30 Days of Pick Up a Mate

30 Days of Pick Up a Mate
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"Mother min-ta sorry" Suri's mother said in a soft and stammering voice.


Okky closed her eyes for a moment, then grabbed her mother's fingers. "I was wrong, I made it all this way" he said so gently.


Yes, the man was aware, all the chaos that occurred was sourced from him. He who could not please his mother. But what she wants, is good for her. A marriage, one thing that will perfect half of his religion. Should he blame fate, or indeed his lousy self.


"Fix the most wrong mother here, any use of emotions, what can not be good first.If I put Kina, may never be able to forgive mother. Mother realized, after this her life will be more difficult, she will be the subject of ridicule colleagues office. Mommy didn't think so?" said Okta, feeling unable to accept her brother scapegoating himself.


"Honey, you can't talk rudely to your mother" Ammar tried to warn his wife.


After all, we as children should not yell at parents, let alone mothers. If they are mistaken, remind them of a kind and gentle word. Don't offend him.


"The mother who taught her children to be rude" Okta refuted, defending herself.


"Here you go, I'm wrong, everything is like this. I'm sorry, I haven't been able to please you. I always disappoint mom. I'm sorry" Okky kissed the back of her mother's hand many times. The Queen Mother didn't budge, she didn't know what to do now.


Okta smiled mockingly, "Can't be happy yet? After my father died, our lives depended on my brother's hard work. Mommy can eat well, live luxuriously, go for a walk, buy expensive things, it's all thanks to whose hard work? You should be grateful, not even demanding more and more on Mr. Okky. If Okky is not married until now, you should understand, Okky's time is up to take care of our company. Not even accusing your child of not being normal"


"Oct!" Ammar warned again, this time with a more assertive tone. Okta's name if she is afraid, she even raised a sharp look at her husband.


"What mas? I just want you to realize your mistake. Not everything that we think is good and right, is good and right for others. Every human being has their own measure and standard of happiness"


"Sorry may not heal the wound, but at least, we will be calmer to live the next day and not haunted by guilt" Okta said.


……


Okky hastily entered the headquarters of his company. Earlier, when asking Kina news to mbak Nur, he was even made upset because Kina ternayata never returned home.


Brakk!


Everyone in the marketing and product developer room was shocked, staring at Okky with a confused face.


Okky's gaze immediately turned to Dinda, "Dinda, where are you taking Kina? Not that I told you, take him to my house!" ask her with a breath of agitation.


"Are the words so hard for you to understand?" ask again.


"Sorry sir, I'm just following Kina's will. He wants to go home and sorry once again, if you ask me where the house is, I can't tell you. According to the message from Kina. Sorry" replied Dinda politely.


"He must hate me"


Silent, all silent, even looking at Okky directly they did not dare. Looking at the faces of their superiors who were so frustrated. Okky repeatedly rubbed his face violently. She was afraid that Kina would not come back again, she was afraid that she would not have time to apologize to Kina. She was afraid of being hated by Kina, really she was afraid.


……


The quiet and cold night, the more empty it felt, was like Okky's current mood. He had talked to his mother alone. His mother truly regretted his actions, even though it was too late. The Queen Mother was eager to apologize to Kina for the misunderstanding she had created herself so far.


Unfortunately, Okky has dialed a number of times Kina's phone number, but only the voice of the operator is heard. Worry infiltrated his chest, fearing things that were not desirable.


"Ki, where are you? Why must it disappear like this. You should be angry, you sue my family for defaming you. You should ask for a great compensation for all your physical injuries. Yeah, even though I know, a special woman like you wouldn't do that. Your heart's too good" Okky monologued, staring at a picture of Kina he took secretly while in the hospital.


Oh God, let me meet Kina. Let me make amends for all the wounds he has to bear. Physical wounds and internal wounds. O Allah, protect and guard Kina, wherever she may be. Aamiin.


……


Okky stared at the laptop screen in frustration. A few minutes ago, he read Kina's resignation letter, which was sent via email. Okky even read it over and over again, convincing himself that what he saw was not an illusion. And, it's real.


"Come on Din, I'll give you whatever you want, whatever" Okky pleaded. Dinda is her only hope at the moment. Only Dinda knows where Kina lives.


"I can't sir" he replied softly.


"Would you like a job, or a car, or would you like money?" it is beginning to lose patience.


"No, sir, I am not a traitor. I'm not rich, but I'm not the kind of person who justifies everything for money" there is anger implied in Dinda's eyes to hear a tempting offer from Okky.


"Sorry, that's not what I mean, but--"


"I understand, but I promised. I just want Kina to feel calm first without anyone's interference. Including myself"


"Do you know why Kina finally decided to resign?" Okky shook her head, "The commotion was lobbied yesterday, now it has gone viral on social media. Last night the employees of the headquarters had been excited to discuss it in WA" group"


"You know, Kina's Instagram account was attacked by netizens, out of nowhere they could find Kina's Instagram account. You know, the predicate held by Indonesian netizens. The most disrespectful netizens in southeast Asia. So, you also know what kind of pressure Kina is getting right now. His office colleagues also blasphemed him in the group. I can't imagine, how Kina's feeling right now, I'm scared mentally down"


"Makanya, let me look at him, tell me where he is now. I just want to make sure of his condition. Help me Din" Dinda simply shook her head in response, making Okky sigh heavily.


After failing to persuade Dinda, Okky chose to open his social media account, and tried to look at some gossip accounts. Sure enough, out of nowhere. Gossip accounts uploaded videos of Suri's mother going berserk lobbying yesterday. In fact they put a caption that is able to lead the opinion of readers who are not intelligent.