Destiny Separates Us
Past Times

One Week later

Now Hania and her father have arrived in Medina. Haru crying accompanied the journey of the pilgrims. Hania was unceasingly grateful and thoughtful.

Arriving in Medina, Hania and her other entourage were taken to the hotel for a break before doing other worship.

Coincidentally Hania is one room with a grandmother, her name is Nek Aisyah.

"Mother." Said Hania with a smile

"Yes, whose name is it?"

"Hania. What's grandma's name?"

"Call me Grandma Aisyah."

"Oh yes" replied Nadira with a smile

"So soon, grandma, just go to my dad's room first."

Nek Aisyah nodded then Hania came out and went to her father's room which was not far from her room. After from her father's room, Hania immediately returned to the room.

The worshippers had already rested, while Hania was standing on the balcony of her hotel room. His eyes were so amazed to see how beautiful the city of Medina was.

"Thank you God for inviting Nia and Dad here" Hania said

the gust of wind felt so soft as it stroked Hania's smooth face, suddenly her mind was fixed on someone.

"Hmm, how's it going now" asked Hania

#flashback on

Six years ago, Hania had her best friend name Rafasya Ardiansyah, they were one village and one school. At that time Rafa had fallen in love with Hania and then he expressed his feelings for Hania, and also with Hania who had long admired Rafa. But since then, Rafa was forced to join his parents moving out of town until Hania and Rafa separated. At that time before Rafa left, he met Hania by the lake in their village.

"Han, I said yes. You take good care of yourself here. Later when it's time, I'll come again here." said Rafa sad

"Yes Raf, God willing, I will wait for you here."

"Thank you Han, and maybe I'll go to Madinah for college there."

"Yes Raf, I know. It'sit's okay. Go awaylah. My prayers are always with you." said Hania without looking at Rafa

At that time they were still too young if they had to get married, although Rafa was ready materially because he was the only child of the family who was but not with Hania.

But 4 years ago, Hania had to accept the harsh reality that something bad had happened to Rafa.

It turned out that after Rafa moved out of the city, he did not immediately leave for Medina. Because there are some things that delay his departure. Since then Rafa accidentally met another woman, as time went on Rafa got closer to the woman.

Over time Rafa also established love with the woman without thinking about the existence of Hania. Yep.... It is true that no one can advise a person who is in love. Until Rafa and the woman are trapped by their own passions.

Without them realizing it, both of them had crossed a line that they should not have done. Rafa regrets but what is the power of rice has become porridge, since then Rafa lives with feelings of guilt and sin.

Since that incident, Rafa ventured to contact Hania and explain everything.

In room

Rafa picks up her phone, then looks for Hania's number. Soon Rafa sends a message to Hania.

"Assalamu'alaikum Han."message from Rafa

"Wa'alaikumsalam."reply Hania! The woman felt happy behind the scenes because of how not after a long time apart and did not tell each other now meet again.

Rafa's beginning is still stale, just asking for news or stories about the time they separated. Rafa hasn't dared to tell her.

Until one day, Rafa is no longer able to hold all of it. He didn't want to hurt Hania any deeper.

"Han, actually I want to talk to you." said Rafa to the points via message

Hania quickly replies to Rafa's message "what is Raf?"

"There's actually something I've been hiding from you, Han."

"In fact, ever since I moved out of town, I have not gone straight to Medina. One year I'm still in Indonesia."

"Hmm, why didn't you know me?"reply Hania 

"Because I don't want to disturb you and ruin your worship."reven Rafa.because Rafa knows how much Hania takes care of herself and her worship. Even though they are friendly and have the same feelings, it does not mean they can be free. Both of them are equally keeping to not do excessive things

"Okay, I understand. Continues to?"reply Hania again

"And that time, before leaving. I'm dating, Han."

Hania tekajut and continued to pay attention to every word sent by Rafa.

"Okay, it's okay" replied Hania

"I'm sorry about you."

"It's okay Raf, but I don't think about it, you can be tempted by the same name dating." reply Hania!Hania knows Rafa is a man who is very caring and quite understanding of religion.

"I know, but it's not just the limit there, Han."

"meaning? You're not doing anything weird, are you, Raf?"

Long enough Rafa replied to Hania's message, she had returned crying with thousands of her regrets.

"I've committed adultery with that woman, Han."reven Rafa

Bak is struck by lightning, Hania really does not believe that Rafa can lose with his own lust.

"No, no Raf. I don't believe it."

"I'm not lying, Han. Now that I'm not a virgin, I'm broken. I've been adulterous and dirty."reply Rafa

Hania was seen crying there, she immediately called Rafa.

Both of them were crying, Rafa was crying with all her regrets while Hania was crying out of disappointment.

"Then, what about that woman raf?"ask Hania

"I don't know, it's just that I know she's getting married soon" Rafa replied

"Why do you have heart? Why did you leave him alone."

"I didn't leave her, Han. She was the one who asked me to stay away.now she's getting married to an ustadz." explains Rafa.

"What about raf's future husband?"

"I don't know, obviously my friend said he was getting married."

Indeed, since then, the woman asked Rafa to stay away from her. The woman did not get pregnant but she was stained.

I don't know who's wrong, which obviously all happens because they both want to.

Hania was still silent, her shadow was fixed at the time when Rafa did such a disgusting deed to a woman who was not kosher to her.

"Now, I beg you not to bother me anymore, you deserve better than me, who is still holy than I am. And ask me to take good care of yourself, take care of your honor." said Rafa then he turned off the phone.

Hania's gaze felt empty, her tears just kept flowing. It turned out that the person he loved and was loyal he was waiting for turned out to have betrayed who might be difficult to accept and forgive.

Since then, Rafa has never contacted Hania again and all of her social media has been removed.

Is Hania destroyed? sure is.

#flashback off

Hania's tears fell back as she recalled that time. Disappointment, hate, and longing are mixed into one.

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