Zeazlans
Cheated

Sorry Zea, I've always loved you

- Azlan Malik

Zea was silent in place. Wanting to scream in shock, when he saw who was standing before him.

A man with a sweet smile stood casually in his yard, Antoni's yard to be more precise.

"Bang Roby!!" pekik Zea was shocked.

Surprised to be happy because of meeting Roby, that's what Zea feels right now.

His heart that had been upset half-dead with Azlan was now somehow overflowing.

Zea ran over to Roby and hugged him. Roby accepts Zea's embrace with no rejection at all.

Azlan who saw it suddenly clenched his hand. How could it be, Zea hugged another man in front of her directly. Which man would not be emotionless when in Azlan's position.

Azlan began to control his emotions. He did not want Zea to see him out of control later. It will only make things worse. Moreover, Zea had been upset with him since coming home from school earlier.

"Hey, Bang how are you? When will you get?" zea's assault on Roby.

"Gue's good. I got to Jakarta yesterday, and just got here today, because there is business too,"

"It's getting busy" Zea sneered. Roby responds only with a ruckus, and Zea reflexively does it.

Azlan who saw it was getting more and more emotionally. For the first time he saw Zea laughing in such satisfaction with someone. Especially with a man, and worse than him.

Suddenly Azlan felt someone pat him on the shoulder. Azlan immediately looked back. Azlan found Zeo who was smiling briefly at him.

"Lo, Ze." Azlan.

Zeo smiled briefly again.

"Not to be jealous, she's Roby. Friend and brother for brother Zea," said Zeo then he passed through Azlan to Zea and Roby.

With a little hesitation Azlan also stepped his feet closer to them.

Roby who saw Zeo immediately smiled at him.

"Hey champ how are you?"

"Gue good bang. Lo how? Was he the captain of the balloons?" Zeo asked in a joking tone.

Roby was an Indonesian Navy officer. It's only natural that he came in when Zea didn't know. It is possible that the young man took a leave of absence or this is indeed his time off. Zea hasn't seen Roby in a long time.

In addition to friends, Roby has also considered Zea like his own brother. Roby is one of the people who once declared his love for Zea, but Zea rejected him on the grounds that there was no want for an end to their friendship. Fortunately Roby understands that, and Zea's refusal does not make the man stay away from Zea even though Roby and Zea's relationship is getting closer. With Roby who thinks Zea like his sister and vice versa.

"Hehehe doain aja," said Roby with a happy face.

"Eh but I think there must be a special reason that makes Lo go home deh bang, it is also impossible to go home without a reason." Zea.

Roby smiled briefly. It was as if he had confirmed Zea's words just now. The man slowly ruffled Zea's hair slowly, Zea let him.

Azlan was about to die holding back his emotions from seeing that.

Shit man!!! If not in front of Zea, it's over.

Zeo, who noticed Azlan's irritated countenance, was only able to hold back his smile. Zeo deliberately nudged Zea's arm to commemorate her brother. But Zea only replied with a slow shout.

Azlan standing behind Roby made the man unaware of Azlan's presence.

"Know Yes Ze. Here, I want to give you this." Roby held out an invitation letter, which clearly showed a pose with a woman.

"Lo want to get married?" pekik Zeo splashy.

Roby nodded with a smile as the answer.

"Roby love Mita." Zea read the name on the invitation.

"Mita?" Zea looked at Roby.

Azlan has been listening to their conversation so far.

"Yes, Mita. You don't know Ze,"

"Don't tell Mita, the son of our Junior High School principal, crazy how can he want to be the same Lo bang," Roby immediately patted Zea's eel.

"Who you say is crazy, hem." Tegur Roby's. Zea just stroked her neck followed by her sinless grin.

"Not so much, wonder plus shock I know."

"Finally I don't want to marry you, I'm married to Mita."

Suddenly Azlan rounded his eyes to hear Roby's words just now.

What is this discussion??? Shit!!!

While Zea only responded to Roby's words by rolling her eyes lazy. It was not a foreign thing Roby said that sentence, so Zea was not surprised or surprised anymore.

For Zea Roby it is her brother and her best friend. And Zea didn't want that status to change. Zea loved Roby like a brother to her. There is no feeling more than that.

"Ekhhhemmm," Azlan's powerful deheman made Zea and Roby turn at the same time.

While Zeo had wanted to laugh off seeing Azlan's annoyed expression since earlier.

Zea looked at Azlan with a flat gaze, while Roby frowned. Wondering in his mind who was this young man who did not know when was behind him?.

Roby glanced at Zea, as if asking what was on her mind.

"Known bang, he's Azlan." As if understanding Roby's gaze, Zea immediately introduced him.

"Oh Azlan yes. I know I'm Roby, Zea's brother." Roby introduced himself with his hands outstretched towards Azlan.

Azlan smiled briefly. Then he replied to Roby.

"Gue Azlan, Zea's boyfriend." Azlan said directly.

And of course Azlan said Zea's girlfriend's sentence with great emphasis.

Roby was briefly surprised, but for a few seconds he immediately neutralized it.

"Lo Ze's girlfriend, why didn't you say that." Roby switched to Zea.

While Zea only gave her flat gaze to Azlan and Roby.

Zeo who saw it walked slowly left when the man who was struck by silence. Don't want to interfere, and also look for safety. Zeo chose to enter the park. Pretend to see the plants there.

"Udah said just now, so same bang." Zea says.

"Yes too,"

"Sir Ze," suddenly Zeo called out to Zea.

"What?" sahut Zea lazy.

"Look at the rose Lo," heard his beloved plant called Zea immediately ran up to Zeo.

Leaving Azlan and Roby together. They stared at Zea who was walking towards the park. There was silence between the two men. But both still chose to stand on the spot rather than follow Zea to the park. I don't know what they're thinking right now.

"Ekhhmm, have you been dating Zea for a long time?" the question came out of Roby's mouth. The young man's gaze remained focused on the initial object. E Zea.

"Not long. Not a month, either" Azlan said without looking.

There was a light puckering from Roby's mouth.

Roby averted his gaze this time, he turned to look at Azlan. Realizing that, Azlan did the same.

"Zea is hard to melt, I give it up to naklukin his heart. And Lo? You got him, you're lucky Lan. And I hope you'll always keep that luck."

Azlan smiled warmly at Roby. Azlan could see the sincerity gaze from every single one of Roby's words just now.

"Gue knows it, I'll take care of it. Just calm down." Roby returned Azlan's smile and then looked back at Zea.

The girl now started to hold onto her rose which seemed to be slightly damaged.

"Look at that, Zea loved roses as much as her mother's house."

Azlan recalled the letter that he and Zea had read yesterday. About her father who wrote that Zea's mother was still alive. Azlan became curious if it was all true. He has to find out.

