Choosing a Love Or Love
sito's Chaos

Sito then stepped his feet with a shameless towards his home.Masih clearly imagined the smile Agnes had earlier.Smiles that he had long missed, a smile that had long disappeared and almost wanted to be removed.

His heart was again worried by the presence of the girl.Having worked hard he tried to pressure his heart to forget all the longing and hope to the girl who a year ago has ravaged his heart.The departure of Agnes who is without saying, even without news,able to make him lose confidence.Yah.he became no confidence in the love of Agnes.Merasa himself just clapped one hand in love with an Agnes who apparently prefers to pursue his mind rather than having to fight for the love of a Sito.

Sito thought that he had given a great love to the girl, but it seemed that Agnes was not giving the same thing.

Until then, he met Endang when he returned home and reported the situation of Agnes in the capital, he said, difficulties and struggles that must face Agnes to be able to work include the reason Agnes left him without news.He so understand and then became increasingly salute with Agnes.Especially a moment ago, he did not know, he and Agnes had also exchanged news through cell phone messages.

Although several times he received a reprimand from ustadz Samsul, as his myrobbbi who asked him to decide everything related to Agnes if there is no clarity in their relationship, he said, moreover, Agnes also seems not ready to marry.Samul ustadz asked her to decide her expectations and accept another girl who is better prepared to marry, and certainly more commensurate with her.

" if mas Sito still wants to pay my salary, immediately decide the girl and receive biodata from the girl I have prepared" thus ustadz Samsul lampooned him with a final sentence that he could not refuse other than sami' na wa atho' na.

Sito did accept the biodata, without the intention to follow it up.Even though he has repeatedly done istikharah, but still his heart is untouched with the girl in the biodata.Just the shadow of Agnes increasingly bothers him.

But he also cannot continue to ignore the reprimand of the ustadz who only gave him a month to make a decision, follow up or restore the biodata.

She was already fully prepared for marriage, even before Agnes left she had already prepared everything.

" do I have to give up, do I have to make sure Agnes feels for me? but what if he has changed? what if he has found a figure that is more everything than me who is just a lowly employee.even his salary now can be how much my salary.Or do I have to obey the advice of ustadz Samsul ,accept another girl who's more worthy of me and forget about Agnes? Maybe it's true what ustadz Samsul said, I'm not equal to him I won't be able to compensate him and better I accept this biodata.before I'm disappointed and too hopeful with him." On the one hand, he still loves Agnes and has not been able to move on from the girl, but on the other hand, he still loves Agnes, he was also afraid of the ustadz who would indirectly no longer consider it his mutarobbi..