Cherry Blossoms
His Hearts

It feels like loving someone cannot be expressed in words. If you say happy, more than that.

It's funny talking about love...

Yes loving someone can be very alluring and fill the heart with happiness. We can be fascinated by the person, and everything about them feels special and interesting.

Like Me....Now my thoughts often drift to her, My husband. And feel like always being with him. There was even a sense of loss, if not a second of being around him.

Love can make me feel protected, comfortable, and love can accept myself for who I am.

When Edgar said about love, I felt like I had someone to support me, there was a strong sense of desire to protect and take care of him.

The feeling of loving each other, made me feel the warmth, trust, and depth of emotion. Can share the joy, the pain, and everything between us. This feeling of love gives strength and intimacy that is unique in relationships.

My relationship with Edgar started with conflict. Even though he had declared his love but I was even more afraid. Afraid of losing her, losing the bond I just built. Even now I cannot imagine how to live without his presence.

That night I woke up after venting love with her on my shady bed. I walked to the toilet to pee. I washed my face, which looked tired but had a burning sensation, and I took a shower that night.

Actually it was in the morning, about two in the morning.

After that, I grabbed a towel and walked out.

A large figure, standing in front of the bathroom. I was surprised because I thought he was a demon haha...

"Gosh, you surprised me" I said

"You didn't take a shower to wake me?" edgar asked with his mischievous gaze approaching.

No more, I'm tired of it.

Edgar kissed my lips and mischievously opened the towel that wrapped my body.

"Edgar. don't be naughty,"

"If not with you, who should I be naughty with? Hemm" said Edgar

That sentence touched my heart. Yeah, he should just be naughty with me. He is mine and my duty is to serve that great master. The great lord Edgar Lionard Aldrich.

We did it again in my little bathroom. With various poses. I'm not trained to be honest it feels a little sore and need extra energy even though I'm tired. But Edgar guided me, he was the one who gave me the most energy. Lifting me as if there were no burden. He's the best skipper I've ever met.

I took another shower twice. This is how a newlywed feels, so don't be surprised.

After that I was wearing a slightly thick outfit. The temperature in Japan is very cold at three o'clock.

Edgar to my little pantry made coffee for me and himself and we talked on the balcony of the apartment in a quiet voice.

I inhale the aroma of coffee that warms my nose. After that I drank a little bit.

"Hmm good..," I praise you.

"I haven't had time to taste your coffee" Edgar said

"Haha I threw it on Julia's thigh" I said, recalling the incident.

"You know, at that time I really thought you were very bad" Edgar said

"Do you still not accept your treatment of Julia,"

"It's not like that. I'm not done talking yet" Edgar immediately sipped his coffee and spoke again before there was a misunderstanding between us.

He put away his glass and clasped my finger. Then he looked at me gently.

"Before that match, my father always told me to let Julia go. It's not easy for me Zoya. I defied it, and vowed to treat you badly. But what happened, when I took the wedding vows with you. I always remember you, remembering my rude treatment of you. It's not me Zoya. I couldn't treat such an evil woman before." Edgar stopped and his eyes glistened.

"I don't want you to treat Julia that way either, but when I harshly punish you. You said softly while crying and said 'sick'. At that moment I realized immediately. I'm a very cruel human being" Edgar said

"I also just found out, if you've never done that. I violently tore up yours and I couldn't forgive myself. I called the best doctor and I told him to give the best medicine that was cured in one use. The doctor made a special for you. I don't care how expensive it is because I want to right my wrongs" Edgar told me without asking as if he was pouring out his heart.

I listened to her story without breaking her words, without interrupting her story and waiting for her to keep telling stories

"I still didn't feel love back then, I'm still being rude to you. But when you left with another man, there was a sudden feeling. I'm not willing. Especially when I see you close to the poky. You keep smiling at Poky, laughing at him. But you never smiled at me. I was your husband. Just be honest Zoya.... I'm jealous, I keep pushing my feelings away. But there I was not focused. The shadow of you always rotates in my head. And what struck me most when you sang a song," Edgar stopped lowering his head.

I know she's holding back her tears

"Did you suffer with me, Zoya? Do I still deserve to be your husband" Edgar asked me with a sad look.

I just knew his feelings, what he was thinking at the time and his actual abusive treatment was a form of rebellion he didn't want to be betrothed to. A forced marriage that she could not avoid.

I was silent for a long time, afraid to answer, afraid of mistalking and happiness yesterday was lost.

"The honest answer is Zoya" asked Edgar, who was still holding my finger

"At that time, yes. I'm trying to maintain my relationship with you because of my father? But. Now I'm happy with you...Treat your gentleness that I have always missed. You still deserve to be my husband... It's not too late to fix everything" I said

Edgar immediately hugged me and peeked at my cheeks many times and then hugged me again tightly.

"Thank you, Zoya..."

In the middle as we hugged I saw the window glass cloth moving. I'm sure Dad woke up and heard everything. I hope you don't hear everything. And told me to part with Edgar because I still wanted to keep my household.

After that we talked about a lot of things. I'm getting to know Edgar personally.

Not long after someone called his phone. Edgar did not answer. He looked at me and said.

"Do you want to answer?" edgar asked while giving me his phone.

I saw on his phone screen, there was a name that made me a little upset 'Julia'

"No," I said, shaking my head

"Then I just turn it off and I block it" Edgar said

She had completely forgotten Julia. I want to know how she feels about Julia but I don't want to take care of her vulnerable heart. Perhaps deciding on his old love also has its own difficulties. Most importantly Edgar has been responsible for choosing me and taking me as his wife.

I suddenly changed my mind, I took the phone out of Edgar's hand, "I changed my mind. Get it," I said

I picked up the phone, I didn't talk right away. I heard his voice from across the phone. They start to sound crying.

He was crying because Edgar cut ties with him. Oh, my God, who here is such a villain. But I'm not a criminal.

"Hmm Julia, you better not come near my husband. Because he's mine, legally and religiously. I hope you can get through your life better without Edgar by your side. Sorry if I ever wronged you by pouring hot water on your thighs. But if you're still interfering with my relationship with Edgar again. I'll finish you off" I threatened and said firmly that Edgar was mine. I turned off Edgar's phone without waiting for Julia's answer

"Hehhe I'm sorry, do I look selfish and mean?" I asked Edgar

Edgar smiled and kissed me on the forehead

"You have a right to that, thank you dear" Edgar said

Before long there was a sound of someone yawning. Then dad came to us.

"Ehemm... What are you doing outside? It's so cold" said my father, greeting Edgar with a smile.

But you can't lie to me. I saw a tear in the corner of her eye and her nose was slightly reddened.

"Hehe Father, we are talking" replied Edgar.

"Come in, there's something you want to ask me" said my father and walked inside.

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