"Looks like you know a lot about Zea, bang." Azlan.

"Yes, even more than Zea herself." Answer Roby quickly.

Azlan. Didn't answer Roby's answer just now.

"But I hope Lo can be like me too" Azlan turned to Roby.

"Understanding Zea, loving her was even there for the girl at all times."

"Zea was down two months after I left. At that time I was still in education, I got news a week after the accident that hit Mother Aisyah. I was confused at that time, one side I was still in a state of education and did not allow to go home but on the other side I thought Zea must be so bad and sad. Moreover, I know very well Zea is so close to Almarhumah his mother. Then two days after that I need to take permission to go home, but only a day's permit. And that day I got to meet Zea," Roby paused for a moment. The young man seemed to catch his breath.

Azlan only listened to Roby's words quite seriously.

"I think I was wrong. Everything was beyond my thinking, at first I thought Zea would cry in the room and moody constantly, it turns out he did not do that. He looked ordinary, like nothing had happened. I was initially sassy, but after Zeo's explanation, Zea's cheerful attitude turned cold and Zea began to rarely smile at others."

"Although not me or Zeo, but I still sad because at that time I lost the figure of Zea."

"But there's something that makes me feel good this time. Zea looks better than the last time I saw her. Looks like she's happier, maybe it's all because of Lo, Lan." Azlan smiled back.

"Gue also wishes Zea was always happy, bang."

"And Lo must continue to do so," Azlan nodded steadily.

"If I may know, why do you like Zea?" ask Roby.

"Beauty's not the main reason, is it?" god Roby. Azlan chuckled lightly.

"Zea is different bang, different from the girls who had been my girlfriend before. Usually yes, if I nyapa girls a little they immediately nosebleed because fascinated by my joy," this time Roby made laugh with the words of Azlan just now.

Indeed, if Roby look around Azlan this is indeed a young man who is so handsome. Even Roby himself could not see the slightest blemish from the face of this young man younger than him.

"Continue,"

"If Zea was any different, I first met her just directly in saying crazy." Roby chuckles back.

"Crazy?"

"Yes, bang. I'm glad she's beautiful, you say crazy. Weird right?."

"It's a pretty weird start in my opinion" Roby thought.

"And my second meeting was with him, I said pervert." Azlan continued his story. Let's just say Azlan confided.

"Easter?"

"Gue buyin he drank at that time, because I know he was thirsty after finishing jogging. I deliberately bought two so that he did not drink my scars, eeh he even worried about the bottle I love. Maybe he's afraid I poisoned it, so because I don't want him to think anything, I drink mineral water. I love that Zea. You know what he said after that?"

"What?" asked Roby out of curiosity.

"I drank from this bottle. And Lo's lips touch the bottle, if I drink from the same bottle, we automatically kiss indirectly."

Even Azlan still clearly remembered the sentence that Zea said at that time.

Roby who heard that immediately laughed out loud.

Roby patted Azlan's shoulder slowly.

"Where's the funny thing, bang?" sindir Azlan was a little upset.

"It turns out my dick is still as stupid as it used to be," Roby tried to stop his laughter.

"Do you know Lan?"

"No, bang."

"Gue hasn't spoken yet,"

"Further bang, further," Azlan grinned the horse.

"When I was Junior High and Zea was still in Elementary School, I ever wanted to hold her hand because at that time our position was to cross, You know what Lan Zea said?" Roby mimicked Azlan's tone earlier.

"What?"

"Don't hold Zea's hand, get pregnant."

And this time Azlan immediately laughed hearing that. Even Roby also laughed considering past events that made him always laugh himself before.

"But Lan, that's Zea. He's different, he's always showing himself to be what he is without ever covering anything up." Roby stopped his laughter and started looking seriously at Azlan.

"Lo really, bang."

"Even I fell deeply in love with Zea, because she was who she was."

"Zea once told me, he deliberately lasin it because he wanted to know who would accept himself without seeing the advantages. Because many come when we have advantages, but leave when we know the disadvantages."

"That means now that Zea already knows who accepted her for who she is" Roby said.

"Gue always Nerima Zea as Bang is. How he is."

"Loving Zea is a choice, and being loved by her is a bonus." Roby looked back at Azlan.

"Is Zea still hanging Lo's love?" roby's question just made Azlan smile wryly.

"Don't be sad. With Zea Nerima Lo being her boyfriend, that means Zea starts to open her heart. I'm sure Zea's starting to like Lo. But he hasn't realized that."

Roby tries to encourage Azlan who suddenly looks grim. Roby regretted asking such a sensitive question

"Gue hope so bang,"

"Why don't you try the test,"

Azlan squinted his eyes, his forehead wrinkled in confusion.

"meaning?"

Roby embraces Azlan.

"Sometimes something that keeps on being pursued gets further and further away. Try to slow down a little, let the pursued approach. But don't stop your steps."

Azlan was silent at Roby's words. Trying to digest the word for word he just heard. Until a call made his daydream crumble.

"Azlan," Zea's cry made Azlan immediately turn to him.

Azlan walked over to the girl. Zea's face was upset.

"What's the matter dear," asked Azlan softly.

Zea's cheeks flushed a little because of Azlan's call just now.

"Darlingly my ears are deaf nih dengerin girlfriend Lo bang nagging Mulu," Zeo's cerocos directly.

Zea who heard that immediately looked at Zeo sharply.

"What's Zea?" ask Azlan again.

"My rose is broken, how is dong?" shoot Zea to Azlan.

"Yaudah I'll buy it again" Azlan said quickly.

"Seriously?" zea's eyes sparkled.

"Yes, I bought one for Lo."

"The flowers are perfect!!" zeo Cibir.

"Sirik aja Lo," reply Zea.

"Haven't fuss Mulu why, big brother too."

Zea looked at Azlan sharply. Just now the gentle gaze he had gotten, this time had already gotten another killing glare from Zea.

I got it wrong again.

"Kayak Lo not aja, it's ah meningan lo go home continue to buy me roses now." Tell Zea to.

Not that Azlan was angry, he smiled.

"OK," he said quickly.

"Gue turned back, if you're at home I'm telling you."

"No need, Lo enough news if the roses have been purchased," said Zea directly. Made Azlan pop his mouth.

"Benefit, love flowers more than your own boyfriend if his name is gini,"

"Emang," Zea replied directly.

"Judah dating Sono is the same flower,"

"Well ogah!!" Zea refused.

Azlan gave a mocking face then passed leaving Zea.

"Basic freak!!!"

"Ckckck, girlfriend herself is weird. That means Lo's dating the same freak, brother." Zeo.

"Diem Lo!!" Zeo immediately shut up.

Azlan walked out of the yard, walking to his car. Before that, he said goodbye to Roby.

Roby who saw Zea's annoyed face immediately approached her.

