
there was the sound of the zhuhur adhan, before giving the medicine to Andra. Hania chose to fulfill the divine call. Hania prayed with the face below by Budi when delivering Andra's change of clothes.
behind Hania who was praying, apparently Andra was awake.His eyes continued to look at Hania.
"Lord, is it not wrong of you to make me his soul mate?"inner Andra!because he felt inappropriate for Hania
without Andra knowing, Hania had finished praying but she still daydreamed to look at Hania.
"mas." Call Hania slow
Andra's shocked"hmm."the voice of deheman Andra!he also felt wrong.
"mas is awake? take some more medicine."
Hania took the medicine the nurse gave her, then gave it to Andra.
Hania stroked Andra's shoulder, and looked at her affectionately.
"mas, don't you want to pray?"ask Hania
Andra was silent, Hania smiled then she sat down on the chair by Andra's bed.
"Nia hopes that, before Nia split up with Andra, Nia wants Andra to become a priest in Nia prayer." said Hania smiling and hopeful
"said mbok, mas is a good boy, used to be when mama was still there, mas often pray to the mosque, njai and always cheerful."tales Hania while imagining Andra at that time
Andra just fell silent and focused on listening to Hania tell a story, this time she was so calm when she heard and saw Hania's smile.
"Nia, is not a smart or holy pretender, but we as servants must remember our purpose in this world for worship and pursuing the pleasure of God. if God loves us, we will always be in His protection."
"sorry." said Hania again
"don't you regret marrying me?"ask Andra suddenly
Hania looked at Andra "why should I regret it? I married you not without reason, all this is God's way, yes maybe his way through arranged marriage." replied Hania
"i don't love you, why do you still hold on to me?"
again Hania smiled "i know, but I love you because of God, I became your wife maybe heaven can I get when I'm filial with you."
"didn't you hurt when I was with Saras?"
"if you ask me if I am sick? of course I'm sick mas, which wife wants her husband to make out with other women, let alone make out, her husband just smiles at other women, a wife will definitely be jealous and sick."
"Bu Rini who are you?"ask Andra again suddenly
"Bu Rini, the woman who gave birth to me, but I'm not the child she wanted. From childhood she never touched me, even when I still needed her affection, she left me and dad." said Hania with tears already running down her cheeks
"hihihi. sorry." said Hania while wiping away her tears
"since that time, I was in the care of my father, until I grew up. Dad was always there for me. I did not expect that Saras was my brother as well which she was a beloved lover of my husband, but even though like that I did not hate her mas, she was still my mother, in my body there's blood too."
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