Chasing My Wife's Lost Love, (Pursuing the Loss of My Wife's Love.)
You're being selfish.
After she finished doing the activity that always made her hot, Darandra grabbed the medicine bottle and took it a few grains and put it in Amara's mouth.
"Drink because I've let her out a few times inside, I don't want you to get pregnant," heard all that Amara's heart was so torn to shreds but what a power she could only obey.
"Do you really not want a child from me,?" amara asked back even though he certainly knew what the answer was, but he still had to want to convince himself whether Darandra wanted it or not.
"Can you not, you don't question this anymore? if you already know what the answer is," said Darandra flat.
"Alright, I just want to make sure that if your stance remains the same or has changed, I will declare it, now release your arms from my body,! I want to clean up immediately, I don't want Sister Renata to come looking for me,"
"Do I need to help you,?" ask Darandra.
"I think I can still do it myself." Resist.
With a shunt step he entered the bathroom to immediately purify his body, but instead of bathing Amara spilled all his sadness in there.
After satisfied crying and finished cleaning himself, now he stepped out to get ready.
"It's best that today you don't go out yet, I haven't finished punishing you so you're going to work tomorrow because I've already sent a message to Renata for your permission for a day because you have to take a complete break,"
"What,? you,?" The irritated Amara could only groan while clenching onto her two hands when she heard Darandra's words, which sounded so relaxed it was.
"Hey.I thought you'd love my game" whispered Darandra gently in Amara's ear.
"And you must not reject it, if you do not want me to make it impossible to walk, your duty is to simply obey without refuting, understand, now come here," Darandra pulls Amara's waist up to make their bodies touch each other again.
"Today I'm going to lock you up so that the man doesn't meet you, how dare he send a message to invite you to meet outside the base of a brash man."
Darandra kept cursing in my heart.
Because that was when Amara took a shower Darandra accidentally saw the incoming message on the screen of Amara's mobile phone, although he could not open it but there it is clear who the sender of the message and also his words that invite Amara out.
he kept trying to figure out how to keep Amara from getting out and not meeting.
"Let go of me, why do you just keep hugging me,?" asked Amara tangent to the behavior of her husband who continued to hug her with possessiveness, and the suddenness made Darandra immediately wake up from her daydream.
"Oh... So you can't wait for my touch now, can you,?" he said with a devil smile.
"Tit-no,! I don't mean it like that, a-I'm upm_" Amara's voice sank into her husband's lip link, the usual link is now more demanding when Darandra opens the towel that surrounds Amara's body and burns it not necessarily direction, while his hand now does not stay silent touching every sensitive point of the wife, making Amara again helpless to reject it.
"I want to do it in a standing style, do you want to try it,?" said Darandra on the sidelines of his game, Amara can only nod because he is no longer able to speak, as his body receives every attack that seems unable to make him twitch it.
"Why are you asking me that, then,?" said Amara asked back when Darandra paused her game.
"I just want an answer not a question,"
"You, it's selfish, I hate you, you torment me with my own feelings while you, you never love me."
Amara grabbed the blanket and covered her body she was really angry today she immediately lay down.
"Ck, hey.. You're not done I'm legal, I should be the one who's mad why you're the one who's mad at me,?" Darandra did not want to budge, but she also went into the blanket and hugged her from behind, though initially refused Amara was again lulled with a squeeze and a soft touch on the two bumps, even now he felt something stiffening looking for the gap until he broke through it.
"Geek..."
"How do you like it, then,?" Amara again admired even though she was very embarrassed every time asked like that.
"If you like it then you can only love me, and call me dear when we make love."
"S-sad I-I'm ahk.I'm going out"
"Well, I'll help you but tell you you love me,"
"Yes I love you so much, love you so much" a blouse of relief now felt when something that wanted to pop that had been held back when Darandra deliberately stopped her game made Amara feel tormented.
Darandra also smiled satisfied with the love speech and affectionate call from his wife, even though he himself had not said love at all to Amara, but enough to make him calm when he finds out that Amara still loves him so much.
It is very selfish not, when He wants Amara to continue to Love him, but he chose to remain silent never want to say that he loves Amara, it sometimes makes Amara desperate, but he had no choice but to choose to remain until the decisive End, He would completely forget all his love, and perhaps even his pain in Darandra.
he wanted to survive until Finally, he completely forgot the person he loved so much and at the same time the person who always gave him a wound, a wound that did not bleed but enough to make him continue to feel his pain deeply.
"let me hold you like this" Amara's pinta hid her face in her favorite place in her husband's armpit.
"You're why, are you sick?" asked Darandra in surprise, because this was the first time Amara had held her husband possessively, what's more now that he feels that Amara's body is shaking because maybe he is crying, Darandra who is worried, unravels Amara's embrace, and sure enough she sees that beautiful eyes are wet, Darandra gently wiped the tears left in the corner of her eyes.
"Tell me why you're crying are you mad at me, or do you hate me,? you don't worry me like this, this is what I don't like about weak and crybaby women, you know Tasya is never whiny in front of me even she's never spoiled, that's what's made me love him so much, but ever since you..."
"Let go of me, I want to eat, you make me hungry" said Amara went to the bathroom, he felt annoyed when he wanted to vent his emotions through crying, again the man mentioned the name of another woman who had been considered honey by Amara.
"Hey.I'm not done talking...!" shouted Darandra.
'I'm saying since I'm with you I can't see you crying, but what should I do if you know how to make a woman stop crying, what should I do, there's a lot I can't tell you about Amara.' Monologue Darandra in heart.