"Zea, can I have a chat for a second." Roby.

Zeo who was aware of the situation asked him to go immediately understood.

"If so I go first, Bang rob if thirsty just go inside, the pool water swims full really."

"Zeo," reprimanded Zea.

"Yes-iya janda bang kanda."

While Roby only shook his head to respond to Zeo's words earlier.

"Want to talk here or in Dalem aja, bang?" ask Zea.

"Here is Ze, Brother not long. There's more business."

"Oh yeah,"

Roby invited Zea to sit on a wooden chair in the park.

"Are you really dating Azlan?" roby's question made Zea look at him straight away.

Zea shrugged her shoulders indifferently.

"Yes, as you heard earlier."

"It looks like Azlan really bucin deh same Lo Ze, until you want to buy flowers one kebon."

Zea smiled slightly.

"He's a sultan, anything he can buy." Zea again.

"Lo's not aware of Ze, anyway,"

"Conscious?"

"Yes, Lo realized that Lo again hang someone's heart."

Zea smiled wryly. He knows exactly where Roby's talking is going.

"Gue knows bang, but I'm not ready to start falling in love again." Obviously Zea.

"Why did you accept Azlan?"

"Because it's a way for me to avoid Rio, he keeps bothering me."

"Rio?"

"Yes bang, he chased me and asked me to come back with him again. I always refuse, but the guys don't give up until I finally run out of ideas, I say my girlfriend Azlan. And from that day I was the same Azlan dating."

Roby chuckles.

"The street is weird,"

"Well, it's even weird." Zea.

"But that doesn't mean you can hang Azlan on and on Ze,"

"Gue didn't hang him bang, we're dating status." Zea defended herself.

"Just like Ze, dating status but Lo has not opened her heart to Azlan."

"That's the same as Lo selfish Ze. Giving status but not giving Lo heart to that person. Though without Lo realize that the person gave everything to Lo. Maybe even his life,"

"Gue Ze guy, Azlan is also a guy I know how Azlan feels. He tried to pay attention to Lo, and that made me salute. I know everything Ze, Zeo told me everything."

Zea's forehead immediately surged.

"Everything?"

"Yes, everybody."

"About your stepmother, about Rio who was beaten up by Zeo even about Lo and Azlan."

"Seriously bang, you know everything?" Roby nodded in response.

"Gue isn't anywhere near Lo Ze, but I always try to keep an eye on Lo and Zeo as much as I can." Zea hugged Roby.

"Lo don't keep making Azlan feel in Ze's worry. Even though he's always nice in front of Lo and behaves like everything's okay, we don't know what he thinks."

"The name of the heart will have its tired point. Fighting alone is tired Ze. I don't want Lo to mess up later," Roby let go of Zea's hug.

"Azlan has dared to hold Lo, what's wrong with Lo retaliating the grip, right?"

Zea lowered her gaze. He is confused by his own feelings. On the one hand he did not want to express love for Azlan, even feeling never liked let alone love the young man. But on the other hand Zea feel comfortable and need the figure of Azlan.

"Now you're asking, you don't love Azlan?" Zea looked at Roby for a long time.

He was confused as to what to answer. His brain said no, but his heart was still worried. There was so much doubt on his mind.

"Answer Ze!!" Roby is back.

"Here bang, Zea doesn't know."

Roby smiled briefly.

"That means you've fallen in love with Azlan." Roby concluded.

"No!!" tangkis Zea direct.

Roby cooed Zea's nose a little.

"Zea whom Abang knew was firm. Every asked he would answer without hesitation, and just now when asked, the answer was either, do not know. That means there's still doubt in Lo Ze's heart."

"And doubt is what it means to keep love there,"

"No bang, Brother what the hell concluded something at will."

"Not believing,"

"Not exactly,"

"Jaudah look at it later, Brother's true speech or not.

"Okay who is afraid" said Zea firmly.

The stone head. His own feelings are still in lies. Inner Roby.

* * *

Zea came down the stairs casually towards the dining table. His eyes combed around the house looking for someone. But there is no.

"Zia, where's Rara?" scream Zea.

Zea turned to the source of the voice. It turned out that his two sisters were doing their duties on the living room sofa.

"You have eaten." asked Zea.

"Sister" they said at the same time.

Zea just nodded.

"Oh yeah, where's Aunt Fida going?" ask Zea again.

"Mom to the hospital, he said there's an operation schedule." Answer Rara. "If you haven't come home from the office." Zea did not ask Rara to answer first.

After getting an answer from Rara earlier Zea immediately left her two younger siblings who focused on learning it. His stomach was hungry this time.

Zea walked towards the dining table. But Zea's steps stopped when she saw something.

The woman again. The figure he had seen. This time it was clearer. Because it's still afternoon.

This time Zea did not let him escape, Zea immediately approached the woman. Until when the woman looked at him. Zea instantly sculpted and her eyes instantly rounded.

Not believing what he saw.

"Mother," said Zea.

Zea was about to run after the woman who was none other than her mother. But a hand blocked it.

"Where are you going?" ask Zeo astonished.

"Ze it's Ze, Miss Ze I saw you there." Zeo immediately looked in the direction that Zea pointed at. More precisely towards the swimming pool. Unfortunately, no one was there.

Zeo looked at Zea.

"No one was there" said Zeo.

Zea turned to the place she had seen. Zea was sure she had not seen it wrong. And Zea was not dreaming.

"Sister, I know Lo's still sad, but please don't make me sad to see Lo gini." Zeo's tone was getting lower. Even the look in his eyes began to look down.

Zea turned towards Zeo, pulling her sister's face to look at him.

"Gue seriously same what I said Ze, I just saw mommy and it's real not my hallucination." Zea's tone of voice began to rise. Even the look in his eyes sharpened.

"But sister, the mother is not there. Mother is dead!!" Zeo also began to raise his voice.

"Mother is still alive Ze, mother is still there!!" hiss Zea.

Zeo shook his head weakly. Not thinking of Zea's way of thinking.

"Unconscious brother, Lo must be sincere." Zeo shook Zea's body slightly. And it was Zea tepis with roughness.

"Gue would be sincere Ze if it was real. But the fact is that mom is still alive."

Zeo ruffled his hair in frustration. Either way he must give understanding to Zea, even facing Zia is easier than facing Zea in this case according to Zeo.

Zea was confident in what she saw. At first he was doubtful about the content of the letter his late father wrote. But after seeing her mother, Zea became more convinced by the contents of her father's last message.

"Whatever Lo brother, I cape talking to Lo." Reply Zeo ketus.

"Well, if that's what you're going with me," Zea pulled Zeo's hand.

The girl led Zeo up the stairs to her room. Zea quickly pulled Zeo into her room.

"Why are you taking me to Lo's room, brother?"

