Will Hell Become Heaven
It's getting complicated
Seeing my mother's condition like this made me even more devastated how not he was the only one who always took care of me when my father was not around but why I couldn't take care of him.
I just sat outside the room unable to see my mother lying down just because of me, just because of a mistake in my past that I did not know what was wrong with. While I was sitting pensively I saw that Rian was coming in a hurry. I don't know why my heart hurts to see that. I don't know why he came when he did all this to me.
He came to me and asked my mother, but somehow my grief overcame my hatred.
I just cry while down. Looking at me like that she hugged me, I just kept quiet because right now I was so fragile and needed someone beside me.
"why..why is it my fault". I said in his arms while banging rian's body.
"Hey this is not your fault"., he said, calming me down.
"why did you do this to my mother why not me". I asked him
"I didn't do anything". Answer's wonder
"ahhhh you don't lie I hate you, stop doing this I don't want to lose the person I love for the second time".My speech.
When I said that Rian suddenly took off his embrace, then looked at me with a gaze that I did not know what he meant but from that gaze I could tell there was anger in him. He said why do you always blame others for what happened to you, why don't you see it in yourself, why don't you think about what's wrong with you.
Hearing those words I just kept quiet.
"i hate you". My yelling.
Hearing that Rian went away in a state of anger and said you deserved it. Hearing that I ran up to him but he got in his car and was about to leave.
"Rian what do you mean", tapped on the windshield of his car.
He just looked at me and then he gasped his car and left me. I just cried down, not until when my suffering ended.
After a few hours outside, I remembered that my mother was still in the ICU room, I then went back into the hospital, my feelings were so broken. I tidied myself up and went into my mother's room.This heart hurts so much every time I see my mother. I just bowed.
When I was about to go home my mother realized, seeing that I immediately called the doctor, I was so happy. Finally the doctor came and examined my mother,
the doctor said thankfully your mother is conscious and should not be surprised or anxious.
"Makasi doc".
"Mama's finally conscious.
"mama nga nothing ca', you here want your office business how".Ask.
"I've asked permission ma, mama don't have to think that's the most important thing now mama quickly healed". My answer.
I do not feel the time has shown at 05:00 when people go home from work, when I was about to call my senses just realized that I did not hold my phone from earlier.
"Good god where's my phone". Mumbles
I looked for my phone in my bag and went to look for it at my place who knows what fell but nothing. Suddenly I heard a familiar voice like the voice of the senses.
"Find this". He said while holding my phone.
"Yes, where did you get ndra".tanyaku
"In the office fell down when you received a phone and just left". Her speech.
"Oh yes, I was so panicked that I forgot everything.
"Your mother how she was".Ask
"Well, he just regained consciousness".
"Let's go to ndra". Take me.
We entered the room, and my mother was sleeping. While waiting for my mother to wake up I and senses go to the mini market to buy snacks. The mini-market is pretty close to the hospital so we don't have to use the car. All the way to the mini market we talked. I bought necessities for my mother and some snacks, I was also in a hurry because my mother was there herself.
On the other hand, when I was shopping with the senses in the mini market, it turned out that Rian came back to the hospital somehow what was done in the hospital. I bought everything in a hurry to get back to the hospital.
When I arrived in front of my mother's room I heard my mother talking to someone, without thinking for a long time I just walked in and it turned out rian.
"you're not here just now" . Much
"What's wrong, wrong". Judes' answer
"Not really"
Seeing that the senses turned out to be uncomfortable with the presence of rian judging from his behavior.
"You're here too ndra".
"yes sir". he answered but did not see the kerian
"ca' I go home first yeah".Prattling
"Kok really fast ndra".
"Yes because he has not changed clothes, will run out of the office directly here" he replied.
"yes, be careful and thank you.
"okay".
Indra has come home, there are three of us.
I only pay attention to the interaction of Rian and my mother who seemed to be rian was his son and I was just the buster.
I then daydreamed while thinking about the events of these few days that happened to my family, I still do not understand whether there is a connection to the mysterious package, the letter with the incident that happened to my mother today. While thinking that I once looked at Rian and wondered.
"maybe he did it".
Realizing that I was looking at Rian then approached me so I was shocked.
"Well, you keep seeing me". Ask
"Who has seen you". Answer judes.
"I ask I know, I am handsome so understand girls like me including you".
Hearing her answer gave me goosebumps and wanted to vomit. When I wanted to ask rian suddenly the sound turned out to be a message coming in.
trerett treerrr treer
He also opened it immediately, because my kepo peeked at the contents of the message.
"The mission is complete, is there another task".
Seeing that I was shocked and also remembered the senses who also received a message that sounded like that. My suspicions are deepening and I am also confused whether the senses have anything to do with all this or rian or just menginikin them cooperation but it is impossible that they cooperation senses do not seem to like rian.
Who actually does it, who are the senses actually whether the senses and the rian work together.
