce".

Moments later my mother-in-law did not make a sound but the call was not turned off.

"mom!!! I'm sorry that I can't take this exam!"

I turned off the call and put my salary on the bed. I lay down to sleep. I don't know how long you've been by my side, I woke up feeling someone touched me. I saw Andi's hand curled up in my stomach, I slowly lowered it so he wouldn't get up and start talking to me. This self is just tired for 3 days of thinking hard. If you can choose, let me work alone to find a pot so that milk and diapers my son fulfilled. Because the first reason I still want to work is so that my son is not lacking. Every payday date, my son's grocery list I've made, of course my salary, I'm dedicated to my son's needs. Andi's salary for other purposes, but with this problem, I think I should talk to andi first.

...

early in the morning I left with Andi, I was lazy to argue, so I accepted his offer to go together. Arriving at the supermarket, I was surprised by the news that the Nita had been released by the head mother who was responsible for female employees. I don't know what the reason is, but I'm a little relieved. Even though later I did not escape from the chirp of the leader, thank-you if not fired as well.

Until the hour I came home there was no call I got, I unceasingly asked in my heart, what happened? "Was yesterday when I rebuked Nita outside working hours anyone heard and reported? " i thought full of questions.

Before stepping home, I was surprised by andi who suddenly came and took me home together and then to the beach bridge. Of course I won't take his offer for granted. In this heart is still the rest of the wound that is too painful but does not bleed. Arriving at the boarding house, I did not change clothes, I asked Andi. "What do you want now?"

"You want me to stay with you, fix everything!, I also apologize for my mistake yesterday".

"Look fine, this heart is too sick, you think with an apology it will heal? no andi, my trust in you has collapsed!"

I see that you are silent and cannot dwell, "but as a human being, I can forgive you, but not to forget your behavior.

"Then what do I have to do to make you forgive me deck?"

"Give me back my trust in you, no matter how!"

"Help me deck, help brother so he can quickly restore your trust!"

while crying he spoke. For some reason, after speaking to Andi, my burden seemed to disappear, leaving a longing for my son. If I could pull it back, I'd make sure I chose to take care of my son now.

After taking a shower, the shower rushed to wear neat clothes did not forget to ask me to also get ready. The reason, he had already promised that the sri mbak would eat together at the beach bridge, even if only a plate of banana sticks and a glass of hot cappucino.

The four of us, the time we spent taking pictures and joking, until the time showed at 11 p.m.