Zeo was a little confused by Zea's behavior. Instead of answering, Zea was busy opening the closet drawer in her room. Looks like Zea is looking for something.

After getting what he was looking for, Zea immediately gave it to Zeo.

"Read!!" tell Zea to be firm.

Not wanting to argue, Zeo directly followed his brother's orders.

Zeo read the letter carefully, and right at the end of the sentence his eyes were rounded.

Zeo looked at Zea and the letter in turn.

"Ja-so what does that mean?" Zeo looked at Zea confusedly.

"Yes Ze, you're actually alive. And that letter my father wrote to me before he died." Zea grabbed another letter that read Zeo's name on the top side.

"Read this, I think it's for Lo. Since there's Lo's name here Ze," Zeo receives the letter. Then start opening it.

Zeo hesitates at first, but Zea's smile reassures him.

**To: Father Champion, Zoe R3

Assalamualaikum. You how are you? The stronger the dong. May you always be healthy and happy.

Zeos

Perhaps when you read this letter, you are no longer in the world. It is not because it is not dear to you and your sister but destiny that requires you to leave.

Zeos

Dad, leave brother Zea and Zia yes

Take good care of them. They're daddy's favorites. Surely you too.

You father trained hard all this time not because you hated you. I did it for fear of something like this happening.

Dad is gone for good and can't protect the people you love anymore. That's why I leave that job to you.

You've always been a father's whiz. You are the pride of father and mother.

Zeos

I'm sorry if I wanted to say something and it would make your job even more.

There are two more people you need to take care of and protect. Even now you have to find them.

They are MOTHER and TWIN ZIA**.

Find them, baby. Dad's counting on you.

Zeo's tears. His heart hurts reading this. He had misunderstood his father's treatment. He who is demanded must be perfect in every thing that his father wants to make Zeo not too like his father.

His father who demanded himself must be reliable in martial arts and football that made Zeo depressed initially. Fortunately, Zeo liked football a little bit and that was what finally made Zeo start following his father's orders.

But in this martial art. Zeo doesn't like it very much. Indeed, men must be good at martial arts. In addition to protecting themselves but also to protect those they love.

But what Zeo thought wasn't like that. Zeo assumes his father and men are enough to protect them. But it turns out that Zeo's thinking was a big mistake.

We don't know what will happen in the future. Bitter or sweet. We just need to prepare ourselves to face it.

Zea who saw that immediately embraced her sister.

"Lo believes it's Ze now, that you're still alive." Zeo looked at Zea.

The young man nodded.

"Even father wrote this in two letters, a letter to Lo and to I." Zeo wiped away her tears.

"Sister we must find mother," Zea nodded steadily.

"Sister, did you really see your mother?" zeo asked remembering Zea's words. That made Zea take herself to her room.

"Yes Ze, I saw clearly that mother. And not a hallucination." Zea is not lying.

"But sister, if it's mother why did mother run? Why didn't mommy find us? We're his children." Zeo's question just left Zea confused.

It was strange according to Zea. Why did the mother run when she saw him. Zea was his son. It has been two years since they met, and now when they met their mother they even avoided.

"Yes the hell Ze. I thought so too. Anyway I saw the mother was at the edge of the swimming pool earlier, and that means she's in this house on one roof with us. But why don't we try Nyamperin?" Zea and Zeo are equally confused. He thinks this is all weird.

"We have to find out, brother," said Zeo seriously.

"Yes Ze, we need to figure this out. Everything is still gray and confusing."

"Oh yes about Zia who has the twin really?" zeo asked as he remembered what he had also read earlier.

"Gue doesn't know Ze either, I'm not sure at first. All we know is that Zia was born not twins." Obviously Zea.

"Oh yeah, it wasn't Lo and Dad who went to the hospital that day, was it?" Zeo reminded.

"Yes my Ze who nemenin father at that time. And I also saw for myself that the nurse who brought her out of the delivery room only brought one baby."

Zea tried to remember what happened ten years ago. Where he was nine years old. Of course the memory of it was still clearly spinning in his brain.

"So, why are you writing like this, brother?"

Zea let out a heavy sigh, then sat down on the edge of her bed. Followed by Zeo who sat beside him.

"Gue was also still confused Ze. But we need to find out both, as I asked."

Zeo was silent for a moment. Trying to think of something.

"Do we have to tell Antoni and Aunt Fida about this, Ze?" Zeo turned towards Zea. Zeo shook his head quickly.

"No brother. We have to figure it all out." Zea was still staring at Zeo.

"Lo knew it, brother, when my father died in the hospital. The one who waited for the father, Antoni and Aunt Fida, I think gini. If you want to tell me this to Antoni and Aunt Fida, why should she give us this letter?. Why didn't he talk to Antoni and Aunt Fida? It could be those who tell us later."

Zea confirmed what Zeo just said. Why did his father have to write a letter to tell them this? Antoni and Fida were in the hospital. A lot of things that Zea and Zeo didn't know seemed like. And that makes them even more confused.

"Yes, yes, Ze, too" Zea said Zeo just now. "Keep if we have to ask for help who tried?"

Zeo seemed to think for a moment. Then he smiled briefly.

"Gue knew who to tell this to." Zeo. Made Zea look at him seriously.

"We're asking Bang Roby for help, he's going to help."

"But Ze, bang Roby will marry next week when yes we repotin him the same thing start." Zea turned to Zeo's suggestion

Although Zea knew later if they asked for help Roby would not refuse but still Zea felt bad. Next week is a special day for Roby.

"How do you think dong?" this time it was Zeo who was confused.

"Quiet." Zea Say. "Gue can tell us this same problem Azlan, he can definitely help us."

Zea's words sounded so serious and certain.

"Okay, I hope we can get a bright spot on this soon." Zeo said expectantly.

"Hopefully,"

* * *

Zea bent her face annoyed. In addition to the noisy classroom atmosphere because it was empty hours also because of the events this morning that made his emotions overflow.

How not. He had to face Mr. Ocean for being five minutes late to enter through the school gate. This happened because Zea had waited too long for Azlan to pick her up earlier. Because he was used to it, making Zea forget that Azlan had said that he did not pick up today because he was busy with his lectures.

It wasn't the matter actually, for some reason Zea felt annoyed and unsettled this time around. Azlan had not heard from him since he came home from Zea yesterday. Even to this day.

Zea knew Azlan had never been like that. The man wouldn't miss a minute not to send Zea a message. Every day when the lesson hours will surely accumulate a short message that the young man constantly sends. But this time there was no message.

Zea was thinking. Was the young man hurt by what he said yesterday? Zea feels bad.

Zea repeatedly checked her phone screen. Maybe there'll be a message Azlan sent. But it's still the same. There are no notifications other than the class grub messages and sales grub that Zea has not read.

