A2 My Halal Lover
~Practice If Still Love~

At night Afifah seemed to distance himself from Ammar,

"Darling...." Ammar poking Afifah's cheeks, Afifah,

But there's no response to that, though,

"Why are you?" ammar asked confusedly,

"You're the reason why Mar!" Afifah exclaimed,

"I don't know what I know" Ammar tried to explain,

Slowly Afifah breathed out his breath,

"You know Mar, but you don't want to understand" Afifah's gaze grew colder,

Ammar is silent now his view is empty, to be honest he does not understand what Afifah means at this time,

"I want to get out you want to come?" tawar Ammar's,

Afifah opened his eyes, and,

"Do not, it will be interrupted meeting with an old lover!" knock Afifa out and just leave,

"Old love?" ask Ammar to himself,

Now he understood what Afifa meant,

"Nefaah!" call Ammar, call Ammar,

"Go away!" the Afifa is full of frustration,

"Darling, I can hook it all up!" shouted Ammar,

"Udah go find Milan, I understand" said Afifah,

Ammar approached the bathroom door,

"Honey open the door" asked Ammar gently,

But there was no answer from the master,

"Fif, I'm not going back to Milan!" Ammar tried to explain,

"For what to endure if the old taste is still there," now tears begin to flood both cheeks of Afifa, Afifah,

"Def...." Ammar closed his eyes,

"Please him if you still love him, don't make me a hindrance to your love" said Afifa softly,

"Fifah" call Ammar back, please,

"Mar, I want to be alone, don't bother me!" pinta Afifahs, pinta Afifahs,

"OK if it's you, I won't push it," Ammar began to step away and left,

'Love is never wrong only we give love wrong!' Now tears have completely flooded both of Afifa's cheeks,

Meanwhile Ammar went somewhere, somewhere,

Afifah opened the bathroom door to the bedroom window, thinking that Ammar was leaving,

"Go away if you can find true love, I'm sincere!" Afifah smiled as he wiped his tears.

~♡~

Days have changed but the figure of Ammar has not yet appeared, does Ammar really want to pursue his mass love?

Will Ammar keep his promise to Milan, a few years ago?

I don't know if it doesn't matter to Afifa,

Afifah stared at the photo of Ammar in his hand,

"Honestly, this heart is never sincere when someone else approaches you, then now I have to be sincere to release you into someone else's arms? am I strong? and that's how you are?" Afifah held back his sobs while tightly hugging Ammar's photo.

[Mar ... Where are you? I'm sorry for my selfishness last night, please come back even though your love for me should be divided between this self and others, Mar ..pardon me!]

"Thurghhhh!" Afifah slammed all his note books and some photo frames related to Ammar.

"Everything is wrong! even the love is wrong! nothing is fair in this world!" Afifah dropped himself on the floor.

FLAS ....

"This fifa is my Milan girlfriend, and Milan is my Afifa," Ammar introduced Afifah to Milan.

"Hi Afifah" said Milan with a sweet smile.

Meanwhile Afifah just smiled as if there was a wound he was hiding.

FLASBACK ....

"Mar you are evil!" shout Afifah.

Afifah stared at his gadget, it seemed like there was a message he received.

[Darling .. sorry I didn't come home all night, because last night after I bought something for you I got stuck in the trap after it was raining heavily, and the car broke down because the flood was too high, you don't worry yeah I don't papa kok .. you're not selfish really, baby ... never think that I will return to my mass,

My life is for you now, and my purpose is only to make you happy, no one can replace you, because you are too perfect to be duaakan especially in replace, sayank, and without you I can't live then why should I look for someone else?] at once Afifah was silent not murmuring,

Immediately he cleared up the mess, thirty minutes passed and the sound of car horns coming from the yard quickly Afifah ran from his room to the lower floor, right in the doorway.

"Getter!" afifah shouted while running into the arms of Ammar,

Ammar smiled and returned the embrace,

"What's going on?" ask Ammar while peeping Afifah's forehead,

"I love you, don't go away I wouldn't be strong without you" Afifah said,

Ammar smiled again,

"What the hell are you talking about? Fifah dear ... Do you know whose angel Al-fatih? so do not think that there will be someone else who will be my bidadar" explained Ammar.

Now Afifah smiled and let go of his embrace,

"This is for you ...." Ammar gave Afifah a piece of paper and entered immediately.

Afifah slowly opened the sheet, while Ammar only watched it from the doorway.

For you ....

My son never thought that I would love anyone else in my life,

Because I know winning hearts is not an easy thing,

And forgiving is not as easy as turning your palm,

Not only that ....

I can't love anyone but you, either,

So please,

Don't think bad about me, though,

Cause it's gonna hurt you, baby,

Don't think about my wounds, please,

Because ....

My wounds will heal on their own when your lips smile again without a lie.

Now it was true that the smile was back on Afifah's face, immediately Afifah turned his body, Ammar who saw it just smiled sweetly while pulling Afifah into his arms, and then he turned back,

"I only love you dear .. because the angel is not worthy to be duaakan let alone replaced." Now the embrace of both looks very tight.

~♡~

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