
The goddess entered her husband's work room and pulled out a piece of paper. The desk lamp he lit. He began to write on the paper, his finger vibrating almost without the power of holding the pen.
Mur, myrrh,
I'm no longer strong.you've ruined my life.you've shredded and ruined our lives as husband and wife.
Let me go forever, 'cause that's what you wanted all this time, right?
I just want one, send my body back to my parents. Let them take care of it.
Never pilgrimage my grave. I hate you!!
The goddess shed her tears. He was very determined by what he was going to do. It was dark and he hated everything.
He hated why his parents had to go bankrupt. He hated that he had to let his father marry me to a rich man who had no love for his wife. He hated why he had to part with Ardi. And he hated that he had fallen in love with a woman. He hates this world!
The goddess placed the pen and left the paper on her husband's desk.
He opened the phone and typed a note.
Dear rebeccaku, baby,
By the time you read this, I was ready to leave this world for so long. Thank you for being in this room of my life. Forgive me for bothering you and let me end this for the good of all of us.
Don't you look for where I'm buried.
Ii'm sorry..Love you forever.
Goddesses.
He sent it to Rebecca's phone.
While crying he took the car keys and rushed towards the jitters.
Mbok Narti who had not slept listened to the sound from inside the house and then like the sound of the back door to the garage was opened. He looked at the door of his room and was seen by the Goddess walking in a hurry while crying.
"Mom.Where are you going at night?" ask him heart.
"I want to go out.ga what mbok, please close the garage if I'm out" heard the voice of his employer hoarse.
Mbok Narti looked at the face of the Dewi maam who was tangled and wet with tears. Confused and not knowing what to do.
"Is there anything I can help you with? This ma'am is already night"
he said he was trying to guess the state of his female employer.
"No one can help me at this time.Have you closed the garage yes"
The goddess got into the car and started the engine.
Mbok Narti stood in confusion.
"Look. help open the front door" Dewi ordered mbok Narti. The middle-aged woman ran towards the front and opened the exit.
The Goddess came out and left the house full of bitter memories. Aim for only one. Towards the Toll section.
Mbok Narti was confused instead of playing, after closing the outside door he ran to wake the other friend.
"Get up wake up! lady Goddess Ma'am is gone crying!" all the housekeepers he woke up.
"Haah.what's up? this is because last night I heard them fighting" said Sugik, the housekeeper.
"What the hell are you? watch the must in front! ko sleeps here??" mbok Narti was angry.
"I drowsiness haduuh where did the Goddess ma'am go?"
They're all freaking out...
In the middle of the night, the atmosphere of the road in Jakarta is slow, only one or two vehicles pass. In the car the Goddess cried as it became. Angry and destroyed mixed. His chest was claustrophobic.
The pain in his face was no longer he ignored, but the pain in his heart and his raging feelings madly penetrated into his mind.
Several times he hit the handlebars of his steering wheel.
The Dewi vehicle drove fast towards Toll. His right leg he pressed the gas pedal.he can't wait to get the car he brought into the road Toll.
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Rebecca awakens when a message comes from the Goddess. Quickly he got up from his sleep and turned on the bedside table lamp. He opened the Goddess's message.
Eyes wide!
Oh No! Oh No! The goddess!
He immediately tried to contact. it has rang 5 times not lifted as well. He read it again, crying..Oh God, may nothing happen.yes God may the Goddess lift her.
Already 3x he summoned the Goddess and many times only the sound rang without being lifted.
Rebecca woke up and walked in her room. He is confused who should contact.now it is 1 pm. I better call Ni Luh.
After 2x calls, Ni Luhpun did not pick him up. He sent a message so that in the morning Ni Luh could reply to his message.
Rebecca does not know that Ni Luh is currently in Jogja with Ardi. When Rebecca calls her phone by chance abis battery, currently being charged means hp in a state of complete death.
He's desperate..Rebecca exited the room and sat limply outside. The cold air was no longer worried. He was crying and crying. Why the Goddess should do that. Wh why??
O God take care of the Goddess there.maybe nothing happens what.
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At 5 am Ni Luh woke up because Seruni moved from her bed to take ablution water. As usual Ardi and Seruni wake up early and perform their morning prayers.
Ni Luh saw that his phone was 100% full, he then pulled it from the electricity and turned it on.
In the Whatsapp order icon there are 2 messages. One of his men at Ubud another one from Rebecca. Messages from normal people were normal about expenses and income but the messages from Rebecca were shocking.
"Ni.I got a message just at 12.50 from the Goddess. He's down and stressed. He's probably gonna kill himself tonight. For 2 days she was beaten by her husband. Help me get my stress too. Please please.."
Ni Luh was shocked when he received the message, he cleaned his face and went out waiting for Ardi to finish his prayer.
A few minutes later Ardi came out of the prayer room and sat down beside Ni Luh.
"Well, wake up in the morning? kasian Seruni makes noise"
"Oh ga mas.aku like to wake up rich dawn gini"
he continued he said.
"Mas I want to tell you something.There is one very important thing that I have to say" he said, looking at Ardi's face.
"Oh.please. I'm listening to the story"
"It's really not good that I told you this morning, but I just received a good news from Bali and I have to convey it as soon as possible" Ni Luh said as she lowered her face.
"You know about Rebecca, that she rarely sends word or cold to Ardi, actually it is true that she is in a relationship with someone"
"Can.what I said at that time.I actually have felt the strangeness and awkwardness.so I know he is usually very quick to answer if I call or wa.but lately he is rich cuek" said Ardi
Ni Luh holds Ardi's hand now.
"You don't be surprised.Pokonya what I will tell you, you are patient and let's find a way out together together.the problem is I also involve here" ni Luh said in a soft and calm voice.
"Oh yeah.try to explain.I will trima ko" said Ardi.
Ni Luh took a deep breath before it started.
"Rebecca's been in a relationship with someone who hurt you before, and you certainly know who she is" said Ni Luh raised her face.
Ardi was dumbfounded by the power of saying what.
Aaa....
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