Zea breathed deeply enough.

"Why the face, so tangled?" The princess walked up to Zea, and sat down beside her friend.

"For the sake of not being in the mood" replied Zea.

"PMS?"

Zea shook her head. Because this time he is not in the period of PMS or pre-PMS which usually makes his emotions like to go up and down. Strange actually. Zea felt like something was lacking today. But he doesn't know what.

"Well why? Not usually." Said the Princess astonished.

"I don't know, though,

"Laper?" ask Princess.

"No Put, I'm full even."

"Well when I want to buy you," the Princess tried to comfort Zea.

"Keep what do you want to try?" Zea looked towards the princess. Giving her a flat look.

"Lo just what do I want," the Princess nodded steadily.

"Lo diem and not much nanya." The princess immediately huffed.

The ice cube man had already returned like it.

* * *

Zea walked towards the balcony of her room. His body felt weak, his body cold hot. I don't know why he felt he had no taste for doing anything.

Today is a holiday. And Zea decided to keep quiet in the room one day. It seemed like it was better for the state of his body and heart.

Zea told Fida she wasn't feeling well. Because of that Fida did not invite him to jog together. At the moment Zea is at home alone, as everyone is going to refresh their bodies in the morning.

Zea walked out to the balcony because there were noises that made her curious.

Zea looked down, clearly Zeo was kicking into the air.

"What's Lo doing?" scream Zea. And that made Zeo look straight at him.

"Read the newspaper!!!" zea's forehead is wavy.

"Yes practice, yes time!!"

"High up!!"

Zeo ignored Zea's words, he resumed his training.

Zea just watched it.

"From worrying about doing the mending exercise together here," Zeo said.

Zea looked at him with a lazy look.

"Males ah,"

"Lo mah when to be diligent," sneered Zeo.

Zea sighed softly. Than himself constantly like this. Lazy from yesterday. It's not even Zea. What's wrong with him following Zeo's call. He has not practiced for a long time.

"Okay, I'm down first." After saying that Zea went straight into her room and walked towards the courtyard where Zeo was.

Zeo began to close his eyes, then closed his eyes with a black cloth. Zeo wanted to try training with his eyes closed, he wanted to test his instincts.

And it's true that Zea was somehow behind him and started attacking him.

Zea didn't expect Zeo to be that big. Even he was aware of Zea's quite voiceless presence. And this is Zea's true skill. Present suddenly without the enemy knowing, but this time Zeo was able to realize the action even in a closed eye.

Zea returns to attack Zeo's chest, but Zeo quickly dodges. And this time Zeo who was about to strike on Zea's shoulder quickly Zea immediately moved his hand to fend off Zeo's attack. But unfortunately it was just a trick. Forgiving the circumstances that Zeo directly attacked Zea's stomach. Make Zea back off.

"Auuu sshhh Ze, Lo cheated ihhh." Zeo opened his headband. Zeo could see Zea's annoyed face clearly this time.

"Oh yeah, people lose too." Reply Zeo as is.

"Au ah sprain I'm the same Lo," Zea immediately passed leaving Zeo and sat on a wooden chair that was in the park.

"Lonya is weak, use me. Strange," sneered Zeo then he continued his training.

While Zea just gave a mocking face to Zeo.

Zea looked around. Seeing the flowers of the roses that were delivered yesterday by a gardener.

"Why doesn't Azlan know the flower itself anyway, why should I tell people to try?" muttered Zea with a small voice. "Squeen!!!" he added.

"Hey Zeo, practice?" antoni's voice made Zeo and Zea turn.

"Oh yes, Om, have you been back jogging?" replace Zeo who asked.

"Yes," answered Antoni and then he walked up to Zeo.

"Zia is the same as the others who haven't come back Om?" zea asked, realizing Antoni was alone.

"Perhaps soon back, Aunt you met her meet only mothers." Answer Antoni.

"Oh that," Antoni nodded.

"Oh yes Ze, want to practice together?" haggar Antoni's.

"By om, it has not been the same practice for a long time." Zeo answered enthusiastically.

"Zea, don't you want to come?" ask Antoni.

"No, Zea is a spectator." Reject Zea directly.

"She'd have lost if she lost ngmbek om, like a girl."

Antoni furrowed his brows.

"So what do you think I am, huh? I'm a Zeo girl, I thought I was a transvestite!!!!" zea screeched directly when he heard Zeo's words just now.

"Lo not a tiger, brother???" not afraid that Zeo would even tease Zea.

"Gue eat too Lo long, sprain me!!."

Antoni only chuckled softly at the sight of his two nephews who continued to clash their mouths.

"No, Om was also said to be a tiger, already wanted to eat." Zeo told Antoni.

Zea only gave her an upset face.

"Zeo has not been teased and your brother, let's practice." Antoni said.

* * *

Zea rolled her body. I don't know how many times Zea threw her phone in the first place and picked it up again and so on. And the reason he did that was only because of one thing. Waiting for someone's news. It's been almost a week Zea's been like this. Acting like you are lazy to do anything. Even eating is not lust. I don't know what's going on with him. Zea doesn't even know it.

Let's say Zea prestige to contact first, but can not be denied his heart restless. Something he felt less.

Zea picked up her cell phone, which was lying helplessly under her feet.

Zea tried to dial a number but didn't think it was Azlan. Of course not, Zea didn't call Azlan's number. That girl is too prestigious.

"Hello Put, where are you?" you know who Zea was calling.

"Gue's in Lina's apartment, why?"

Answer the voice across there.

"Both doang?" ask Zea to make sure.

"Yes, why Ze? You want to come here?"

"No, I'm mager." Reject Zea directly.

"Oh okay. You're not malmingan what?"

"No!!! My girlfriend is missing!!!" zea answered.

Not waiting for a reply from the Princess, Zea instantly turned off her connection.

Zea put her body back to sleep which felt so tired. He did nothing heavy. Even just sleep and sleep that Zea keeps doing. From school to dinner, Zea was in her room. Even dinner until Bi Siti had to bring it.

Not a suddenly spoiled Zea. It's just to step outside he's reluctant.

"Sister Ze," call Zeo from behind the door.

Zea was a little jolted.

"What!!!" zea said a little.

"Negas mulu, wonder me."

Zea looked slowly.

"Flame Zeo," this time his tone began to drop.

"Yukkk!!" bring Zeo.

"On the basis of singles, hate me." Instead of accepting Zeo's invitation, Zea sneered at him.

"You didn't?" bring Zeo again.

"Not ah I'm males,"

"Well that time. Anyway I didn't reach Lo because Lo didn't go with Azlan's bang."

Zeo walked into Zea's room.

"Gue males only."

"Kok Lo Tumben didn't go?" ask Zeo astonished.

"Some," Zea replied indifferently.

