A2 My Halal Lover

A2 My Halal Lover
~Letter of Love Dzaky~


The race time is over, now when they return to Mahad.


Dzaky approaching Afifah, the,


"Fif," call Dzaky


Afifah turned her body around


"What's ky?" ask Afifah in a soft tone


Dzaky smiled


"You read this." pinta Dzaky while thrusting a piece of paper containing the writing, pinta,


Afifah just nodded and left Dzaky.


Afifah read the contents of the paper, the,


Bismillah....


To you, the angel in my dream,


On this piece of paper I will tell you how my life is after your presence ,


Honestly since the first time you came into this life,


This heart feels calm, though,


Is this what is called love?


I don't know if I don't understand either,


And if this is called love...


Are you able to accept my presence as worthy of my being so accepting of you in my life?


Afifah closed the sheet of paper, then,


"Fifah, game!" yell Aisyah, yell,


Immediately Afifah moved from his seat and approached his friends.


Ammar looked at Afifah with a smile,


(Have Mar forgotten Fifah, there are still many hearts waiting for you) the inner Ammar said.


"Ky," call Afifah


Dzaky,


"Yes Fif" replied Dzaky


Afifah closed his eyes


"This is uhibbuka," said Afifah and passed away,


Dzaky smiled as he followed Afifah's steps.


Ammar riveted, though,


- FLASH BACK


"Ammar sayank listen yes, you are my first love wherever the end of it I will not love anyone other than you, even if our relationship has to end, I will not accept the presence of others in my life" Afifah hugged Ammar very tightly,


"It turns out that love is beautiful Fif," said Ammar while releasing the embrace of Afifah,


Afifah just nodded while observing the circumstances around him.


"Getter!" yell Dzaky


Ammar was surprised,


"Afwan," immediately Ammar got into the car.


(Now Mar declares Afifah, Allah will replace him with a better one) Ammar tries to recapitulate.


( Fif may be the path you choose wrong but, after all, this is the only way to forget Ammar) Afifah closed his eyes.


Dzaky looked back, though,


"Indama anzuru ilaiki ara baqiyata baya amama aini,"


"What does that mean?" ask Afifah who like her had heard that sentence,


"When I look at you I see the rest of my life before my eyes." Dzaky smiled and turned his body around.


Afifah looked at Ammar with a smile,


(Mar, what did you mean yesterday?) ask Afifah in his heart.


Forty-five minutes passed by the end of his they arrived at the mahad,


Immediately Ammar got out of the car and went somewhere,


"Ana is the beginning" said Dzaky, smiling at Afifah,


Afifah just nodded and immediately pulled Aisyah.


~♡~


"Fif, what's the race?" ask Kesya curiously,


"Alhamdulillah smoothly," replied Afifah


Kesya smiled


"Thank God,"


Afifah raised Kesya's hand,


"Fifah never saw the ring," said Fifah while pointing at the ring attached to Kesya's ring finger,


Kesya smiled, though,


"Maybe you have to be honest" Kesya said


"What are you hiding from Ana?" ask Afifah curious,


"Ana has been proposed with Fauzan, God willing after the completion of our study period we will get married" explained Kesya, inshaallah,


"Good God, congratulations, yes,"


Kesya smiled, though,


"Ana go first yes Fif," said Kesya.


Afifah just nodded and continued his steps.


The figure of Ammar was sitting in the corner of the park,


Afifah approached Ammar who looked upset,


"Argh.... What is this? ana thought love was beautiful, but why did it become like this because of love? yes rob is a beautiful creature that has ever been present in ana's life, but, why be disappointed that you have to get? oh my God, if she's not the best for ana, please erase all the memories that were once etched between ana and her," Ammar closed his eyes, saying,


Afifa wiped away the tears that were flowing on her face,


(God, is the name of Fifah in Ammar's heart?) ask Afifah in your heart.


"You don't have to eat mar, you just have to assume that it doesn't matter anymore in your life" said Afifah,


Ammar got up from his seat while turning his back, and,


"Afifah," Ammar turned his gaze, and,


"Mar, is it true that antum still loves ana?" ask Afifah, please,


"Early as it was Fif, but, ana was aware that when the one we really loved left our lives, God would replace her with a better one and God's promise was sure," Ammar smiled wryly,


"But, Mar love is never wrong to forgive," Afifah subdues his gaze, saying,


"Fif, you already have Dzaky everything has happened what ana fought for is over, without you understanding ana ended our illegal relationship to justify it after our study is finished, it's broken and you're Fif who destroyed it, our love is wrong Fif, forget ana and ana will forget about you," Ammar's eyes began to blush, and he's gone,


Ammar walked away, though,


"But the word love people will never fail to forgive" said Afifah.


Ammar stopped his steps without turning his back, and,


"Love never fails to forgive Fif, love is beautiful you are right about all that, but sorry,


While Afifah was just glued to the spot while paying attention to Ammar's departure,


(Mar, we're actually done,)


Afifah held back his sobs, his sobs,


Meanwhile....


(Sorry Fif, ana has to say that, ana feels like a failure, you have to understand that love is not as beautiful as you think, there are times when the heart has to be patient over disappointment,


Afifah, this is uhibbuki file),


Ammar smiled as he looked at the photo he was holding.


~♡~


Seriate....


Do not be sad readers, dong,


Remember the word Ammar Allah will replace nys with better ones


Sorry new authors can connect today


About the state of the author's heart again the same as the state of Ammar's heart, ucapi something :)