Chasing Your Love
Chapter 37

“Do not always blame yourself. My mother also failed to be a mother. Mama doesn't know that Tiara's independence all along because she feels unloved. He thought that no one would help him if he didn't try. Mama also failed pa, Mama did not know that Tiara was so fragile. And only on Arya he can show his true self” Ratih said sobbing.

Christian wiped away his wife's tears. So far, Ratih has given up a lot. Kristian is really sorry. He shouldn't have played around with that kind of feeling of Train.

“This is karma from what Papa did. Papa hurt a good woman like Mama. Papa lied to Mama at the beginning of our marriage, and cannot be fair” Kristian said as he embraced his wife.

“Papa wants to fix all Ma. Papa wants Tiara's inner wound to be treated”.

They both cry together. I hope that after this everything can be fixed.

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The next day Tiara said goodbye to his Father and Mother to visit the location that he would build minimarket.

“I leave first yes pa, ma” said Tiara while kissing the back of his Father and Mother's hands alternately.

“Be careful ya nak” says Ratih.

Tiara nodded with a smile. Kristian prevents her son from leaving.

“Can this time alone Papa help you son?” ask Kristian with her face.

“Let Papa help you just once. All this time Papa never gave you anything. Can you before you die to pick up Papa, Papa can give you something?”.

Tiara seemed to be holding back emotions.

“What is Papa saying? Why is it weird? Papa want to leave Tiara?” the question is full of emotion.

Arya who heard that stroked Tiara's arm.

The conscious Christian had spoken wrongly then apologized.

He hugged his daughter while sobbing.

“Im sorry Papa son. Papa hasn't been fair to you all this time. Papa was wrong with you nak” said Kristian full of regrets.

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FLASHBACKS

Amara is currently in her room crying. From the beginning she allowed her husband to remarry. But who would have thought it would hurt like this. At first Amara was relieved because Kristian seemed forced by her marriage. But more and more Amara felt a change in attitude from her husband. Once he was the only one who took precedence but now Christians always share his love.

Amara looked at her sleeping daughter. 

Amara is an orphan. Amara is not a classy woman like Ratih. But he loved Christianity and vice versa. Kristian had asked permission to marry Amara well to his family many times but still his parents did not approve of the reason Kristian had been betrothed.

Because of their love, they were both willing to marry secretly until they were blessed with a beautiful daughter named Tira, which was taken from their names Tian and Amara.

Amara came out of her room to fetch some drinking water. At that time also Kristian came from outside the house and immediately embraced it. Kristian has shed tears.

“Why Pa?” ask Amara worried.

“Ratih already knows that we are married Ma. He is very disappointed and wants to part” Kristian said with a sob.

Amara felt like being hit to the heart. This used to be what Christianity wanted, Ratih asked to separate. But why is Kristian now so frustrated when Ratih asks to separate? Can Amara be the bad guy now? He wants to have a full Christian.

“My parents know it now. He wants to meet you and our son”pap Kristian explained.

Deg.

Amara was so surprised. He was very afraid of getting ill treatment from both Christian parents.

“Then how? Are you willing to part with Ratih?” ask Amara. Although Amara already knew for sure that her husband could not be separated. Kristian loved his second wife.

Kristian shook his head as Amara had suspected.

“Sorry Ma, I can't leave Ratih. She's my wife too. I love him just as much as I love you. She also contains the fruit of our love” said Kristian who increasingly makes Amara feel hurt.

Amara could not blame Kristian for this idea all coming from her. Amara never thought that eventually Christian could fall in love with Ratih. Because even though Ratih is a classy woman and from a distinguished family but Ratih is not as beautiful as she is. But it turns out that's not what makes Christian fall in love, not the beautiful face that makes Christian fall in love but the gentle and loving attitude of Ratih. Ratih's aura exudes kindness and sincerity and it long makes Christians fall in love.

Kristian pulled Amara's hand slowly to sit in the living room.

“Pardon Papa Ma, Papa has betrayed our love. Papa has fallen in love with Ratih” said Kristian while holding Amara's hands.

Hearing that made Amara even more hurt. She was crying with sobbing. Soon Kristian brought Amara into his arms.

“Im sorry Papa, Ma. From the beginning it was Papa's fault. But Papa can't choose between the two of you. Forgive this greedy Papa Ma. But Papa promised it would be fair” said Kristian full please.

Amara could not blame Kristian for having this plan. She who confidently thought that her husband could not possibly fall in love with a figure like Ratih. But it turns out not until one year of marriage did Kristian already fall in love with Ratih.

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