"Biantem?"

"No,"

"Decided?"

"No?"

"Keep why, no mulu." Zeo is upset.

"You don't know, he's the one with no news." Answer Zea as she is.

Zeo sighed.

"If he doesn't tell you, it's Lo who's nervous sis."

"Well ogah!!!" reject Zea directly.

While Zeo began to chuckle at the behavior of his brother. The gang is too high. Mah needs though.

"Judah hold it this way,"

"Issa Ze,"

"Yaudah try a phone do not need to be pretentious. It's just a phone call."

Zea seemed to be thinking.

"Judah I went out with Zia and Rara if so, Lo rest at home." Zea nodded. Zeo had already passed out of the room.

Zea stared at her phone screen, then opened the WhatsApp app and then followed up her phone screen, looking for Azlan's name there.

Not long after that. Zea ventured out to press a picture of a phone handle on the screen. Indicates it's connecting calls to Azlan.

Not long after that a photo of him and Azlan was clearly displayed on the screen of his phone. Zea's smile was clearly imprinted.

Zea's heart was slightly pounding. Waiting for the sentence to call on the screen it turned into a ring.

"Just call Ze's doang, really like this." Mumbled Zea himself.

But there was something that made Zea round her eyes. Even put the phone directly into the bed.

AZLAN 'was on another call

"Damn it!!!"

Zea instantly turned off her phone and put it down originally.

Not wanting to think about anything that is not important, he said. Zea pulled out her blanket and tried to sleep.

"Fucking azlan!!!" zea murmur in closed eyes.

Azlan did nothing. But seeing Azlan was contacting other people even though Zea was waiting for a phone call or message from him made Zea upset half dead.

* * *

Zea felt her phone vibrate repeatedly. With his eyes closed, he grabbed her and picked up the phone call. Zea knew exactly the tone of her voice.

"Hello," said Zea in a slightly raucous voice due to unconsciousness.

"Hello Ze Lo called me yesterday, sori I was calling people."

Zea could hear Azlan's voice over there. But Zea's annoyance still exists.

"Lo who?" ask Zea.

"Gue Azlan."

"Azlan who?"

"Azlan's Lo's girlfriend,"

"Sorry you're on the wrong side" Zea turned off her phone. He's upset with Azlan.

Not long ago Zea put down her phone, the flat object went off again. Zea clucked so.

"Hello what the hell is Lan?" zea ketus.

"Oh you've known me, Lo's most handsome boyfriend."

Zea took a breath. Trying to regulate his emotions.

"Yes I know this is Lo. I'm sleepy ah Lan."

"Okeoke, don't get mad at Ze."

"Judah sleep there, sweet dreams dear."

Azlan instantly turned off his phone call. While Zea was still fixated with Azlan's words a few seconds ago.

Zea's smile expands. His heart was a little relieved this time. I don't know what's going on. But Azlan's voice had such an effect on his body.

Zea closed her eyes by hugging her phone tightly. At least his heart has improved. And he can sleep well tonight.

* * *

Zea was pretty upset today. His face continued to bend even a few pebbles he kicked in all directions.

How not, he again had to be made to wait by Azlan. And this time for so long.

Azlan and Zea plan to jog together. And Zea agreed to it, whether the wind from nowhere without any coercion from Azlan Zea immediately agreed. And that must be a miracle.

Zea wakes up early to get ready for the activities she promised to do with Azlan. The girl began to set foot in front of her housing complex as they promised to meet there. But it's been almost an hour Zea waiting for Azlan has not yet appeared. To make matters worse, Zea forgets her phone so she can't contact Azlan.

"Gue hates Lo Lan, I swear!!!!" Zea kicked a bottle of water and accidentally hit the head of a pedicab paddle.

"Ouch!!! Who is it that has my head on a bottle??? Thought my head was a trash can what??!!!!"

Zea immediately rounded her eyes.

"****** me!!"

Zea hesitantly approached the rickshawman.

"I'm sorry, Zea wasn't on purpose." Said Zea in a soft tone.

The rickshawman looked straight at Zea. At first he wanted to nag but did not. Zea's sad face made her unable to bear.

It turned out that Zea actually felt guilty for doing that, and made her eyes unconsciously water.

"Eh no papa kok neng, the head of the Father is not papa." The rickshaw man calmed Zea down.

"Neng don't cry, who was bottled by the head of the father, why the cry neng." The father smiled kindly.

Zea replied to him with a smile as well. I don't know why this rickshawman reminded Zea of her father.

"But the one who kicked the bottle was Zea Om, so Zea was wrong." The rickshawman smiled back.

"Call me Mr. neng,"

"Where are you going?"

The Father's question made Zea again remember with a sense of regret.

"His intention is to jog sir but gajadi," Zea replied as she wiped her tears.

The father noticed a change in Zea's face. It's just that the father did not want to ask further because he was afraid that Zea would not like it.

"Jaudah if that's the way first yes neng," Zea nodded then let the father paddle his pedicab away from him.

Zea looked at the rickshaw man's back and disappeared.

"Hemm is a father miss." Zea is sad again.

* * *

Zea stepped inside the courtyard. With the face bent and the road is like a night person moving.

"Ze, why?" Antoni looked at Zea in wonder. Zea is not usually that big.

"No Papa Om" replied Zea without looking at Antoni. He kept walking into the house. His body had wanted to be laid down since then.

"Oh, Om, you're upset." Zeo who retorted from behind Antoni.

"Zea can if also apparently," said Antoni salut.

Zeo chuckled lightly.

"It could be Om, especially for Zea's sister the gala is even more beautiful."

"You didn't say Zea was a tiger" Antoni said.

Zeo chuckled again.

"Yes om, the female tiger to be more precise," the two laughed in satisfaction.

* * *

Zea stepped up the stairs at a fairly quick pace this time. Somehow he wanted to quickly enter his room and lay his body that felt so tired.

However, due to not being careful, Zea slightly fell on the wall to make herself touch a photo and make the photo tilted to the right. But who would have thought, suddenly the wall shifted a little. Make a gap, like a door.

Curious Zea got up from her seat and entered the room.

I certainly didn't forget to close that door again.

Zea was surprised by what she saw. How not, a room big enough with so many weapons in it is in this house.

I don't know since when. Even when he was still occupying this house Zea did not know this room was in this house.

"Secret room," murmured Zea.

Zea heard a step. Looks like someone's up the stairs. But his steps stopped in the middle. He did not step up to the second floor. Zea quickly hid behind a wall.

And suddenly the door that Zea had entered opened again, Zea could see someone entering this room.

His eyes were round when he saw who had entered.

"Tante Fida," murmured Zea quietly.

