
Suggestion: if you want to feel the story more felt, try to think of the main character as yourself. Surely if the actor is sad/happy, you will definitely come along, feel what the actor feels. I am gituđđ
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"What.cabare? I'm sorry, huh? Just come look at you." It's stupid of me to talk to myself.
"You know what, don't you? Time no you, the life that I have been living lately, very heavy, Chris ... Iâ I was surprised by something thatâ before I did not believe .. it turns out all this time, Chris, I'mâ I can't tell you now."
Slowly I started to fuck my head next to Christian's arm.
"Chris? I slapped Sohena. I don't want to be underestimated, bulliedâ shit! Fucking tears!" I cursed, as I was talking, these damn tears came out of my eyes not knowing him.
"A-ah, sorry Chris ... I cursed hehe, you don't get angry, huh? Don't know why, lately I've become more irritable, and my tears are naughty, so it comes out often." Damnit damnit! I'm becoming like a madman. How not? I grumbled while crying, huh!
"I've changed, Chris .. but I haven't changed. I can't be pushed to the floor anymore, I can't just be slapped, the point is I've changed, Chris. Aurora is dead! But, there's still one fact that can't change from me, Chris ... I still can't get pregnant ...." Come out the sobbing that was held up earlier.
This chest hurts so much, why is this happening to me? What sin have I ever committed, until this misfortune befalls me ...?
"What should I do, Chris? I tried all the ways I could get rid of these pacing .. but, but it didn't work ..," my razor stammered from the piercing cry in my heart.
"If it wasn't just because I loved you, maybe I didn't exist anymore, Chris .. I should have left when Mom kept insulting my bad luck, but I don't give up, Chris .. I love you same mama andâ there's something I need to prove ...." Yeah, I shouldn't be around anymore. What else would I live for if there was no use? Ck, miris.
"Don't say that, honey .. I don't like."
The deg!
My tears became even more intense, as the weak voice sounded melodious in my ears to stab in my chest.
Hurriedly, I, who had laid my head beside his arm, got up, sat down and looked at him in silence.
"Christian ...?" Even my voice did not come out when calling out to him.
"Yes, honey .. It's me. Come here." Come here."
Rigid body. It feels like all my cells are no longer functioning. I-i-
"Evil! You're evil! Chris ...." In an instant, I lunged at him with a tight hug.
"Sttt, I'm sorry, huh?" Christian smiled sweetly as he wiped my tears.
"No-no! You wake up, long time! I-I'm sick, Chris ... You're bad!" This time it was accompanied by a weak blow to his chest.
"I'm not leaving, Aurora .. I'm here."
"But you woke up a long time ago!" Just let me look pathetic, anyways just in front of Christian.
"I've come to my senses from earlier, dear," he said without burden.
When I heard that, I couldn't help but hit him back. This time not weak anymore, but strong.
"That's evil! Fuck up! Argh, you have to!"
"Akhs! I'm sorry I'm sick, baby." Christian groaned in pain. But it can't shake my blow. I even hit him harder with tears.
"So, Chris! You're jahâ"
The cup!
I froze as I felt something soft stick to my lips. I was too shocked to say anything when something chewy moved away from my lips.
"It turns out to be diginiin first new, diem." Even when Christian said, I still couldn't get my voice out.
"Aurora's? Heye? You're beating me, aren't you? Darling ...?"
"Akh!" I rubbed my cheeks, which were pinched, who else if not Christian.
"Sickness, tau ...." I, who had wanted to snap, stopped as Christian looked at me with an amused smile reflected on his pale face.
"I'm sorry" he said with a look of regret.
How could I be angry again, if he looked at me like that? Without waiting any longer, I lunged at him with a warm hug.
"Saranghae," I said. Haha surely he doesn't understand.
"Nado, saranghae."
It turns out my guess was wrong. I stretched out my arms, then looked at her in shock. "Kok you know?"
Christian chuckles. "That's it, I've memorized that word, how is it? Every night you watch, the volume is so loud. Where if you have that word you laugh at yourself again, make you afraid. Which is more cool if you cryâ"
"St! Don't go on, Chris!" In panic I immediately smothered his mouth. Holy hooch! So he knows, if I every nightâ ahh already! How humiliating!
"Hey? How, his face is red, anyway? Look here, you're sick, huh? Jesus, Honey ...."
Crazyhead! I know, there's nothing on my face, he's just harassing me. Argh, cheeks are naughty!
"So, ah!"
"No, honey .. Look here, I promise I won't use you again. Come on, look at it." Christian just kept seducing me. What is my day, if called dear, directly obedient. With doubt, I looked back at him .
The cup!
At that moment, everything was dark.
***
Eungh ... Where is this? White room again? Ah, I must have fallen asleep when I went to see Christian. But why am I in the gurney?
Chequek!
A man wrapped in hospital clothes and sitting in a wheelchair became the perpetrator who came in here. So, I'm not in Christian's room?
"Chris?" Called him. Yeah, he's Christian. Why is he just silent?
"Aurora .. kamuâ" Christian seemed to want to say something, but, he kept holding her back. Is something wrong?
"Why, Chris?" my many.
"Aurora, youâ" He looked at me with a meaningful gaze.
"Yes, why?" I frowned confused.
"K-youâ" Again he missed it.
I was worried, I asked again. "Yes, Chris .. Why me?"
"Aurora, youâ"
"Argh! Why, Christian? Don't make me snap, you ...." Argha! Again my tears came out.
"Yes, youâ" He looked at me with a hard-to-understand look.
"Damn, Chris! If you want to say something, just say it! No kayaking, gini ...." My patience has ended. And unfortunately, when I snapped at him, my tears were flowing more and more.
Our views are clashing. I looked at him with tears in my eyes, and he looked at me with sad eyes.
"You ...."
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