dreamlike
About Sam

"Alana.." call raynad, alana who was walking on the corridor turned, raynad approached him running.

"Al come on I'm anter!" bring raynad.

"Where?" asked alana innocently.

"You're going home, right?"

alana just shut up.

how can alana let raynad deliver home, if mom or step sister see then alana will be exposed to problems.

"No need, you'll have to take your nicotine." reject alana.

"Oh gapapa kok. I anter to your destination!"

"But ray...

"Click al..."

Seeing the raynad who so wanted to drive him alana did not have the heart to reject him constantly.

"Where?" ask raynad.

inevitably alana also nods to say raynad, raynad looks happy and holds alana's hand towards the parking lot.

raynad is unaware that his treatment of alana makes it harder for him to lose his love for raynads.

"Nih al wear his helmet." Raynad said as he gave the helmet to alana.

alana was silent unmoved, she confusedly stared at the helmet given to her.

"Do you know how to wear a helmet?" ask raynad.

alana shook her head slowly.

"Don't know, but why did you bring two helmets to school?" tanyanya.

"Oh that, sometimes I like to ask to be escorted home if not picked up, so I always bring a helmet in case he wants to ask to be escorted home again."

suddenly raynad's speech made alana smile bitterly, should alana not ask so that she does not feel the pain again and again.

alana wears a helmet that is always used by rena, alana can only resign and immediately ride kemotor raynad.

"Aren't you coming home?" ask alana doubtfully.

"Rena's been picked up today so I'm not anther." said Raynad.

raynad immediately launched his motorbike at the speed of splitting the city streets.

the streets were quite crowded that made Alana could only look at him, alana was so happy to see many people laughing and happy around him, not just the riders, alana was so happy to see, alana also saw some people walking together and they laughed happily, alana was very envious of it and alana wanted to remember the last time she was happy.

"Al.." call raynad.

alana who was daydreaming was surprised.

"Yes?" sauteed.

"Why bengong?" raynad asked through the rearview mirror, they were currently stopped at a red light.

"Whoa, just cape!"

"You hold on, I'm afraid you'll fall asleep."

alana just smiled faintly. "I'm not sleepy!"

the red light changed color to green, raynad again launched his motor.

both of them were silent, but suddenly the curiosity of raynad reappeared.

raynad glanced back at Alana. "Al want it?"

"What?" ask alana.

"You're the same rival dating huh? you guys look at deket?"

alana's eyes were round and wide hearing Raynad's words.

"Ti..no.. ke.why do you think like that?" alana asked nervously.

"I saw that you guys were so romantic in the class, the rival also suddenly moved seats so next to you so I thought maybe you guys were dating!"

"I and my rivals are just friends!"

raynad nodded in understanding. "Let's just ask for a deal if you're really dating a rival."

alana was silent, why raynad so wanted alana to be with others when the heart of alana was only for him, alana shook her head slowly, she removed all her feelings of sadness and returned to her logic. why would alana hope raynad would like it and be jealous if alana is close to someone else, it would not happen.

raynad stared at the magnificent alana house. Raynad was completely flabbergasted by the alana house.

"The house is really luxurious huh, you must be living very happily."

alana smiled faintly. "Thank you Raynad for driving me!" alana.

"Don't you want me to stop by that first while you're ready for a drink?"

alana surprised. "me..

Raynad suddenly chuckled. "Joking, I don't want to take care of you!"

alana breathed a sigh of relief, fortunately it was only a joke if serious then alana would be confused later to say what to the mayang.

"I want to be dark!" pamit raynad's.

"Yes, thank you again Ray!"

"Okay, I'll see you tomorrow al!"

"Yes.."

raynad also left by riding his motorbike, alana stared at the raynad motor that was getting away.

alana has just entered her home.

"Who was that?" asked a person suddenly.alana was surprised when she saw that Kania was already standing in front of the entrance of her house.

"Mom..no one!" alana answered nervously while bowing her head.

suddenly the cania approached and pulled alana's hair tightly until alana suffocated in pain.

"Aww.aww.kania please take offin.sick!" alana rintih.

"Did you dare bring a guy home? you dare?" kania snapped.

"No.i.tu only my classmate kania.dia.cuma nganter me home!"

"What's this?" ask the guy who just came out.

kania pushed Alana's body to fall on the floor and made alana again in pain.

"No, the child does not know that he has dared to bring a boy home!" kania to mayang.

"What?" mayang shock.

mayang squatted and equalled alana who sat down while looking down and crying.

plaques...

suddenly the mayang slapped alana hard enough that alana felt very pain on her right cheek.

"How dare you, huh? dare you casually bring a guy home?!" mayang.

"No ma.he just drove alana home.he's just alana ma's friend.." said alana now the girl had sobbed.

just coming home from school she has been greeted with cruel like this, alana is always getting rough treatment from her mother and step-sister.

mayang pulled alana hair tightly so inevitably alana looked up her head and looked at the mayang who looked at her with anger.

"If you dare to complain about anything to anyone, don't expect you and your uncle to be able to live quietly!" mayang kecam.

mayang immediately threw the alana just like that to make the head of the alana hit with the floor and left bruises.

alana could only cry full of heartbreaking sobs.

alana went into her house and went into her room.

alana took a picture of herself with her father and mother when they went on vacation.

alana saw herself photographed living a happy, carefree smile that used to be easy to look at, but at the moment no one can make alana smile like she used to.

alana hugged the photo tightly while crying, tears unceasingly coming out of the girl's eyes.

"Dad..mother.alana kangen you guys, alana wants to be with you, alana is not strong here, alana is alone well.bun.." he murmured.

"THIS NIGHT YOU CAN'T EAT AND I'LL BRACKET YOU IN THE ROOM!" mayang yelled and locked alana in the room.

alana does not care at all, this is not the first time alana is not fed and locked in her own room, alana often experience it.

alana did not even treat her injuries, all the pain she felt in her body was no more pain than her feelings of always being hurt and feeling lonely.

all night full alana cried and continued to cry, she had not even changed her school clothes nor had she taken off her school shoes.

alana's feelings are now increasingly difficult to control, alana feels her life has been destroyed and nothing can change it.