Fida walked leisurely towards a storefront. Zea can see inside the display case that many stored knives and even firearms. I don't know what kind it is. Zea doesn't understand about guns. He can indeed use it, but to recognize its kind Zea does not want to.

Just suddenly.

Sreetts

Zea's eyes were round, she even closed her mouth.

Zea could see Fida throwing the knife fast enough and on target.

At the end there was already a doll with a knife stuck to her neck. Error, not sticking but stuck right on the doll's neck.

Zea knew full well that if the doll was a human, then the human would not survive. Fida stuck his knife on target.

After doing that looked Fida smiled satisfied. Zea was silent, not believing what she saw.

After being satisfied with what he did, Fida finally came out of this room.

Zea was still confused by what she saw just now.

"Tante Fida is an expert in knife play, since when?" the big question was in Zea's mind.

Zea knew Fida was a man who didn't like violence. So soft on anyone. Strange according to Zea. When Fida has the ability to play knives that great.

Zea recalls five years ago when she found a cat lying helpless in the yard of her late grandfather's house. There were so many knife punctures in the body of the innocent animal, just imagining it again made him shudder immediately.

Surprisingly after he saw the cat, Zea saw Fida was washing his hands by holding a knife covered in blood. Zea began to move away from Fida. In addition to strange according to him, also just in case if Fida did it.

* * *

Zea lay on her bed. His brain kept spinning considering what he had seen earlier. Everything is still confusing. So many questions in his brain.

Suddenly his phone shook. Zea checked it out.

ZEO

I saw Azlan at Cafe ZA

SHE'S WITH GIRL️

Without saying anything, Zea got up from her bed and walked out of her room.

Zea came down with quick steps then put on her shoes hurriedly.

"Where are you going Ze?" ask Fida in wonder.

Because his nephew since home jogging just sleep in the room and this time it looks to be in a hurry.

"There's Tan's sudden business" Zea replied as she tied her shoelaces. "Oh yes Zea pinjem motor Auntie bentar yes," asked Zea for permission.

"Yaudah, that's the key in the TV closet drawer. You be careful with the motor." Zea nodded. Then he took the key from inside the drawer after which ran towards the garage.

"Sir Zea went where," asked Zia when she saw her brother was carrying a motorcycle. The little girl shouted from the balcony of her room and Rara.

"SISTER ZEA," cried Zia once more. Zea did not hear it.

Zea turned towards Zea.

"What's the Zi?" zea asked confused as to why his sister called him.

"Where's Ze going?" Zia repeated her question.

"There's a bad deal" Zea replied.

"Zia can come?" ask Zia carefully.

"No deck, but brother Zea wants to eradicate the creatures, so Zia does not need to follow ya. So good boy at home."

A disappointed look on Zia's face. Zea realized that.

"Later brother Zea buy ice cream, deh" Zia's smile immediately expands.

"Vanilla taste, two yes brother." Zia was immediately enthusiastic.

"Ready, safe princess."

After saying that sentence, Zea immediately put on her helmet and then put on her motorcycle. Towards the Cafe ZA that Zeo said just now. Zea did know the cafe was only opened a few weeks ago. So Zea knows exactly where it is.

* * *

Arriving in front of the cafe ZA, Zea immediately opened her helmet. Without waiting long Zea directly into the cafe. His eyes immediately combed through the entire room of this luxurious looking cafe.

His eyes stopped when he caught the figure he was looking for. Azlan was sitting there, with two girls to his right and left. The girl embraced Azlan affectionately. Even from Azlan himself Tidka looks uncomfortable at all.

Zea took her breath.

"Let's die, boy,"

Zea goes straight into the cafe. Approaching Azlan who was still unaware of Zea's presence. Zea stopped right beside Azlan. Zea's hands he crossed on his chest.

Zea tried to hold back her emotions.

"Eh Azlan I want dong once in a vacation." Said the girl to the left of Azlan.

"Can,"

"Seriously?" ask the woman enthusiastically.

"Yes,"

"Me too dong," the girl on the right followed.

"Where are you two going on vacation?"

Zea's eyes are rounded. He did not mishear Azlan asking that to the two girls beside him.

"Ke Bali is like fun,"

"Yes, to Bali aja Lan." The other girl assumed.

To hell is more fitting like for you girls gatel.

"Byeah," Azlan replied gently.

Zea wanted to cut off Azlan's tongue this time as well.

Zea breathed deeply enough. Trying to neutralize his emotions. After feeling his emotions had stabilized Zea immediately started the action.

"Ekhhmm mba and mas want what message?" Zea pretended to ask like waiters in general.

"We have already ordered mba" Azlan replied without turning his head. His gaze focused on his phone." While the two girls were focusing on swaying spoiled in Azlan's burly arms.

I swear, girls want me to break my hand. My girlfriend never stuck that way. Zea emotion half dead.

"Sorry you want to choose dibotakin or circumcised???"

Azlan's body stiffened instantly. He looked straight at the source of the voice. His eyes were full of surprise. Azlan took the two girls' hands off his

"Ze-zea." Azlan's great-grandson.

Zea walked straight to Azlan. Of course, in front of the two girls.

"It's me, why? Shocked? Huh!!!" zea's tone sounded so cold. Even his gaze was so eye-piercing.

"And who is he?" ask the girl to the left of Azlan. Suddenly Zea looked directly at the girl, making her slightly lowered her head.

"You don't have to ask too many questions, just leave now." Azlan said to the two gadia.

Because of Azlan's words, the two girls immediately took his bag and were about to stand up.

"Where are you? Nobody told you to leave. Stay where you are!!!" zea's voice sounded so cold.

"Ze," call Azlan softly.

Zea looked at Azlan sharply. His emotions ran high this time.

"What's? You want to explain what?" assault Zea direct.

"So morning I waited for Lo to jog, Lo no Dateng Lan. And now I see Lo again the same kind of affection these two girls. What else do you want to explain? Huh!!!."

"No need to tell these two girls to leave, let me get out of here. Even from the life of Lo!!!" Zea's words sounded so serious.

His face was red even his eyes as well. Zea came out of the cafe. Run as much as possible. But it turns out that Azlan is after him and is currently beside him.

"Ze I can clear, everything is not as Lo see Ze vows!!!"

"No need to swear Lan, everything is clear."

"Ze Lo has to believe, I just love you for real." Azlan tried to grab Zea's hand. But the girl brushed it off roughly.

Zea chuckles tastelessly.

"Love Lo said??!"

"Lo's words just now were rich people who'd get wet cheating!!!"

"Zea I'm not cheating," Azlan refused quickly.

"What was that, then???"

"The girl hugs Lo, keeps on taking Lo vacation and the severity of Lo wants. I guess I'm not horrified,"

"Keep if I'm on vacation and friendly with them what's the same problem Lo, huh?? Is my boyfriend Ze? But what do you love me for? Of attention? The affection? Not at all. I'm just a doll that's always lurking Lo, Ze. I'm naturally looking for another girl's attention, because what? I didn't get all that from Lo!!!"

