FEAR ONESELF
I'M SORRY
"Nes,"the call Syailendra still no response.Syailendra let out a long sigh, could not bear to see Nesya like this.Nesya must be sad with his rejection earlier.But want how else?Syailendra did not want Nesya to be his adopted sister.Entah why his heart is not willing.Hati want Nesya occupy another position in his life."Ah...why is this?"inner Syailendra frustrated.
"Nittle..."With doubt Syailendra touched Nesya's shoulder.
"Gee!"Nesya jumped in shock.She circulated her gaze and it was true that the car was parked in front of her house.
"It's over."Syailendra.
Nesya nodded then hurriedly removed the seatbelt."Te...rima ka.sih," said Nesya nervously.Nesya opened the car door was about to come out but suddenly his arm was blocked Syailendra.
"Wait.There's something I want to talk about."
Nesya shut the car door again."What's the matter, sir?"asked Nesya while bowing her head.
""Look at me Nes," asked Syailendra who saw Nesya avoiding face-to-face with him.
"Ma.hh."Nesya even more lowered her head.She bit her lower lip strongly trying to keep her tears from falling.
"Please Nes look at me.Help you with me?not even looking at me?"asked Syailendra who only got an answer in the form of a head bobble Nesya.
Syailendra again let out a long sigh.His chest felt tight.Ethah why he also felt the pain of seeing Nesya like this."Sorry.."please Syailendra.Entah where his selfishness went to be able to say sorry."Sorry if my words hurt you.Sorry if I disagree with your wishes.Sorry..."
"Su..already night Sir, you should go home," cut Nesya quickly.Nesya let go of Syailendra's hand checks and rushed down.
Nesya ignored the call Syailendra.She rushed into the house and locked the door.His body just fell on the floor.
"Hiks..hiks...."His defense collapsed already.Nesya cried as it happened.Hati was very painful with Syailendra's rejection.
Actually Nesya not so want to enter the Syailendra family.She is also not interested in the property owned by them.But somehow hearing the rejection made Nesya feel sad.She felt unwanted.She felt unneeded.She felt alone.
"Oh...Mother's father, why did you leave me?Pick me up Daddy, Mommy.This is me alone.Nobody wants me.hiks...."
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Syailendra could only stare at Nesya's departure.He also felt the pain of seeing Nesya like this.Should he change his decision?Should she agree to make Nesya her foster sister?
"Brakk!"Syailendra hit the steering wheel in frustration.
She is confused what to do.Mamma really makes it there is a big problem.Syailendra turns on her car so it feels nothing can be done for now.Let Nesya calm herself down.Suk she will come back to apologize to her Nesya.
Syailendra turns the steering wheel of the car.He will go home to his apartment only.He is again lazy to deal back with his mother.Definitely later he will get scorned and it will end a long time.
Now he wants to calm down first.Think what he has to do besuk to get sorry Nesya.Nesya must forgive him if Syailendra does not want his life difficult because his work will fall apart.It has been enough two days without Nesya.He does not want to the next day without Nesya again...Nesy....Nesya is just that name that always rotates in Syailendra's head.
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