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Raynad is not only unable to sleep but he also does not focus on the flim in front of him, raynad turned towards alana who is so focused on watching.

so afraid alana even she stuck the door with the sofa in her room because she knew she wanted her mom to come in, was alana so afraid of her mom?

"Why should I ask you?" ask raynad.

alana who was focusing on watching finally turned her head towards alana.

"Can, just say it!" alana.

"That day when I anter you and met your sister and your mother, you look so depressed? what's going on?" ask raynad.

actually raynad that day realized that alana was very afraid of her mother and her sister, raynad saw alana who only looked down scared when her mother and sister came out of their house.

alana silently did not answer, alana only lowered her head weakly when she heard the question from Raynad.

"Nothing happened, but they were my mother and step-sister!" answer alana with a sigh.

raynad scrunched his forehead in wonder.

"Don't I understand?" ask raynad again.

"Dad I married mama mayang and mama mayang had a child and it was kania who said was my sister."

"So, I saw your stepmom?"

alana just nodded in response.

"Where does your birth mama go?" ask raynad.

alana lowered her head, alana recalled all the heartbreaking events in her life, she could no longer hold back her cries.

raynad who heard the sound of sobbing from alana was panicked, raynad immediately embraced alana so that the girl could calm down a little.

"sorry al. sorry if my question offends you, I promise I won't do it again" Raynad said regretfully.

alana wept with a sobbing dipped raynad and raynad hugged her tightly.

alana's in the raynad.

"Mother.father... already does not exist.." said alana interrupted his sobbing.

raynad was really surprised by what was said by alana, raynad only knew if alana already had no biological parents.

raynad rubbed the head alana lovingly, Raynad sure alana all this time always lonely, then from alana tend to be aloof and do not like to get along.

"Are you calm, is there me, right?" raynad calms alana.

alana was still crying, somehow her feelings at this time were difficult to control because she recalled her painful past.

raynad did not stop hugging alana and made alana feel more comfortable even though he did not know why he could not stop crying.

"So are you afraid of your stepmom?" raynad looked at Alana while cupping the girl's face.

alana shook her head, where might she tell the truth if she was treated badly by her mother and step-sister.

"Al from the treatment of canoe to you that I saw at school can prove that kania does not like you, is your mother also?" raynad.

alana was silent and raynad looked at her full of probing.

"From your silence, answer them all enough!" raynad said and made alana no longer able to speak.

"Al I may make you sad but please when you are ready you can tell me when I am!" raynad.

alana was silent.

previously alana has not said anything to anyone alana has not even told the rival as a friend of the man let alone to the man who alana love, alana is not sure about it.

"I'll take good care if it's a secret, and I'll try to comfort you if it hurts you!" raynad.

alana sighed softly, she closed her eyes to strengthen her heart, whether true or not what is said by people if later we have stolen what is in the heart of our minds then we will feel lighter than all the burdens.

raynad scrunched his forehead confused, he still did not understand what alana said.

"Who's son is that?" ask raynad.

"Kania has no blood relation with father, kania is only the son of mama mayang from her old husband but father told me to still consider kania as my sister because she was younger by a few months than me."

"How did your birth mother go?"

alana looked down and cried again, alana could not remember her mother's sadness long ago.

raynad who saw Alana crying again hugged the girl, maybe that was the painful point for alana.

"Mother.mother could not accept what dad did, mother me.ngajak I left but on the way we suffered an accident, mother, only the mother was seriously injured because I was sitting in the back seat and the mother was driving, the mother died while hospitalized" alana said softly and then back sobbing sobbing.

raynad who heard it was so unexpected because alana had experienced such a tragic thing, raynad stared at alana softly, raynad was amazed by alana who could get through his complicated problems alone especially at the age of a very young man.

"Dad died a few years after mother's accident while she was on a business trip, and now I have to live with mama mayang also kania."

"You don't like living with them?" raynad looked at Alana with a deep look.

although alana was silent but Raynad knew the answer to his question, he hugged alana tightly to make alana strong, raynad now no longer have to ask it further because he was afraid of alana again crying.

raynad cupped alana's face and looked at her.

"Now that you no longer need to be with me, I promise to accompany you and be ready to listen to your story every time you need me!" raynad said with confidence.

alana can only look back at raynad, does raynad not know if this action makes alana even more like it?

alana just nodded her head to answer Raynad's words.

***

mornings...

the sun has not been seen and the raynad also alana equally did not sleep all night, before the sun showed its rays raynad was ready and went home through the way he entered, it was a bit extreme but raynad had no other choice.

schoolhouse..

alana sat alone on the long bench beside the school just below the shady tree.

today uncle alana sends money to alana and alana can use it for alana.

actually, all the savings accounts belonging to alana are held by the mayang by force, but alana is not stupid and does not stay silent he asked his uncle to make another new one without the knowledge of the mayang also cania.

"Hi." greet the rival who just came.

alana turned her head and developed her smile looking at the rival who was already sitting next to her.

"Hi rivals!"hello alana.

"Why eat here? why not in class?" ask the confused rival.

"Delay here there is a cool breeze." answered alana lied because in fact she ate outside to avoid cania so as not to know if alana was eating.

kania will certainly complain to the mayang and later mayang will ask where alana get food from.

"It's still cold in the morning!"

"Well, people need cold air so their minds are cold too!" reply alana.

"Where are the words?" ask rival.

"It was me, you just heard me talking."

rival only laughs listening to alana, although alana is quiet but if it is familiar and close to him then alana will be a person who likes to smile and always make others laugh with his innocent behavior.

"Well..."