Destiny of First Love
Nara's fragility

At this moment Nara was completely devastated. The decision he chose seemed to backfire on his life. Nara really can't forget Axcel. Three years with Axcel was no short time for Nara. Moreover, Nara who is first acquainted with love must swallow a bitter pill from the first love curse which is very rare for anyone to end happily. Only lucky people can end up happy with their first love in this world. Did Nara get into that guy? The answer is not according to Nara. Because now his love must even end.

At the lalin place precisely at the Axcel family home, Adnan's sister Axcel came to approach Mama and her Papa who were chatting in the family room.

"Well, Dad, I want to go to college here. I do not want to study in Bogor Mah" Adnan expressed his desire to study in Bandung at his place.

"Can't Nan, you have to stay in college in Bogor. If you go to college here who's gonna keep your grandmother there" the firm answer was given by her father.

"Well, all this time I've been following Papa's will. Now once Papa helped me Pah" Adnan said to his Papa.

"Adnan what's the reason you want to go to college here huh? Ask Papa Adnan in a slightly raised voice.

"I want to take care of Nara" Adnan said.

"Just because of that, you don't even want to keep your nemek just because of Nara?" Ask Papa Adnan with a high tone.

"Bah let Adnan go to college here. He has the right to choose the reward" said Mama Adnan mediate.

"But the reason does not make sense" said Papa Adnan again.

"Pah Adnan wants to keep Nara as well because of Papa" Adnan said.

" What do you mean, son?" Ask Mama Adnan in a soft voice.

" Yes I wanted to keep Nara because I knew Nara would be completely destroyed after parting ways with Axcel's sister. Papa separated the two of them. Papa even though he knows how love Axcel brother Nara, and vice versa. But papa with the heart even match Axcel's brother with someone else. You think their lives will be fine after they're both separated?" Adnan said widely to his parents.

"Adnan so you already know about your sister's matchmaking?" Ask Mama Adnan.

"Had, I accidentally heard Mama's conversation with Papa at that time. So please let me go to college here and take care of Nara. Because I knew Nara's life wouldn't be okay after this" Adnan told his parents.

"Did Nara already know this?" Ask Mama Adnan again.

"Yes, Nara already knows" Adnan replied.

"Yes, son, you can go to college here. And please take care of Nara, Mama loves Nara very much, she must be broken now" Mama told Adnan.

"Why did Mama even approve, then what about Mah's mother?" Ask Papa.

"Bah let Adnan go to college here. Adnan is right the reward of their lives both will not be fine after this. Axcel is male and has grown up he can certainly respond even though there will be little significant changes in Axcel's life. But Nara, she was even too young to accept this harsh reality. And again Mama really feels guilty to Nara Pa, we've separated them both. So Mama please Papa let Adnan lecture here" said Mama Adnan.

"Yes you can go to college here, Mama you're right. It wasn't really Papa's intention to make both of their lives ruined. But how else Papa has promised" said Papa Adnan who finally relented and agreed to Adnan's wishes.

Back to Nara.

Two weeks he has been through very hard. Even in these two weeks Nara's weight was reduced because Nara did not want to eat. Today Nara came to the campus to re-enroll. He studied at Padjadjaran University Bandung majoring in Indonesian language education. Nara walked with her head down because she focused on the novel she read on her cellphone, without knowing if in front of her there was also a person who was in a hurry to walk the opposite way to her.

Bruukkkc.

Nara collided with Adnan, yes that person was Adnan.

"Nadara"

"Adnan" said Nara and Adnan together.

"You're studying here too Nan?" Ask Nara to Adnan.

"Yes, I'm studying here" Adnan replied.

"Kok not a story from the beginning anyway if the lecture here as well" said Nara.

"Come on, I know very well.. But dear our other friends aren't here either." Nara said with a sad face.

"Who said, Tino is also here. He is like me, majoring in English literature" said Adnan.

"Wahh, are you serious? " Task Nara enthusiastically.

"Yes, and isn't Hana here too huh, same department as you?" Adnan answered and asked.

"Yes Hana's here too" replied Nara.

"Ra you are getting thinner, and your face is also not as bad as usual, last met even you are not as good as now. What happened Ra?" Ask Adnan worried.

Before answering Nara stepped up and sat on the chair in the hallway of the campus.

"My relationship with Axcel is over Nan" Nara said with great sadness even her tears had dripped.

"Ra so you guys decided to split up?" Ask Adnan.

"It was more precisely me who ended my relationship with Axcel Nan's brother" Nara said with a blank look and tears rushing down her cheeks.

Adnan then pulled Nara's shoulder to face him.

"I know it's hard for you, but I'm sure you're strong Ra" Adnan said, wiping away Nara's tears.

Nara leaned her head against Adnan's shoulder.

"No Nan I'm not that strong. I even felt that my world was over" Nara poured her heart out to Adnan with a bitter cry making Adnan sad.

"You can definitely be Nara, I will always be by your side, you just calm down you're not alone going through all this" Adnan calmed Nara down while rubbing Nara's back.

"As for Nan, you were already beside me when I was like this" Nara said.

"I'm your best friend Ra. I should have been there for you" Adnan replied.

Drrtt...

Adnan's phone rang, and he picked it up.

"Hallo mah, my goodness Adnan forgot. Adnan's there now huh mah. Please send the address of the hospital now" Adnan told the person who was calling him there.

"Nan, who's sick?" Nara asked who was worried too.

" Axcel Ra's brother. He was found unconscious in his apartment, and now I have to go to Jakarta Nyusulin Mama with Papa there. I forgot I was in a hurry because of this" Adnan replied.

"Sister Axcel why?" Nara's worried face can no longer be hidden, especially this who entered the hospital is the person she loves.

"Let's know, I don't know for sure. Do you want to go there?" Ask Adnan to Nara.

"I'm not ready Nan, I'm not ready to meet Axcel again" said Nara with eyes still empty and staring straight ahead.

"Yes I understand Ra, although actually your presence will be very much awaited by Axcel. Then I'll go, you go ahead, you want a list?" Adnan said and asked Nara.

Nara just nodded.

"I go Ra" Adnan left Nara still sitting pensively with blank eyes.

"Sorry brother, even when a brother like this I can't see a brother, sorry if I'm selfish. I am just trying to protect my heart, brother. It will be harder for me to forget you if today I meet you brother. Sorry" Nara said in her heart. Then Nara stepped away continuing her original purpose of coming to the campus.