
Indra was fixated staring at the clothes of the two of them splattered on the floor. His brain was still unable to digest what was happening. But the pain that spread in his back area made him guess...
Did they both do that? Forbidden relationship through back... Man with man...
Tuhaaaan....
Indra covered her face with both palms. He was crying terjugu. Feeling guilty and feeling wrong. So great is the influence of alcohol, so it can make people do anything out of control.
Indra cried so much that he made a small shake in bed. Doni who was in the middle of a slumber woke up because of the sound of crying and a hiccup of Indra. He immediately sat down and grabbed Indra's shoulder.
"Hey...why.... Indra???"
Hearing Doni ask why, making Indra even more crying.
"It should be the cave that asks you. Why cave... Lu apain cave, huh?! What are you doing secretly while I'm not conscious...." Indra looked at Doni nanar.
Doni started to rule the situation. He began to realize what had happened. Indra cried because of what he had done to Indra.
"Sstttt... Don't cry anymore...."
"The cave's sorry... The cave is not intentionally lakin this to lo. We were both drunk last night so we couldn't control anything. But you calm down the cave will be your responsibility."
Indra shouted
"You're crazy, aren't you Don?!"
"Yes, I'm crazy. I'm crazy about Lo, ndra..... From the beginning we met the cave already like lo!"
What????
She squeezes her hair in frustration.
"Lu really is crazy Don !!!
You know that guy cave? Same as you?!"
"Can you like the same cave !!!!!"
Doni sat parallel to Indra grabbing Indra's fingers. Indra looked uncomfortable with a touch of Doni.
"Don't hold me. I am disgusted by you!!!?! I'm disgusted by what you did to me..."
Doni sighed.....
"It's happening too. Anyway we did it last night like to like the cave does not make you... You enjoy it too...."
Indra looked angry.
You destroyed the cave life. The cave is no longer useful. Mending the cave is dead."
Doni starts to panic with Indra's reaction. He began to persuade Indra with subtle words.
"Yes ndra.., the cave is wrong. The hilaf cave kebawa atmosphere. But honestly the cave is like gini. BisakK ndra cave. Cave has a wife got kids but I still like same guys."
Indra gasped at Doni's confession. Doni bowed, his face melancholy.
Honestly this is not my wish either, Ndra. God gave this to me. It was all because of my childhood trauma.
Doni started telling stories. The story is almost exactly similar to the story of Indra's past where the figure of a mother who should be a role model of the child instead left the child in ruin and chose to seek her own happiness. Doni also looks to shed tears. The senses also dissolve to feel the pain of what Doni experienced.
"Please excuse me Indra. The cave does not mean to destroy your life... I just want to be happy. The cave wants to be happy with you."
"Lu knew that women were a disaster for men. Women are a source of commotion and cannot make men happy. Frankly, I have a wife just for status. In fact, in my heart I have never been in love or have the same feelings as me. I am more interested in connecting with men. We both know what we want instead of wanting to win alone like a girl. If it's a boy, I can be happy Ndra, and the cave hopes you can also be happy with the cave."
"The promise of the best love. Matter, affection, attention, caves will be the best all for you. Sorry about the ndra.... Please don't hate me... Because the cave loves you...."
Indra. Doni cried after saying that. It looks so guilty on Indra. Emang basically Indra people also like baper ya pity see Doni like this.
The hand of Doni.
Doni.. please don't be sad anymore. Gua sorryin you why you can promise never to admit this to me again."
Doni looked up to Indra.
"Really???? Really you're sorry I...????"
Indra nodded.
"Thank you, you're sorry. I promise I won't make you my partner. But you want to be friends with me... We're going this slow...."
Indra smile. Doni smiled and he looked happy. Hugged Indra tightly.
"Still Indra.... Thank you very much for understanding me. The promise cave will be best for you and love whatever you ask."
Indra was only able to stand still and digest Doni's words.
Lord..maybe this is the path of my life you chose for me. I can only accept if this is what you're telling me to go through. Even though I know this is wrong but will not all of it happen by Your will God....????
Doni kept his promise. He gave everything to Indra. Money, cars, luxury goods all he gave to Indra.
Until finally Indra was really entangled in the wrong love. Love forbidden by God. But what power he enjoys and can not be separated from Doni.
Doni is still Doni. He still went home to his wife and also on the sidelines of his work he always took the time to meet with Indra. And they really became a couple.