
the cold dawn woke me up .....
forcing me to take a shower and immediately ablution ....
finish 2 rakaat dawn,
the shadow reminded me of the man who invited me to dinner that night....
v I don't really care ....
because my heart is still worried about his invitation ....
maybe he will ...
to justify or leave ....
at 10am he told me via wa ....
inquire kanaraku ...
have you eaten or blm.....
assalamualaikum deck ....
what else? breakfast is not yet ....
brother again on the street looking for breakfast first ...
said .....
wa'alaikumussalam already bg, same milk earlier ...
yaudah heart on the road, I want to continue to be in order...
say me....
but , my mass shadow still haunts me ...
I know Rio didn't really leave me ...
but I was already hurt and promised to find a replacement ....
day ....
if he knows ...
so what will he do .....
let go of me or beat up Noviandi with his rage ......
I hope he is happy ....
with what has been my decision ....
.karna I deserve to be happy as well rio deserves to be happy .....
anyway rio too often and still often use his smule app to tease the women out there ....
remembering it will only hurt my heart ...
it is better that q fulfill what is my duty ...
as a Muslimah rather than me I have to spend my time thinking about the unimportant like her ....
I don't think Rio will think of me either ....
I'm nothing for her .....
in addition there is Novian who menggiasi day my day with the word ny that is so motivating.....
it has been 2 weeks novian accompanied me through wa ....
because we decided not to see each other often ...
because he's afraid I'll get bored.....