Cherry Blossoms
Painfully

I went to see Dad at the hospital after dropping off Edgar. Actually, my sister has to go home, because there are some important documents that she has to sign, while digital signatures will not be considered valid.

Father's condition has also improved, they will return to France tomorrow morning. I took them that morning to the park to see sakura, Hanami.

I'll take her to Shinjuku Gyoen National Park. Located at 11 Naito Machi, Shinjuku City, Tokyo 160-0014, Japan.

To enter there must pay for a ticket but the price varies between adults, students and the elderly. Children aged 15 and under are free. There is actually a free place to just enjoy hanami. But the place is very crowded, while I want to bring my family to enjoy it with a calmer atmosphere.

Arriving there, apparently visitors are very crowded, but unlike the other park to jostle.

At least here we can roll out a mat under the cherry blossom tree. I also brought some Japanese food, for them to enjoy. Although their tongues were not used yet, my sister started to like them.

"How are you related to Edgar? Have you guys loved each other?" my father said it made me flutter when asked about it.

I don't know Edgar's feelings for me because he never told me love.

I just answer honestly, I must understand better because our matchmaking is very short and it takes time to build the palace of love itself

"So far, we've only been interested in each other. I don't think Edgar loves me yet Well, he hasn't told me that he loves me yet" I replied gently in fear of having my father have another heart attack.

"Then you're on your own, do you love him huh?" ask my sister who is eating sushi.

"Secret" I answered, "After this you must get married and find a good woman" I said

"That's easy, I already have a candidate to just apply" replied Oscar My brother

Dad laughed when I said that to my sister and my sister too much for a wedding.

"Oscar is still young Zoya, he has to work hard to develop his business and then he has to focus on marriage" said my father

"Secret means you love her, plus you say it very blushingly. Your face cannot deceive haha... Have patience with Zoya, Edgar will definitely repay your love" my father said again

"Hehe Daddy always knew how I felt,"

We talked about spending a lot of time there until noon.

After that, I took Dad to my old residence. They will stay one night and leave tomorrow morning. I didn't bring it to Edgar's mansion, because it wasn't mine. It would be more convenient to live in my own apartment, even though it is small but it has become a property.

I shopped for finished groceries to the minimarket near the apartment. My brother and father were waiting at the apartment.

I took one yubari melon and one left, but one hand took it.

"Poky..," I said when I saw who took the Japanese Yubari Melon.

"Hi Zoya.. Why did you get here?" sapa Pokus then asked about me

"Haha I should have asked. It's close to my old apartment. Where were you last night? Where do you live then?" Ask me

"Wow by chance, I and my family stayed at a hotel near here. Last night you knew Edgar threw us out. He kicked out his mother and aunt Silvia so we felt bad and chose to go, "

"Owh hotel in the back of my apartment. I was also surprised about that, not expecting Edgar to act like that" I said

"They blame you, what you said to Edgar. Are you a sheep spotter between us and Edgar?" accuse Poky

"That's all I have to be clear with you" Poky said as if to stay away from me

"It's up to you just to think of me, you know me from childhood, don't you" I said and then went and paid for all my groceries

But when I came out, a strong wind blew along with the flying dust.

"Ah my eyes.., "squeak me because there is dust coming into my eyes.

I checked it to get the dust out of my eyes but Poky approached me and helped blow it away.

A little while until my eyes turned red, Poky continued to help blow the dust towards my eyes.

"Hows it? Can you see it?" ask Poky

"Yes, thank you" I said with a forced smile.

"Zoya, I didn't mean to offend you just that Edgar never was rude to his family and it made me and my family judge you a little bad. Sorry, yes" said Poky

"Hmm yeah it's only natural that you think negatively because they don't know me. Sorry I can't take long. I have to make food for my father and sister. Excuse me," I'm in a hurry.

I better not get too close to Poky I don't know how bad I feel.

Upon arrival at the Apartment I immediately made lunch, a makeshift menu because I did not have time to shop for vegetables and at the minimarket it did not sell vegetables.

Oscar helped me to cut a different kind of Japanese Melon from our country's Melon. Yubari melon is known for its bright orange flesh.

"This waste meat looks like a mango?" oscar said

"Yes, it would be nice if we put it in the refrigerator first, because it will feel more fresh and delicious" said Ku because I have compared it better to eat when cold

After being cut into pieces, Oscar then stored the pieces of fruit into the refrigerator.

The day turned night, when Edgar was supposed to be in New York at nine o'clock, but there was no news of him, until I fell asleep in my own apartment. There are two beds in my apartment, and one bed that can be folded if there are additional people staying.

My father and I slept in separate rooms. Because there's no Edgar so I don't go home to his Mansion.

a few hours later, a message came in. My heart was already shaking, hoping that the one who contacted me was Edgar but apparently not.

The number sent a video showing Edgar's affection for another woman, his lover.

God my heart hurts to see it.

I called the phone number but it was not picked up.

I switched to Edgar's contact number, not connected. I forgot he was in New York and he must have changed his number. Then I called Line, whatsapp and other media. There's no answer

I played the video again, seeing Edgar visiting Julia's apartment. The woman greeted him with warm hugs and kisses.

Why does it feel painful. When was this video taken? Allow this latest video or an old video deliberately sent to heat me up. Whatever it is still hurts.

I covered my face and held back my cries so Dad wouldn't look at my current state. After that my vision was dark, I fell asleep and tried to forget this.