Turns Out I'm Just Betting
UNLIKELY

Now vivin is silent after the conversation is over' more precisely have not said anything from the first until the end of the conversation'

viin' you ain't papa, are you ??

sorry mah vin up first '

how is pah ?? mama is afraid

let's see tomorrow it's late let's rest'

here on the balcony of the room that was still open vivin full night could not even close his eyes' he kept thinking why ...what is the reason why should I .... get married? even in his dreams it never crossed to get married in the near future '

this morning sean seemed to relax quietly sitting quietly with a newspaper in hand in front of him available black coffee is still steaming 'well today is indeed a holiday precisely Sunday...

morning sister's greeting

morning mah ..papa tumbenan has not come down mah ?

papa has left for Singapore at dawn, there are things to take care of'

ooooh ..sean kira later in the afternoon depart ..young how mah? it goes well '

ssttttt 'don't be hard2 later adekmu denger again' hufftt mama so worried vivin kayak silent aja ga no response yes nolak also not. ga tau deh mamah'

while in the room' vivin seems still reluctant to do the activity .. panda eyes random hair scramble and well he decided to swallow some tablets that should have been 4 months he did not take it ... without anyone knowing and indeed he did not want to know if he was consuming the tablet.

vivin belom down mah? sean

not yet brother gih anter aja breakfast let eat in the room usually he if the holidays males out the room mah..

yes dehamah anter aja' you have breakfast first let mama anter breakfast to vivin first '

tookkk toookkk .. deck open door dong mama bring breakfast

kanapa mah?

ga want to open the door kak vivin ,mamah fear vivin 'ssttttt already let sean find a spare key first....

after 20 minutes looking for a spare key sean managed to open the door of the room vivin .. mamah entered see the balcony door open the bed messy contents of the nightstand scattered ...

why is this brother vivin where ??

sean immediately went into the bathroom after being tapped a few times there was no answer'

sean was shocked by vivin curled up in the corner with his legs bent ...

vin ...vin ..viviin you why 'deeek answer deck not to be pampered ?

mamah immediately approached them immediately hugging vivin .. ayooo vivin' foster brother '

when it will be lifted it turns out that vivin was unconscious finally sean brought vivin to the hospital with panic sean and mamah adel waiting ....

*what actually happened

after Vivin entered the room that night

around midnight he got a phone call from his grandfather saying that ..whatever happens and what mom and dad say he should do ... and grandfather also said there must be a return for you who are not from our family you who are not who became like this is not without reason if we do not pick you up .......

I'm not who I am

I don't deserve

I don't have to be here

instantly the emotions of vivin are unstable I don't know what it's like to go far away