Choosing a Love Or Love
burden Agnes

Agnes woke up when her cellphone alarm went off at 5 am.She was indeed being obstructed, so as not to pray.Rushing shower and preparing to return to boarding, because her schedule today keep noon.

Seen Endang and her husband's room is still closed tightly.Definitely, Agnes chose to leave without saying both.

' later I say goodbye through the message, rather than disturbing the sleeping person' his inner.

After sending a message, Agnes stepped out and closed the door of the house with a heart so as not to wake the occupants.Tracing the quiet residential alley to the bus stop not far from the rented Endang.

Jakarta air that is still morning was warm for an Agnes who was accustomed to living in her village on the slopes of Mount Lawu.

Riding the city bus that has begun to be full through the capital road that began to creep even though the new clock shows at 6 am.

Agnes arrived at the boarding house after 2 hours of travel.He rested briefly his body in his room alone before leaving to take care of the afternoon.

Elis his roommate must not have returned, considering that after yesterday just returned home.Maybe later tonight tomorrow morning, the girl will just come back.

Not forgetting to install the alarm at 12 noon.As soon as he remembered there was an unopened message.

From mas Sito...

Agnes smiled and read the message.

Guilt gnaws at him when he feels he has let Sito down.

"i can what mas? taddir instead of bringing us closer, but it keeps us away.does that mean we are not fooled" his mind alone.

Still remembered by Agnes when a few months ago he called his mother..

" Nes...do you have money? our rice fields this time do not harvest, eaten by rats.in the market is also quiet trading.when the mother still has dependents in the bank" said mother Agnes sounding clear

Agnes was shocked to hear her mother's complaint.

" how many buks?" asked Agnes sadly.Tak thought it turns out her mother still had debt dependents even though she and her older sister were no longer in school.

" as if you were Nduk." replied his mother resigned.

" how many years is your debt?" finally Agnes dared to ask

" it is still 5 years nduk.it was also yesterday I borrowed to buy a house."

" yes buk.later Agnes send after payday yes" comforted Agnes.

Agnes sighs sadly.He wants after 2 years of work can get married, but if the burden of his mother is still a lot, she knew the obligation of a girl after marriage was to her husband.Therefore Agnes tried to keep her heart from Sito, because he was afraid he could not meet his expectations.He was also not sure anymore can go home and get married after 2 years of wandering.

flashback off

Although Agnes has worked with a salary that is slightly above UMR Jakarta, but instead she does not have much savings.

He will only set aside a little salary after deducting living expenses and paying the cost, the rest is sent home, hoping that the money is not how it can help support the economy of his family.Considering precisely now, the rest is sent home, his parents live alone at home.

Luckily he has a side business selling pulses, women's underwear and halal cosmetic agents, so he can help pay his costs every month.

In order to save her expenses, Agnes did not even buy goods for herself, even though only clothes though.Toh, her clothes from her tantric boutique used to be good and fit on her body.