28 Days of Love

28 Days of Love
let me love you eps13


the next day I was still trying to strengthen my feelings...


trying to break away from the love I've been knitting for about 3 years and open my heart to the love I just met ...


we're not dating ...


it's just that the wedding so soon was enough to make me ask ...


really this....?


or it's just a game ....


there is still a handsome man like him who wants to marry a woman who is less than everything like me


I pensively moment ...


it's just that I haven't been able to make peace with my heart....


I still think of him ...


I try to deceive my own feelings ....


but the truth is I can't ...


even the day I was tortured...


between happy sad angry to be one ...


😔😔😔😔


perhaps God is testing my heart by presenting Noviandi in my life ...


or is he the best person for me ...


I don't know ..


😔😔


in my sorrow, I tried to be firm with what God had laid out for me ...


I don't regret it ...


I try to surrender to the current state I feel ...


I was afraid that one day he would leave me after marriage ...


in addition, I do not know who the novian figure sbnar ny ...


whether he is patient or behind him...


honestly I was too scared for the stirring groove to link with feelings ...


...


I don't want to go overboard in loving her ..


I'm afraid to feel the heartache of loving her ...


🤔🤔🤔


it took me to cancel my marriage instead of having to be tormented ...


with a marriage world without her mutual love ..


many say that love will grow on its own...


but I am not ready ....


😔😔


yet rio sllu denied when I asked about the marriage to her ..


she's just trying to shift my mind not to discuss marriage on her ....


he sllu like that ...


the ngeles style he used was commonly used to avoid his mother's anger when angry but the screws he used on me ...


but I wasn't fooled...


I'm still trying to be patient even though he's like that ...


hope he will change later on ..


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that afternoon ..


I'm still waiting for a message from Rio...


wish there was a beautiful word from her for me ...


so that I ttp smngt to face herall ....


but what I expected didn't fit ...


what appears is wa novian ..


yang Sllu asked me about every morning in the afternoon ...


he wishes I could love him ....


the words he said at the time were...


like his kitchen spice in our relationship began to appear he said ...


I'm just speechless and stunned ...


with a speech that almost made my heart fly to the store pak aji ..


hope bnar what he said...


at least I'm trying to like her ...


even though my heart broke 1000 krena had to accept


😁😁😁


though my heart is still sad v novian sllu swooped calm my feelings ...


with full question ...


I told mrs ...


bhwa aqu will learn to understand her nature and character...


and she replied to me with a smile while holding my hand warmly ..


novian is different ...


I said in my heart