Destiny of First Love
The End of Everything

All the way home Nara's tears did not stop flowing. Nara also continues to imagine how fate would be in her relationship with Axcel. Nara kept thinking if she would be able to live without Axcel while now it's only been a few months without Axcel she's been almost too late. What if he really parted ways with Axcel. Especially if you have to see Axcel live with other women, what will happen with his life later.

No, Nara doesn't want to lose Axcel. Axcel everything for Nara. Reach what, what Nara had to do to keep Axcel at his side. Nara's mind was completely deadlocked. It even feels like Nara no longer has the spirit of life anymore.

When he reached home with a step gontai Nara entered into his room, he immediately sat down limp with tears that continued to flow profusely on his cheeks.

"Why God, why do I have to go through all this?" nara complained with great sadness.

"Why do you have me, why?" Nara kept crying.

Tok Tok Tok Tok's..

there was a knock on the door from outside Nara's room.

"Ra.. baby why are you?" Ask Mama Nara from outside Nara's room.

Nara then opened the door, Mama Nara was very shocked to see her daughter who was damp and messy.

"Dear you why hemmm?" mama Nara was worried.

"Ma... Why is God not fair to Nara mah." said Nara as she pleased with the tears that flowed Nara then hugged her Mama.

"It's a shame you can't talk like that, son. God is fair, dear." said Mama Nara while rubbing Nara's back.

"But why, why did God not allow Nara to unite with ka Axcel mah, Mama tau, brother Axcel wanted in matein mah. Nara has to do mah. Nara can't do it without Axcel's sister." said Nara very poignantly.

"Why should you get married, don't Axcel's parents know about your relationship?" mama asked Nara and answered with a nod by Nara who was in her mother's arms.

"Dengerin mamah darling. No matter how hard you hold back, no matter how hard you fight, if not destined, you will never be together. If Axcel is not your soul mate, you accept Ra. But if he is your soul mate even though you are separated by a marriage, in the end you will still be together. Believe the same mama." said Mama Nara gave encouragement to Nara.

"But mah, Nara could not imagine how later if Nara really had to part with Axcel mah" said Nara with a cry that sounded slicing hearts.

"Nara's... Dear mommy son, God will not give tests beyond the limits of ability. God gives you this test because God knows you are strong. Even if you are not a match with Axcel, God must replace it with a better one. But if indeed you are paired this may be a test for the strength of your love." said Mama Nara again.

"So now Nara has to how mah?" asked Nara with a sob.

"You're talking about this well with Axcel, find a way out of it both. If in the end you have to separate you have to berapang chest accept it dear, huh" said Mama Nara while rubbing Nara's hair gently.

" Yes mah" answered Nara briefly.

"Yaudah now you rest, you look very tired" said Mama Nara and answered a nod by Nara.

Nara went into the bathroom, washed her face and stood in front of the mirror. Shadow after shadow of his memories along with Axcel flashed through Nara's mind. Nara returned to shed her tears.

"Sorry brother, but I have to do this. I don't want to get sick any deeper, especially if I have to see my sister marry someone else. I better end it now. That way, you can forget about me too. Sorry sister, I'm sorry" said Nara who was still looking in the mirror and crying in front of the mirror.

Nara then exits the bathroom, coincidentally her phone rang and it was because Axcel contacted her. Now Nara's decision is unanimous in that she will end her relationship with Axcel without talking about it first with Axcel. Because he thought it was useless to talk about it with Axcel, because in the end all will still end with Axcel who married the woman of his parents' choice.

With a heavy heart Nara picked up the phone from Axcel.

"Hallo dear" said Axcel.

Nara did not answer, just hearing Axcel's voice had made her upset. As much as Nara's energy held back her sobs.

"Darling, you heard brother right?" axcel asked across the street because Nara didn't speak.

"Dear" Axcel said again.

"Why are you, baby, sick?" ask Axcel worried.

"No sister, just a little unwell" Nara told Axcel.

"You're sick, baby, have taken medicine, or need a doctor let Adnan take you." said Axcel cut off by Nara.

" I don't have to worry" said Nara briefly.

"Honey you really why, why is your tone different?" ask Axcel because it's not usually Nara like now.

"Sister I want to talk but brother don't cut me off" Nara said in a slightly trembling voice.

"Darling you why hemm.. Don't make you worry."

Nara did not answer, because now her tears were no longer able to bear. Hearing Axcel's worries about her made Nara unable to tell the truth. But Nara's decision is already very unanimous.

Nara took a deep breath and threw it away.

"Raa. answered my sister" Axcel said across the street.

Long silence, Lau Nara replied

" I want us to end this relationship sister" Nara said in a trembling voice.

"What! you don't joke Ra. Until whenever big brother will never end our relationship. Never will" Axcel said in a slightly raised voice.

" Kaak, please.I'm serious sister" Nara said with a sob.

"Gga Ra you're kidding me, aren't you? Okay, I'm sorry that you can't attend tomorrow at your graduation. But do not have to separate also Ra" said Axcel with a tight breath. His chest felt crushed by a boulder as Nara said she wanted to separate from him.

"But we have to split up, brother, free we are together if finally we will not be able to be together" Nara said while crying.

"No. Until whenever you belong to brother, there will be no one who can belong to you other than brother. You can't end this relationship unilaterally Ra. Brother will never accept forever will never." said Axcel with a high tone of voice.

"Whatever. But I want us to stay apart, brother." said Nara keuekeuh.

"R. Now explain to your sister what the reason you want to end it all, explained Ra. Not that you are also in love with your sister, you even promised to wait for your sister to come home, but why is it now like this." said Axcel did not accept Nara cut off their relationship.

"Free brother, free I'm a bitch for what reason. Because even if you know, it won't change anything. My decision is already unanimous sis . I want us to break up" Nara replied.

"Ra please don't be like this brother please Ra. You know how much he loves your brother Ra. Brother please Ra don't end it all just like that. Brother can't be without you Ra.." Axcel said with great frustration.

" I'm sorry brother but I have to do this, this is also for the good of my sister" Nara said sobbing.

" Good, what good do you mean Ra. The happiness of that brother is only you Ra. Brother please don't be like this" Axcel pinta told Nara in a hoarse voice because Axcel was also crying.

"Sorry sister" Nara said, then Nara turned off her phone.

"No Ra. Ra . Hello Ra.. Nara's.. Hello.." said Axcel across the street.

Nara was crying so sheds all her sadness. Relationship with Axcel must run aground in the middle of the road. Actually Nara is also the same as Axcel Nara suffered Nara could not be separated from Axcel. But what can be done, this decision must be taken Nara.

Axcel returned to contact Nara but Nara refused. Now even Nara blocked Axcel's number from her phone.