
Mr. Devendra coordinated with Diana's doctor not to tell him about Sabrina's dead baby, given the seemingly unstable condition.
Diana agrees to a deal between herself and Mr. Devendra for the safety of a patient who does not readily accept her baby has died.
That morning, Sabrina was allowed to go home by Diana's doctor. The girl looks cheerful because her husband has changed completely since he had an accident.
"Thank you doctor Diana, we'll excuse you!" Mr. Devendra pushed his wife's wheelchair into the lobby because Lan's assistant was ready to wait for them in the car.
Mr. Devendra held Sabrina and lay in the back seat of the car. They are ready to go home too.
In the middle of the journey Sabrina felt something strange on her stomach. He could not see his own stomach because he still used a neck brace.
Sabrina stroked her stomach while thinking hard about her own condition. Feeling suspicious, she asked her husband.
"Mas!" I don't think there's any movement in our baby, do I?" Usually our baby is always moving at all times unless he is sleeping. Is there a problem with my baby?" Ask Sabrina wonder.
Deggs...
What Devendra was afraid of finally happened as well.
"Darling, if God gave us all the favors, what should we do?"
"We should be thankful." Sabrina.
"What if God takes the title again, what should we do?"
"Patience and resignation with much remembrance of God, may be that God is testing us to take away sin, to increase its degree and to replace it with a better one." Answer Sabrina.
"What if God takes what he has given us?" Ask Devendra in a more specific direction.
"What do you mean Devendra with that question?" Sabrina's mind started to grow confused.
"Darling!" God took our baby." Devendra said, holding his wife's hand tightly.
Sabrina understood the direction of her husband's conversation. He immediately said the phrase istirja.
"Innalilahi wa innailaihi!" He closed his eyes and cried.
Devendra pulled his wife's body and took her in his arms.
"Darling, I promise I'll give you a lot of kids so we don't get lonely anymore." Devendra tried to comfort his wife.
Devendra was greatly amazed at Sabrina who firmly endured and accepted every form of ordeal she received. That is the advantage of Sabrina who accepted her part of destiny by faith.
But no matter how hard Sabrina faces the test of her life, she remains an ordinary human who will surely feel a profound loss.
Sabrina wanted to roar loudly, but she did not want to make her husband suffer because Devendra was also sick at the moment.
Sabrina's silence was a huge blow to Devendra.
"O Allah, You have given me a wife as good as this, but I have never thanked You.
"O Allah, I beg you to give us a better change as You will!" Devendra prayed in his heart.
"Mas Devendra, I want to go to my son's grave." Pinta Sabrina's.
"Darling!"
Later if you are strong enough. Not now!" Persuade mr. Devendra.
Again Sabrina just obeyed her husband's orders without denying.
For a moment the two fell silent without any more chatter, until the car that took them finally arrived at the luxurious mansion owned by Devendra.
Indri ran to welcome his brother-in-law with full haru.
"Thank you Indri. I'm sorry I haven't changed your status to that of an aunt." Say Sabrina with teary eyes.
"It's okay with Sabrina. God willing, someday, God will replace him with many children who sholeh and sholeh to mbak Sabrina." Indri said trying to strengthen his brother-in-law's heart.
"Aamiin, thank you Indri, you can go to the room first, baby!" Sabrina then took her husband to their room.
Devendra carried his weak wife's body back to their room.
Meanwhile, two women of different ages were peering at the couple from inside their room.
Devendra finds out his mother and stepbrother are peeping at them, but Devendra turns the two women away.
Sabrina was laid down slowly by Devendra. Sabrina still treated her husband well even though her heart was so painful because of the loss of her baby.
"Darling?" Why are you so strong in facing this calamity because of me?" Devendra asked curiously.
"If I'm mad at you, will our son live again?" He has died because he is not ready to live with us, God willing I am ridho mas. Got your ridhom only, it has calmed my heart and mind mas Devendra." Sabrina said with a bitter smile.
"Oh my God, Sabrina!" I know you are deceiving yourself and look strong in front of me. Though I know your heart is very tender and feel a very deep sadness at this moment." Inner Devendra.
"Darling, the vow will protect you and make you as happy as you can, God willing, may we be blessed with many more children. I am sure your patience will be reciprocated by Allah." Said Mr. Devendra as he stroked his wife's cheek gently.
"Amamiyin!" Sabrina said with a sweet smile to her husband.
"Darling!"
"What is your strength?" Devendra asked his wife who was so incredibly patient.
"Pray!"
"Who gave you inspiration?"
"Rosefulullah!"
"Why are you so sure of both?"
"Because Allah. God's promise is the truth."
"Why don't you hate me or stay away from me like the other women who would rebel if their husbands didn't make them comfortable?"
"Indeed, in Islam, Allah justifies divorce as well as the one He hates most?"
"Why is that?"
"Because the devil is waiting for something that God hates that becomes an achievement for him is the divorce of Adam's posterity.
If his men satan and jinn tempt the faithful through prayer, fasting, alms and lazy recitation of the Koran, it is common and sometimes Satan cannot enter the believer when he prostrates and prays for Allah.
So, the only thing that makes the devil satisfied is the divorce itself." Sabrina described how the mission of the devil.
"Is that the evil of the devil?"
"Because of his pride he did not submit to God when he was told to bow down to Adam.
Whereas the previous devil is the most obedient figure to Allah SWT. But when he was ordered to bow down to a man whom he considered more despicable in his creation, he was reluctant to prostrate himself.
For this reason God cursed the devil who from a beautiful appearance became an ugly and pathetic old man. But the one thing that the devil fears is every recitation of the Qur'an, which makes him hate.
That is why we are encouraged to read the verse every time we finish praying after reading Istighfar three times and then read the verse.
Allah's promise to His servant who recites the verse after prayer is that the unclean hell touches His servant's body." Sabrina.
The two decided to take a break after much chatting about religion.