
A man was pensive in the chair of a park.His gaze continued to highlight forward towards some small children who were playing and laughing like there was no burden on his shoulders.
The children were joking with each other, whatever they were laughing at, but the warm gaze managed to make the smile of the man who looked so poor showed his smile.
"You are very happy even if only for small things" Bian said.
"Son, where are you?Tell Mama not to hide too far from Papa!Papa misses you so much, "bian said again with tears dripping down.
"Father......!"
Sound of female toddler.Bian looked at her feet hugged by the beautiful toddler.The eyes are round with sharp irises.Hair is black, thick little curls.Especially her puffed cheeks that invite others to kiss gaunty.
And the one Bian liked the most, the little girl had a smile that resembled someone she missed so much with her cute rabbit teeth.
"Hey,beauty!Are you alone?Where are your Papa and Mama, Hum?"Bian lifted the little girl up on her thigh.
"Father..papapa......!!!!"the little girl's babble didn't understand what Bian said.
The little girl stroked the jaw of Bian who was fussing and laughing because of the amused felt his tiny hand.The laughter was so crisp that it made Bian also talkative to laugh.
"Why?Amused......?"bian rubbed his nose on the little girl's nose.
They laughed again until there was a voice of a woman calling out someone's name.
"Durriyah.........!!!"call him.
"Durriyah......!!!!"shouted again.
The little girl with a slightly stocky body came down from Bian's lap with her body slumped.Bian gasped as the cute little girl walked over limped closer to the source of the sound.
"Mammamama...your name.......!!!"the babble answered that call.
Bian tried to capture the tiny body that seemed not so smoothly running it to deliver it to the Mama.But a dazzling light was seen from behind the body of Mama the little girl.Bian narrowed his eyes with his hands raised blocking the light.
"Dada....lada......!!"said the little girl swinging her hands left and right in her mother's arms.
His smile continued to expand until the two of them disappeared from Bian's sight towards the blinding light.Bian slowly opened his narrowed eyes due to glare.
But the thing is, Bian only found a vast expanse of green grass in front of him.Bian wanted to shout calling the name he heard earlier.However, his voice only reached the throat.
"Du-du....du.
Several times Bian continued to repeat until his throat hurt.But Bian did not despair, he continued to try to scream.
"Du-du.....It......!!!"his yell.
Bian opened his eyes wide and looked around him.The room with all white walls that appeared in his vision.
"Master?"
Rama's voice resuscitated him from the silence that momentarily ruled his mind.Bian finally returned to his real life where there was no happiness in it.
"Sir, I'll call Doctor Vino!"Rama will push the emergency button next to the patient's bed.
"No need, I'm fine!"said Bian.
Already twice in this month, Bian stay at the hospital.The pattern of his life is irregular, making Bian so often disturbed his health.Especially on his stomach.Added again with the lack of rest due to always being forsir himself in the job,increasingly make his health neglected.
Everyone has continued to advise him, but Bian has never listened to let alone mengubrisnya.Bian has really enjoyed his life in solitude.
Even up to two years of time passed, Bian did not leave his silence.Losing Kia and also her future baby really makes it colder.Even since the incident his parents visited his apartment,bian never saw them again.
Bian will always lock himself in his room when he reaches the apartment and will only come out when Rama brings him food.
And until now, Bian still would never even believe that his wife had gone far away from this world.He still continues to monitor his confidants who continue to look for the whereabouts of his wife.Maybe to death also pick him up, he was still,bian will stop looking.
As always, though,Rama left his Master when Bian had started to sink into his own mind.Bian clutched the two photos he had made into one so tightly.Photos Kia and photos of his future baby are still as big as cherries.
The photo that always strengthens him when he loses hope for life.Bian never tired of shedding his tears when hugging the photo.
"Papa misses you so much."