There's Love In An Unnamed Relationship
The Part 18
Arya faced the mirror, looking at her appearance with the glare of her sparkling eyes.
"When I like you, will you be my girlfriend" Arya said watching herself in the mirror image.
"Kok tacky ya, ah what kind of way is this." ketus Arya.
"Hi.. vik, you already have a girlfriend yet, if not I can go forward" Arya said again on the glass in front of her.
"It's hard, how is it, let's look fit." Arya's inner self was breaking down her body, patting her eel.
Arya keeps trying to arrange herself, repeatedly she displays her charm in front of the glass, but still, for her nothing fits, everything looks so tacky.
"If this is how Vika will accept me, ah yes, what is, if love only looks at words, then what is the meaning of a struggle." in Arya.
"But what about Vika later, if only Vika knew I had to be away from her, would she accept it" Arya thought again hesitantly.
Ddrrrtt.drttt..drrtt.
"Hallo! who yeah?" said Arya, who did not recognize the number.
"Hallo! who's there?" there was no answer, Arya hung up.
"Misconnect this person."
"Ah yes, Vika." Arya found an idea to contact Vika.
"What's Vika?" arya.
"What's wrong? what do you mean Arya?" ask Vika.
"You called me" said Arya lying.
"I don't call you, you see the wrong time, try to check once again, if only the name is the same, but with a DIFFERENT person" said Vika with a sentence that emphasizes.
"No, where there is my contact whose name is VIKA, BESIDES YOU." ketus Arya.
"You're sure, I'm not sure."
"Truly vik, you called me earlier, don't joke, I don't like" said Arya lying.
"No, just hang up, I'm dizzy."
"Close! no..no.no." said Arya did not want to end it.
"No! why."
"Why yes, it's okay, mmm... vik, Maya said you were almost wretched, are you okay?"
"Yes I'm fine."
"emm good, tomorrow-tomorrow if you go home exam just go home, don't stop by." said Arya attentively.
"You know what, but papa hasn't come home yet."
"If you don't mind, can I take you to the front of the room, uh that means until the front of the house."
"Said what you were? I don't want to trouble you."
"No, no bother, yes yes, vik."
"Liat tomorrow Arya, I have permission first same mama, papa."
"okay! and if I can go, I can also pick it up."
"I'll ask papa. Already, no one wants to ask again, I hung up the phone ya."
"What else is Arya?."
"You don't forget to eat."
"Yes, is there, is there again?"
"No."
"Yes, you hang up."
"No, you're just."
"Yes, well, good afternoon, good rest" said sweet Vika.
"Huh.basal Arya is strange." Inner Vika, the corner of her lips expands a smile.
Arya's relationship with Vika is not yet official, at least this has made Vika happy, although she often hides it, as well as Arya, they do like to hide each other about feelings.
"Vika, I'm sorry I haven't been able to give certainty, I'm a loser, I don't think it's appropriate for you either." Arya said.
Arya continued to stare at the photo of Vika on her phone screen, slowly rubbing her hand against Vika's face, imagining her sweet story living together. His eyes closed for so long, as if glancing at the future.
Malampun. Arya always lived her days with loneliness, sometimes he busy himself studying, Arya prefers to lock herself up rather than having to roam, not not not want, to not want to, it's just that Arya does not want to make her life as a kara become runyam.
*ARYA*FLASHBACK*
When Arya was 10 months old, her mother left her to her grandmother, on the grounds of visiting her friend at an Rs. She said only briefly, but in reality very long never even returned. His grandparents had tried to contact his mother, but, in vain, his number was inactive.
As a child Arya never felt what it meant to be affection from her parents, only her grandparents raised her with affection.
Arya is more comfortable with the alienation, that's why, since Arya sat in Junior High she prefers to spend, that's why, yes Arya lives somewhere that no one knows about her and no one knows about her family.
During his Elementary years, his friends make fun of him, saying that Arya is an outcast, Arya is really disturbed by the identity she bears, like that time every friend he wanted to approach always asked the whereabouts of his parents.
"Arya, why are you always in between grandma otherwise grandma, surely your grandpa, then where's your papa mama?" friend said.
"Aa..akuu.. tidak memi.liki me..re.ka." said Arya with a bitter voice, it feels like he wanted to shed his tears right then and there, but he realized that he was a boy, and he was a boy, boys don't deserve to cry.
"If you don't have them, then who are you Aryan's children?" said his friend corner Arya.
"Having grandparents is more than enough for me, and I don't need a mom anymore" said Arya, she immediately left her friend who asked a lot of questions.
Arya pondered, she was always spending her time by herself, her heart was crying, yet, no one knew that.
"Why am I here, while my own parents don't want me to exist." - Arya.
Arya once asked about her parents to her grandmother, then her grandmother only replied that her parents were busy working, Arya also asked her grandfather, and her grandfather answered the same thing with his grandmother.
Arya always asks about her parents, always her grandparents answer the same thing, until Arya is bored, she does not ask anymore. As days grew, Arya's concern about her parents faded, she began to get used to her condition, not fragile anymore, when she heard the mockery of her friend.
Truly balancing her different heart and mind was a great struggle for Arya. He is now at peace with the situation that favors him.
Whatever happens to Arya's life, no matter how difficult the story, as bitter as it feels, Arya always accepts it and affirms herself.
The process of complexity that occurred in his life managed to shape his character, Arya became a good person, even better than his papa.
Arya also did not waste what her grandparents had given her, did not disappoint the trust of her grandparents, Arya tried hard to realize the ideals of her grandfather who failed to become a Doctor.
Arya wants to prove to the world that she is capable, that she is useful, to open every eye that looks at her with one eye, to awaken souls that consider her inferior, to prove that she is not an ordinary outcast.
Arya's determination gets stronger as she gets away from her family.
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