
...CHAPTERS 30...
...The Heart of Vira...
Vira kept shaking her head. Then stepped into the room no longer minding Diana's words.
"Viraas, Viras!" diana shouted to call.
Diana walked quickly about to chase her daughter-in-law but was immediately prevented by Dika.
"Ma, don't go after him anymore,"
"But Dika..." Dika shook his head.
"Let him Ma, about Vira later if only he takes care. Dika will persuade him again after his mind returned to calm" he said.
Diana let out a heavy sigh, then gave a small nod, which Dika finally followed.
"Yes, it's up to you. But Mama tipped on you Dika, after you actually married your boyfriend. You need to be more affectionate and understanding to Vira. Mama understands how she feels. Which woman can see the love her husband shares with another woman?" diana warned her son to be more just and happy for Vira.
"Don't worry about it Mah, Dika is the most good when it comes to breaking a woman's heart." her sunging raised one corner of her lips upwards.
"Bas with you!!" Diana pulled Dika's earlobe in a fit of anxiety. "Learn where can your nature be like this? Mama's feelings yeah, your dad's not like you used to be!" furious, narrowing his eyes probing.
Dika just mengumpum smile while holding hands, feeling proud of himself which turned out not the good looks and charisma he had, but his deadly appeal was able to attract the heart of every woman including Sindy lover. The most beautiful girl in the city of Semarang and she said she used to be one of the popular students on her campus. Many students are interested in him, even the lecturers were many who have a heavy crush with Sindy. They wanted Sindy to be their wife.
But why could Sindy just fall in love with Dika. That was probably because Dika had a strong allure to conquer the hearts of women.
"But, Mama is no longer angry what Dika do? Mama's serious about blessing Dika get married again?" Dika still do not believe, because it was not easy that he could convince Diana. Diana only sighed, before long she nodded her head in agreement.
"Yes!" Dika clenched his hands up happily. "Thank's you, Mom! Only my mother understands me.." she said then Dika peeked Diana's cheek.
But Diana reflexively pushed her son violently, shaking her head and just grinning the horse.
"Vira... Honey, Mama knows you still haven't received all of Dika's decisions. But Mama also won't force you if you have to." exclaimed Diana from outside the room.
"Just think again, if you want to part with Dika, baby. Mama will be more guilty of your late mother, if you have to abandon you without a husband. Believe me you will still be the daughter-in-law of Mama most dear. If you love Mama and Papa too, Mama is sure you will agree with Dika." he continued. But Vira in her room remained silent even though her ears heard the clear appeal of her mother-in-law.
"Yes if you don't want to talk to Mama anymore. Mama said yes to go home first." said Diana again. Diana left after a long time there was no answer from Vira.
From inside the Vira was indeed on purpose, not answering Diana's cry. His heart and mind were still in turmoil. Vira rubbed her face that was already filled with tears. Vira sits on her back to the head of the mattress with her knees hugged in front of her chest. Both of his eyes were red, caving rivers.
"What is this wedding? I've only been through it for five months. But Mas Dika lightly spoke, he wants to get married again!" it was sobbing very deeply. "Why can't they be more patient and grateful for the situation, why should I be sacrificed like this?! Polygamy is allowed. But still my heart can't see you with another woman Mas Dika... I can't afford to share my husband's love and affection with other women, because I already love you too deeply. But with how hard you can crush this feeling on you!"
After Diana's departure. Dika stepped into the room to meet Vira. Slowly he turned the door handle, Dika smiled thinly which turned out that the door of his room was not in the key of Vira from the inside.
When he opened the door of his room, the middle of Vira bowed her head on her knees. Dika only sighed heavily, stepping quickly closer to him. Glancing at him he saw the breakfast Vira was not eating.
"Until when will you act like a child like this, Vira? Why didn't you eat breakfast earlier. See what time it is?" exasperatedly.
It is true that this was already at 11 pm but Vira has not touched the breakfast that Dika has prepared. Although Dika bought it from the restaurant opposite their apartment, not cooking it themselves. But at least he's never given less attention to Vira.
Not that Vira doesn't want to eat it either, but her appetite has suddenly disappeared since knowing Dika cheated on her behind her. Not only that, the effect of pregnancy in his first trimester also makes Vira feel nauseous and dizzy often times he smelled food.
"I'm not hungry." he said flatly. Vira got out of her bed, then walked past Dika about to go to the bathroom. Dika quickly pulled his wife's hand. Until their eyes meet each other.
"Stop being selfish! Even if you want to go on a hunger strike once to knock me out. I will stick with my intention of marrying Sindy. My mother agreed to my second marriage. What else do you want to say? You're lucky that I married and made a living. You used to live alone with your sister. You don't have a home. You should be thankful that I married you even though I never loved you!" firmly Dika, who was unconscious suddenly he slipped into speech.
Suddenly Vira was stunned, her heart as if in shapeless shreds. Dika's words managed to cut his heart the deepest.
Seriate...
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