
"My mother is a human Ki, she could have chosen wrong. You know, every day is not the more sincere I feel, but I'm more sorry. Even if it wasn't you, at least a woman who cared, just a little bit to me" her voice trembled.
"Sorry, I just don't want to hurt anyone" Kina walked over quickly, ahead of Okky. Okky was silent in his place.
Kina did not have the heart to see Okky's face that did look exhausted. He stayed away not because he wanted to, but this morning when he accidentally met, the Queen Mother asked him to stay away from Okky. The Queen Mother pleads with Kina not to thwart Okky's betrothal again. But he never did. Not wanting the mother-child relationship to worsen, Kina decides to stay away from Okky. Their relationship is only limited to superiors and subordinates.
Okky rubbed his face many times, the sadness of his heart grew. It just feels heavier. The only person who has supported her, cared for her, cared for her, even professionally as a secretary, now shunned her.
Okky crouched down on that lonely road, a sense of wanting to give up again infiltrated his heart. Mother and Okta's faces turned around in her head. Someone stood up, looking at him with pity.
"Sir, let's go home, it's night" Okky just shook her head, not looking at Kina. Kina pulled her hand to stand up, Okky did not budge.
"LET'S GO HOME, don't be a kid!" it was broken with tears. Then crouched down in front of Okky, shaking Okky's arm. "You can't do this, I don't want to see you weak like this. Where's the Okky I know, I want the old Okky. Don't make me sad, I can't do what "Kina talks while sobbing sobs. "I beg.strongly!" he slanted with gentleness. He speaks nonformally, as a Kina. Not as Okky's officer.
Okky cupped Kina's face and wiped her tears. "Sorry, I will be strong, for your sake I will be strong. I-i promise. I'll stay away from you, I won't bother you anymore. All for your sake. But don't tell me to erase this feeling, let God remove it. Yep!" lirih. "You're my best ex of the day" he added, his lips smiling blandly.
Kina was silent, just staring at Okky's face. He could see clearly, there was a deep wound from the look in the man's eyes. But what he can do, he can only pray that the good man will get happiness someday.
From a distance, Dinda has been as much as watching the drama of the two. He did not expect, his handsome, rich and cool boss could absorb it. He had misjudged Okky.
Okky stood up, so did Kina. "You come back first, I'll catch up" Okky said
"But, sir…"
Not yet finished Kina spoke, Okky had turned around and put her foot in the direction of the mosque. Kina stared at that sturdy back with Iba. Kina turned around and saw Dinda looking at her wistfully.
"Din, are you there?" asked Kina while approaching Dinda who was still as excited.
"Yes, sorry mbak, I accidentally, just reply chat. I have no intention of sniffing"
"Yes.please keep this a secret. Yea?!"
"Yes, I promise" Dinda hugged Kina tightly.
Kina replied to Dinda's embrace, "Why are you crying?" tanyakanya.
Dinda let go of the hug. Now the two go hand in hand. Dinda held onto Kina's arm spoiled. "I'm sorry ma'am, I misjudged Mr. Okky. I don't think he's a real man, Deketin mbak Kina but want to marry another girl. I can't believe Mr. Okky loves Kina very much. It must be so hurt right now. Doesn't Kina want to fight together?"
Kina shook her head weakly, "Restu's mother, God's blessing" Dinda looked at Kina from the side. Finally he knew the main problems of Kina and Okky, blessing and matchmaking.
"Bak Kina doesn't love the same Mr Okky?"
"Not yet, as I said, I will love no one before there is a lawful bond. Just imagine, as destructive as I am, that I am in control of my own feelings at this time. Mr. Okky is almost perfect as a man, if only I hadn't fortified my heart, I might have fallen for him a long time ago.
He's different than you know. If you know his true nature, I guarantee you will be amazed at him. He is cool and cool with people who are not close to him. But warm, affectionate, considerate, generous as the name suggests and humorous with the people closest to him" said Kina while remembering how kind and caring the man was to him and the people around him.
"Well, if I were in the position of Kina, it would be okky for sure. She was so cute that I was fascinated by koki.hihi. "Dinda grimaced.
The two finally reached Ali's house again. They went straight to the bathroom to wash their face. No one knows they're crying in the street.
"emmm.anu, just now, chat on the street father " replied Dinda lied.
Ali was suspicious, something must have happened on the street. But he refrained from being curious. Moreover, looking at Kina who was silent, her face was also moody. Increasingly strengthen Ali's suspicions.
Kina pamit went home first, on the grounds that she was sleepy. The others are still there, spending the rest of the remaining snacks are still a lot. An hour later, Okky returned with a face no less moody than Kina. Then say goodbye for the same reason as Kina.
Again the shafa opened his voice, "Huhh.prayer and destiny are fighting in the sky" Syafa looked at the sky from the wide open door.
"Who wins the deck?" tanya dinda was so enthusiastic. Mila and Nila came closer, though they did not understand what was being discussed.
Shafa tapped his forehead with his index finger. "Lauhul mahfudz, is that right, umi, her name is that?" ask Shafa to uminya who was leaning back on the sofa while reciting it.
"Yes son" he replied in a short way. Syafa nods and plays with Okky's teddy again.
Dinda snorted, again Syafa was half in informing.
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Okky went home to her mother's house. After bathing and changing clothes, she sat in the living room alone. Everybody goes somewhere, nobody cares about him.
Mother who was about to ask for warm tea to her domestic assistant, approached Okky after seeing her son sitting dreamy alone.
"Okky, just got home? Another overtime?" ask the Queen Mother, but her tone is insinuating.
"Yes.Mother"
"Tomorrow holiday to make? Remember, don't… "
"Don't forget tomorrow the wedding dress fittings to her sister Ammar's boutique, ten o'clock. Don't forget to pick Erika up at eight. Get her on a date so we're closer. Buy her something, as a form of concern for me as her future husband"
"Ehm.great if you don't forget"
"How did I forget, when you reminded me so many times. Through chat, phone, voice note. So what's your message to Erika?"
The Queen Mother frowned, "Yes nothing, indeed you have to give Erika a message?" the answer is a little confused by Okky's question.
"So mother does not matter if the mother's child who suffers, is not noticed, not loved? What matters is the child's happy person, is that it?"
"You why the hell? so weird"
"I'm okay. I slept bun first, good night" Okky left her mother, she was tired, physically tired and soul tired.
"Why else is the child, the colder the day, the stranger" the Queen Mother grumbled at the back of her child who was getting away from it.
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