Woman in principles
Part 1 Principles

My name is Keysia Wijaya, I am 25 years old and have just completed S1 at one of the universities of education.

I have now been accepted as a teaching teacher at one of the most famous vocational schools in my city.

My life is not easy, to achieve what I aspire to I have to fight extra hard. I didn't even get to feel the monkey love in my life.

But never mind, I will focus on my partner when I have worked and have been able to bless myself. God has certainly prepared a soul mate to all his human creation, just waiting for time.

But, to be honest, I really want a couple who are generous and quite rich. Not that I'm a materialistic woman or anything like that, I just want my life to be better off out of the temperance zone all along.

It's not that I'm not grateful for my life all along. I just want to have more material so I can help the people closest to me, especially my mother.

I want to meet the needs of mother, all this time mother has been too slammed to be able to meet my needs with my sister.

My mother was a tough woman. He is able to play a double role as a mother as well as a father for his son. You could say mother is a human who will later become a resident of heaven.

Being single is not an option. The husband who had been a priest had disappeared without a trace left behind. Wounds and pains are certainly felt by the fate he experienced. But the wound seemed to be forced to dry out with the passage of time.

Mothers can rise for their children. Work beyond their abilities for their education. Even if he did not think to leave his daughters for the mental puff offered by the man called man.

I just want to work, work and continue to work without my daughter being allowed to help. He just wants his son to focus on learning so that his life is not like him.

Mothers are very fond of drinking coffee, because coffee can reduce the longing for the most valuable men in his life. Bitter coffee consumed as if to express if his life is the same as the taste of the coffee.

This is the reason why I have to be selective in finding a partner. But with the income I have certainly not enough to spoil my mother so I need an established partner.

People say I am a beautiful woman and body goal so many men have ever expressed feelings for me. But none of them became my lovers.

again I want to get out of the zone of simplicity.

It seems to have become a commitment within. And I was so consistent to make it happen that his friends called me a principled woman.

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After a year of work I began to get close to a man, a man who happened to be a profession with me his name is Leo Ananta. Unfortunately God created me earlier than Leo, with Leo three years younger.

When viewed from the appearance, Leo is OK with an athletic body, handsome and tall stature that greatly supports his profession as a sports teacher.

But until now I have not been able to open my heart to Leo not because of our age gap but he is not included in the criteria I expected. I'm not sure if he'll be able to get me out of the temperance zone.

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In the morning when I get to the school where I work. I saw Leo teaching with his focus. Don't forget he gave his best smile when he realized my presence. I tried to ignore his treatment because I did not want to be the subject of the students' conversation.

It was customary for Leo to come up to me just to pay attention during the break. Not infrequently he invited me to eat in the cafeteria or outside the school. But so far we still haven't had a special relationship just a good friend.

Leo once expressed feelings for me but I refused. I am still overwhelmed with doubt and turmoil in my heart always demands on the principles I have.

“Key later we go home from school to eat out yuk!, there is a good place to eat with good taste I am sure you must like” Leo's invitation that suddenly is in front of me.

“calm “ replied Leo energetically.

After work, Leo and I headed to the diner as agreed.

Leo's treatment of me always makes me feel good.he always has a way to make me happy. I actually already have more feelings for her, but I still reluctantly admit it. All I did was try to ignore that feeling.

At the eating place

Leo and I chat non-stop, we connect the most when talking about work. Sometimes we laugh out loud expressing our excitement as if the world belonged to just us.

“you order what” Tanya Leo stop chat

“mie ayam” I replied excitedly because the stomach was rumbling.

while waiting for our order to return to the chat that had been interrupted.

After the meal was over, Leo seemed to show a different expression.I don't know what he was thinking.

"are you okay, Le?" I asked to dilute the tension.

“key already have an answer to my question last month? Ask Leo. I finally realized what made his attitude change in an instant

“which questions?” I replied pretending to forget hoping Leo didn't prolong the question

“don't pretend to be Key!, I've been waiting a month!” the answer is a little upset

“oh that...do I have to answer now?” my answer is relax

“until when should I wait for Key? Do you still doubt my feelings? Do I not deserve me because I am younger than you?“ leo said with an expression of annoyance because his interlocutor seemed indifferent.

“you shouldn't worry about that Key, many couples who marry at different ages where the age of the woman is much older than the man but she can live happily. Take a look at Dona Agnesia with Darius, Andika with Ussy has no problem?” it is very long with examples. Maybe I watch a gossip show often

“please Key give me certainty! Say if you want to be my girlfriend” Leo is like a child who welcomes bought toys.

I have no doubt about your feelings, Leo, nor about our age difference. Honestly, I'm in a dilemma with all this on one side, I might have started to feel more about you. I hesitate to accept you because honestly you are not a man who enters into my principles. But I'm not willing to lose a sincere man like you.

"give me a chance" I replied back

"until when?" reply Leo

"I don't know, I just need time.I want God to give me a man's soul mate as I expected. If only it were you, I might accept you. Sorry for my selfishness.

“after all, I don't want to talk about this! do you want to go home now or do I go home alone?” I asked in a high tone hoping that Leo would not urge me. I realize this is not good my ego certainly hurt him. Leo is a good man who doesn't deserve this kind of behavior

Leo did not say what, choosing to follow my already bad mood. He got up from his seat and chased after me who had left.

"I'm sorry Key. But I hope you will accept me because I love you so much" Leo said still hoping and I chose to continue my steps faster