Chasing Your Love

Chasing Your Love
Chapter 100


Alisya went home to the hotel, with her mind still confused. He was still thinking about what Dafa had said to him. It is not wrong if Dafa became the person whom Alisya trusted to pour out the problems he had in mind. When he arrives at the hotel, he meets Adrian, who happens to be sitting alone in the lobby.


Alisya looked at her husband, she was thinking about what Dafa said. As if hoping that what Dafa says might be true. Adrian may have started to love her, despite realizing it was too late. However, Alisya was still hesitant to approach her husband who was sitting playing his phone.


Adrian saw Alisya standing looking at him, Adrian stood up and approached Alisya. " Al, where are you from? I asked the flowers earlier said you were out, so I waited in the lobby." Adrian said.


" I want to talk to you. Can we go out for a while." said Alisya.


Adrian was a little surprised by what he had just heard. Alisa finally wants to talk to him. This will be a chance for the two of them to get back together. Adrian really hopes that if what comes out of Alisya's mouth later is Alisya receives it back.


The two of them headed to a cafe not far from the hotel. Alisya only ordered a drink because she had previously visited another cafe to meet with Dafa.


" What do you want to talk about?" ask Adrian.


" Please order some food" said Alisya.


" All right."


Adrian started ordering drinks and food to accompany the two of them. " What do you want to eat?" ask Adrian.


" No, I've eaten. My stomach is still full." refused Alisya.


After ordering, the no-nonsense Alisya started talking. However, before taking a word out of her mouth, the girl took a breath and exhaled slowly. "Adrian, I'll be honest today. It's hard for me to trust you again. You must know, I'm a woman with too much patience as I go through marriage with you. Be patient with hope if you love me. But you broke it after the tempo incident in this city." said Alisya.


" But Al, that's what you've explained, right. Everything is just Tania engineering." said Adrian.


" I know, but the problem is not the design. Unless you lied to Adrian, you met Tania without talking to me. It was there that I realized that you still love her." said Alisya.


" Al, at first I thought that I still loved her, but after I met her all I thought was you. I didn't hurt you, which is why I lied. And anyway I want to finish my relationship with Tania who used to be hanged just like that. Not that I want to be with Tania."


Adrian slowly tried to hold his wife's hand. " Al, I'm sorry.I'm sorry... I really don't if I've started to have feelings for you. Just because my relationship with Tania wasn't over, I focused on that instead. Unknowingly, my feelings for you have begun to grow. I'm not forcing or begging you this time. I just want you to ask your heart, before you give a decision." said Adrian who resigned with the decision later taken by Alisya.


I don't know why the last sentence in the exact same as what was said by Dafa. It was as if the two of them did not want Alisya to make a rash decision. And Adrian as already resigned and accept all the decisions that will be taken by Alisya.


" Why are you saying that?" ask Alisya.


" It's because I regret everything. And about your decision I'm not forcing it even though you will no longer give me a chance. Because for me every decision you make is definitely the best even if it should hurt my feelings. And I feel I deserve it, because all this time I've hurt your feelings, maybe it's my reply." said Adrian realized his mistake.


" I need time, it's hard for me to make a decision quickly. I need time to think, it takes time to ask myself which decision is best for me." said Alisya drank the message drink, then rose to pay for his order.


" You want to go?" adrian asked, he did not want Alisya to just leave. He wanted to linger with Alisya.


" Hmm. I have to go. I have something to do with flowers. I will give you an answer later when I get to Jakarta." said Alisya passed.


Adrian can only look at the departure of Alisya. He drank his drink and also did not forget to eat the food he ordered. You see, the food was only able to watch the conversation of Alisya and Adrian without being touched by the two of them at all.


Flowers are not going anywhere today. Called by Bagas to meet. Bunga refused because he wanted to be with Alisya because he did not want to be far away when Alisya was still in a state of turmoil. As a friend, maybe with the presence beside Alisya, Alisya's feelings may be able to improve.


" Bunga, just once before you leave for Jakarta. I want us to meet and walk around Surabaya. You must have not been walking, right." cajol Bagas in the phone.


" Yes, but I can't just leave Alisya. Alisya is still sad because of yesterday's incident." said flowers.


" I beg you, at least this is a moment that cannot be missed. You can talk well with Alisya. I'm sure Alisya will let you go. If you need to invite Alisya all of us to go for a walk together." persuade Bagas so that the flowers want to take a walk with him.


" I'll talk to Alisya first." said the flowers after their phone.


Alisya had just arrived in the room, she placed her little bag on the bed. Then lay his body staring at the ceiling of his hotel room.


" What's up, Al?" ask the flowers gently.


" I doubt the decision I'll make." said Alisya.


" What are your feelings?" ask the flower to see if Alisya still loves Adrian or hates him.


" I still love him." replied Alisya.


" Then you doubt what. Obviously the feeling of still loving Adrian. And your love is also reciprocated, right." said the flower.


" Yes, what made me doubt was Adrian's feelings. Is her feeling sincere, because I don't want to be hurt anymore."


" My advice, instead of you hurting yourself by pretending not to love him it actually hurts you. You better be honest, if your feelings are still the same. And maybe living a household by loving each other will be different. But it depends on you, Alisya." said the flower.


Alisya fell silent, again everything depended on Alisya.