Chasing My Wife's Lost Love, (Pursuing the Loss of My Wife's Love.)
Part 62's
Susan was a little surprised by what the doctor said about the state of Amara, she recalled Amara's message some time ago.
"Please promise me, if anything happens to me then save these two kids, I hope you can bring them back to Indonesia and then give this to Darandra and you don't say anything to her. Don't say anything about me, and where I've been, do you understand,?"
"Yes I understand Miss, I'll do everything you say"
"You don't forget to give this baby to my two in-laws, I'm sure they'll be happy with him."
"Well Miss," that's Amara's last message to Susan who always faithfully accompanied him for several months. Amara's condition was declared suddenly weakened because the Doctor said that he was too much mind.
"So for the next few days he will have to be admitted to this hospital, because we will control the womb before we do surgery" explained the Doctor again.
"Can I meet with my Lady now, doctor?" susan asked Dr. Amed. "Of course you can see him, because by meeting him you can also give his spirit," said Dr. Ahmed.
"Thank you Doctor, thank you doctor for doing the best thing for my Lady, after this maybe I will also inform my Madam in-laws so that she knows the true state of my Madam." and now Susan went into the room where Amara was lying with various tools that had been attached to her frail body.
"Miss How is Miss currently doing what Miss is feeling?" susan asked as she walked in to see Amara's seemingly helpless state.
"Don't forget my message to you I want my in-laws to take good care of them" Amara stroked her increasingly bulging stomach.
"Sure Miss, I will bring them home together of course along with you too Miss," Amara only smiled wistfully at that moment, she took a heavy breath.
"I'm going to have surgery on a part of the brain that's going to make all my memory disappear, I don't want my two children to suffer because I don't remember them and I don't want them to be raised by their own families, at least Dad Anthony and Mom Cleo are there for them."
"Miss are you okay, huh,? or do you feel something hurt so I'll call the doctor?" Said Susan.
"I'm okay, I just miss my family at times like this, I miss them so much" said Amara, who began to shed tears.
"I understand your feelings Miss but you should not continue to think that is too heavy because pity her baby's grief later can be stressful." Hearing Susan Amara's words rubbed the corner of her eyes.
"Don't you miss your family,?" amara looked at Susan.
"Everyone must miss his family Miss, as well as myself, who always misses them, But in this world I have no one else I can miss Miss, Miss, so I don't miss anyone, both of my parents were brutally slaughtered when I was a kid." Susan's light was long, making Amara feel all wrong, because indirectly he had reopened the old wounds experienced by Susan.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you recall that incident, and I'm so sorry for you,"
"It's okay Miss, you don't need to apologize, this is all the reality of fate that I have to live with." Susan said with a firm voice even though in her heart she held a burning grudge for the killer of her parents. And he swore he would destroy the family, although he would also end up in prison, he did not care that important to him the grudges his two parents had paid off.
"You are right, we can only live it without being able to turn away from the reality of fate that drags us, like I am today, who must live my Destiny. The destiny that brought me to unite with the one I love though I knew I would eventually be hurt, because of his love that never brimmed in this heart, and it was fate that separated me from the one I loved so much, even though I realized I was always hurt, you yourself how have you ever loved someone so deeply,?"
"Love…? Seems like those words are only for weak people,"
"What do you mean?"
"I'm sorry Miss, I don't mean anything, it's just as strong as we are and as loud as we are when faced with such a thing as love we will surely be weak." Unmistakably.
"But I don't think all that love can make us weak there's a lot of love that can give us strength and I pray that you get that kind of love, a love that will never hurt you, ever,"
"Thank you for your prayers Miss, but I'm not the kind of woman who falls in love easily, then because of that love we must be willing to suffer, in torment, in torment, all I know is that Love is just an expression for people who are afraid of losing, Even people interpret Love with a Long Story But No Meaning." Not without reason Susan said that, because she had seen a lot of torment and sacrifice of women who succumbed in the name of Love.
It is ironic that people who only use the name of love just to torture, with a sense of mirage.
"Everyone has a different point of view in judging love, but I suggest you learn to fall in love first,"
Amara looked back at Susan so closely.
"Then who is he?"
Deg.
"-You mean Miss,?" Susan began to get nervous.
"You know what I mean?" for a moment Amara's eyes fell on Susan's stomach.
"Because you know your son also needs his father don't let him be born without a father." Keep Amara back.
Deg.
"But I won't let that son of a bitch know, about this child Miss because between us there's nothing, I'm wrong in this, since I started it all then I'll make it over soon."
"As much as you can, I hope you and your baby are okay, and don't forget to take good care of your food and drink."
"Yes, Miss, thank you for your concern,"
"You don't worry about me, you've been considered like my own brother, for that If there's anything you shouldn't be concerned about, to me, because you're the only family I have right now."