Azlan's words just succeeded in silencing Zea.

"Gue chased Lo and tried to get Lo Ze's heart, but what did I get? It's bullshit doang. I've always spent my time making Lo, but what's Lo bales? You always put Lo's harsh words on me. Even the soft side of Lo that Lo pointed to Roby was never Lo Lo love to me. I'm Lo's girlfriend but here I never thought there was,"

Zea's tears started to flow.

"Continue crying now? What's Zea doing? Tears mean nothing. My pain is much deeper than Lo's sadness this time."

"So you're dating me??" Zea ventured to make a sound. His body started to tremble as it held its urge.

Azlan's words so pierced his heart.

"Repent? I never regretted Zea. But I'm tired!!! I'm tired of everything. I'm tired of fighting but you never assume, I'm tired of always being there but it doesn't matter in Lo's life. I didn't even know Lo for a week, Lo relax. And I see Lo all right. Whereas Lo knows Ze, I have it all suffocating because it wants to die." Azlan paused his speech. He shuffled his hair frustrations.

Zea could no longer. Zea wanted to cry this time. But I don't want anyone to see it. Zea chose to run away from Azlan.

"Where are you going??" shouted Azlan.

"Lo guess with Lo gone everything's done??? No Ze!!!"

"Lo is selfish!!!"

Zea paid no attention to Azlan's screams anymore. His heart is so tight. Zea was sitting on the street. Zea hit her chest that was so sore. Azlan had no idea what Zea was feeling during this week. Zea keeps on messing around like a man is losing his mind. But Zea kept trying to cover it up. Because that's all Zea can do. Covering what he feels. Without telling anyone.

"Why is this sick? Wh why? Why is Azlan so? Why??"

"Azlan who was never angry with me why so. Have I been wrong all this time? Am I really being selfish??" zea's cries were breaking. I don't know what made him feel so much pain this time.

Zea who had never thought about what others said about her this time felt so much pain. Azlan's words seemed like a spear that pierced to the bottom of his heart so that his tears spilled instantly.

"Lo really Lan I'm selfish,"

* * *

Zea walked past the mound of land with a different name with slow steps. Her tears were not constantly flowing. Even until he was right next to his father's meal. Instead of stopping, her tears were flowing.

Zea sat on the ground. His eyes were puffy, his gaze blankly staring straight at the tomb that was still the land.

"Assalamualaikum well," Zea held back her sobbing. He tried not to cry anymore.

"Zea come well, dad how are you? Sorry yeah yeah well, Zea can't find mother and sister Zia,"

"Yes Zea is sad. Zea was wrong again. Just try if you still have hem, I'll remind Zea. Well Zea was evil Lo well, Zea hurt Azlan's heart. Zea always hangs her feelings. He was always good with Zea."

"Zea is evil, even though Zea knows for herself how it feels to fight alone in a relationship, but Zea made Azlan confess it. Azlan was finally tired. He gave up well, he's not gonna take care of Zea anymore."

"Zea also can't make him right, if he wants to find another girl also not papa. But Zea was honest with dad, Zea loved Azlan. Maybe Zeo's real, Zea's too proud to admit it."

"Hopefully Azlan can be happy yeah well, although not the same Zea."

Zea is back. He hugged his father's meal. The crying is hard to stop. Zea's heart was completely broken. Eventually, Zea fell asleep on her father's grave.

Not long after that a young man approached Zea.

The young man carried Zea's body gently. His gaze could not be separated at the beautiful girl in his carriage. After arriving at his car, the young man immediately put Zea gently into the car, not wanting the girl's sleep disturbed. After that he put on Zea's seat belt carefully. Zea felt safe enough, the young man went straight into the car exactly sitting next to Zea.

The young man stared at Zea for quite a while. Tuck Zea's hair into his ear, so that the young man could clearly see Zea's beautiful face.

A smile was clearly imprinted on the young man's lips.

Sorry Zea, I've always loved you.

* * *

Zea opened her eyes slowly. Trying to clarify his slightly blurred vision due to waking up. Zea slightly frowned. Zea got up from her sleep and sat on her bed.

"Which is in my room? I was at the tomb." Zea asked herself.

"Would you wake up, brother? this is eat first." Zeo's voice made Zea turn towards him.

"What's that?" ask Zea directly.

"Lo's favorite red bean porridge," Zea's face immediately cheerful.

Zea immediately stormed the porridge bowl that Zeo was carrying and devoured the contents.

"Lo cepet's porridge," Zeo sneer.

"Oh yes Ze, I was at my father's grave when I could be in the room anyway?" ask Zea to Zeo. He was confused as to why he was here.

"Lo is me? I'm just who? The grass that swayed?"

"Gue seriously Zeo," whined Zea.

"Gue is serious too. Aunty Fida said she said Lo found the mang Ucup the guard eating lying on top of eating dad, so the mang Ucup who nganterin Lo here."

"Eh seriously??" zea did not believe.

"So according to Lo, I'm the one who carried Lo to the house brother. In the lack of work,"

"It's bad to be a sister, really,"

"No kiddo" said Zeo as he ruffled Zea's hair.

"Keep the mang Ucup take me with what?" tany Zea again while enjoying the porridge.

"Home,"

"Uhukkk," Zea immediately coughed at Zeo's reply.

While Zeo had run out of Zea's room before getting a tantrum from Zea.

"BASIC SISTER HORNED LO!!!!"

* * *

Zea placed her empty bowl of porridge on the table beside her bed. He switched to staring at his phone checking there might be a message from someone there. But his hope is only hope. And that only makes him sicker.

Zea put the phone on the table. Then he got off his bed and walked to the bathroom. Zea wants to clean up.

After a few minutes of activity in the bathroom. Zea put on her clothes and picked up a face in her closet and her alphabet.

Zea began her worship activities solemnly. From the takbir to the salam.

After the completion of the prayer. Zea looked straight at the prayer mat. Her tears came back. He cannot control. Zea began to sob, even her body was trembling again.

For the second time he was heartbroken. But this time he broke it.

Brakkkk

The door to Zea's room was opened in a hurry.

Zea instantly wiped away her tears quickly then looked at Zeo confusedly. Because that voice came from Zeo who opened the door abruptly.

"Sir Ze, that's bad." Zeo's words made Zea's forehead even more bumpy.

"What the hell is it?" zea asked confusedly.

"Bang Azlan's brother, Azlan's bang."

Zea was immediately fixated on hearing Azlan's name.

"What's the same with Azlan?" zoe asked trying to calm down.

"Bang Azlan was in an accident,"

"WHAT?????"

**Sorry late up ya🙏

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