Trapped In A Dream
I'm a Bold of Heart

After Eya heard my statement and sister Rendi looked her face full of smiles and happiness as if all the burden and jealousy she felt was just a dream. With just one statement all the previous problems are forgotten, I am very grateful because with the completion of this problem I can still keep my biggest secret that I can not make a story to others.

This secret is very big, people who know about this secret are only my twin brothers and I do not dare to tell others for fear of being considered strange and moreover I was considered crazy. but one day maybe I will tell my closest friends and I hope they can still accept me as I am.

After my problem and Eya was finished, but unable to eliminate the ugly view of me from the school children, I was really upset but what is the power of rice has already become porridge. To minimize all the gossip, there is, eya and I often take photos together and uploaded in fb understand only at that time social media is not as much as now even mobile phones are only Nokia phones that my hometown people say make throw to the dog it was his dog that died.

After all the problems of comfort and safety, the holidays have arrived. During the holidays I often play with Eya do not forget to be followed by each other's girlfriends, but because me and brother Rendi just pretend to be what deserves to be called a girlfriend moreover I can not be permission to date from my family.

I have been dating Izal since 6th grade Elementary School, I love monkey tp now I duain Izal same brother Rendi. Actually I'm afraid if Izal is angry with me I keep asking Izal to break up, but how else he does not want to be introduced to my friend on the other side Eya also suspicious of me and assume I will snatch brother Satria from him. I can only apologize to Izal and hope Izal will understand my situation and in the future Izal wants to be introduced to the people around me.

My days of running together with Rendi brother even though my intention is only to nemanin Eya but at a glance from the view of people as if I am happy on the same road Rendi who is my girlfriend, who is my title, but no one knows my heart grimaces in pain when I shadow Izal who is alone without me accompanying. The basic love monkey is very afraid to lose a liked person even though a liked person who does not want to be introduced to others.

The days passed, slowly I felt comfortable walking with Rendi but on the other hand I do not want to hurt the heart of Izal my first girlfriend. Because of the turmoil of my heart, I can only pray that Izal can understand me and understand the circumstances and problems that I am facing. I also have to realize who I am in the heart, so that I am not hurt and I also do not hurt him who I love and also love me. Maybe I should be honest with Rendi and determined to end this pretend boyfriend.