What's My fault, Mother?

What's My fault, Mother?
chapter 19


" what's so dumb, then,?" ask a girl Nirmana knows, named Marissa.


Nirmala shook her head, Seraya smiled thinly." papa, I just feel moved," he replied, stabbing a tear that fell in his eye.


It made Marisa who was across the street, chuckle softly. Shortly thereafter, two more men join Marissa, in a video call.


that made Nirmala even more moved." You guys want to be friends with me, later if Chatlyn is angry how," asked Nirmala who was still afraid.


Hearing that, Marissa and her friends even laughed a little." Why should we be afraid, our people have nothing to do with him,?" ask Marissa.


" right Nirmala, we all have actually started to males together Chatlyn," said a tomboyish girl named Agnes.


Nirmala who heard him let out a long sigh." It's not because of me, is it?" tanya Nirmala was worried.


because Nirmala knew, if Agnes, Marisa and Alexandra, were one of Chatlyn's friends.


but they are still always patient and continue to succumb, and now, maybe his patience has been on the verge of natural limits.


the three of them, decide to quit Chatlyn's gang.


" but I'm afraid that tomorrow, I will be hit by your other friends" said Nirmala worried.


" you don't have to worry, the three of us will protect you from the attack by Grandma Lampir Chatlyn" said Marissa.


" yep really, we are more comfortable with loe than Chatlyn" said Agnes.


while Mr. Seno who heard it, just smiled as he shook his head.The middle-aged man, only considered the words of his children's friends only as a joke.


then the middle-aged man got up from his seat, and stepped foot out the door.


" where are you going, Pah,?" nirmala asked when she realized that her father was leaving.


Mr. Seno who heard it, smiled faintly while closing back." Papa wants to go out for a while, you continue to talk to him as well," replied Mr. Seno.


after the departure of the father, Nirmala resumed her chat with her new friends.


For a moment he began to fall silent while watching his new friend.


" Lu why Nir?" asked Agnes who felt that Nirmala from Tadi was just silent. Nirmala who heard it, immediately shook her head.


" no papa, I just hope that you are sincere friends with me" replied Nirmala Seraya with a faint smile.


" you take it easy Nir, the three of us are sincere to want your peace" said Agnes Seraya displaying a sweet and sincere smile.


while Nirmala, the girl just nodded her head while commenting on the sweet smile." Oh yeah, you got my number from who?" ask the pretty girl.


the three of them looked at each other for a moment as if they wanted to say something." We got from Mahendra because we said he wanted to apologize equally loe," replied Marissa.


Nirmala who heard it only nodded her mark had understood. Then for a moment, Nirmala looked at the three beautiful girls who were in front.


" uh btw, you guys are in the same place huh,?" asked Nirmala who just realized that their background was exactly the same, one with another.


the three of them immediately smiled faintly."yeah we are in the same place.only we use each other's HP. because we want to freely talk to you," he said.


After that, they talked again and laughed occasionally.


in the evening, Nirmala was again visited by Mahendra, as if the man had no fatigue.


Indeed Nirmala only considers Mahendra as his friend and Angel help alone when he experienced the bullying actions committed by Chatlyn and his friends.


" Hey beautiful I came again," what Seraya smiled thinly.it certainly made Nirmala a little surprised.


" you're here again, not me.." Nirmala stopped when she saw Mahendra's facial expression.


" i don't care as hard as you try to get away, as strong as that I will chase after you," he said with emphasis.


Afterwards, Mahendra sat down in the chair next to the gurney.


Silent, though,...


For a moment they were both silent and immersed in their respective daydreams.


" when are you going home,?" all of a sudden, ask that question. That made Nirmala look to the side.


" tomorrow, what is it, you ask like that,?" ask Nirmala.


" i'll pick it up tomorrow" said Mahendra Seraya, taking the fruit on the nightstand and peeling it off and then giving it to Nirmala.


" i'm sorry, but I don't want to" he said, throwing his face away.It certainly made Mahendra look at him sharply.


" it could not be, you do not need to refuse me first, just once you accept my offer," he said with a hard jaw.


Enough Mahendra's patience is always rejected by Nirmala. There is a man who also knows, if Nirmala will have a sense of him. But Somehow the more rejected, Mahendra will feel increasingly challenged.


because Aware Long ago, he has always been an idol for every girl.Even Chatlyn who is the most popular girl in this school, felt attracted by the charm of Mahendra.


Perhaps, in a school that has a standard of beauty under Chatlyn dare to refuse.


indeed Mahendra had a taste for the girl named Nirmala Albert. However, along with the rejection that the girl had made repeatedly, made her anger increase.


so that the taste that is in Mahendra, is no longer affection. But the sense of obsession is mixed with heartache.


Actually Mahendra also felt confused, where the run of the deep affection he had felt for Nirmala, so that the feeling now, changed into pain.


"alright then," said Nirmala resigned.and it made Mahendra immediately smiled widely.


" Okay then, I wait for tomorrow" he said, while Nirmala, the beautiful girl was just pensive on the bed.


actually he felt strange, because he did not feel the sincerity shown to Mahendra, different when Bani, pay attention to him.


it felt so sincere and cool in the heart.In the instant, Nirmala shook her head.Excluding the strange taste and strange thoughts that enveloped her heart and its location.


" conscious Nirma, you should be able to let go of Bani's sister. Because indeed, you do not deserve to be with her." he murmured bracing himself.


After that, he lay back down. Thinking about her life, just makes her dizzy.


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