
" no... Come on in already magrib "Say bik Ani herded me into the house
I sat on the edge of the bed and contacted bang Toni but remained inactive
" Are you playing with fire behind me bang? " My mind is softened with tears that wet my smooth cheeks
I believe in the explanation bang Toni this morning, I believe in love bang Toni to me but because disappointed again the suspicion resurfaced.
I lay my body on the bed that feels tired and tired my mind closed my eyes to pick up dreamland
I opened my eyes with the lyrics of a wall clock showing at one in the morning, my stomach was sore because I missed my dinner.
I lowered my feet to the floor and stepped into the kitchen, I opened the serving hood on the dinner table, saw the cold meat rendang and chicken soup, I scooped rice onto my plate, I add meat rendang on rice, I eat slowly without soup because lazy to heat the soup.
Before long I heard the sound of the car bang Toni into the garage of the house, I continued eating me, I ignored the bang Toni who walked towards me without welcoming her home.
" Deck... How come you haven't slept? Why just eat? Sorry my brother's work can not stay and can not contact you, my brother's HP ran out of battery did not have time to squeeze" said bang Toni felt guilty and sat beside me holding my hand tightly.
No answer came out of my lips, I took off his hand, I continued eating until I was finished even though it was difficult to swallow it due to holding back the crying.
I left my old dinner plate without washing it to the refrigerator to get water to take to the room, I stepped my feet towards the room regardless of the eyes of bang Toni who kept looking at me.
I lay my body against the door, and I heard the door open and closed again.
" Huff.". "I heard the rough breathing of bang Toni.
" Deck... After eating do not go straight to sleep, sit down for a while" said bang Toni helped wake my body gently to sit on the bed, I also obey him after bang Toni to the bathroom to clean up.
I took my HP on the nightstand, I got into the social network on my phone
Drreet
The sound of HP bang Toni on the nightstand that is still in the cas of the call sign, I saw the first screen visible name initials S there, there,
I tried to answer but the bathroom door was open, look bang Toni just by using a towel covering his private area.
I saw that bang Toni me turned off her HP and walked into the closet to pick up her pajamas on her own without me preparing as usual.
" Deck... Sorry brother yes... " She hugged me from behind.
" Sister does not know if there are clients who ask for an impromptu meeting of the deck... " Next
" If you can't keep the promise of your brother tidings dong... I waited for my old brother to know... It's not active anymore" my omel.
" Yes, my brother apologized tomorrow, don't repeat" he still hugged me.
" Hmmm.. " I'm sorry
" Dek brother kangen... " Hugging tightly into my body with hands that are starting to get active here and there.
" I'm so sorry for the monthly guests" I said honestly
" gr... Huff... Why now the deck... Though brother wants this has long not touched you deck... " She was disappointed with no answer from my lips
" Yes already...Let's sleep brother will hold it" continued his words that I answered with a nod of my head close my eyes even though not sleepy
I heard a fine snoring coming out of the lips bang Toni bang marks Toni has fallen asleep, I release the arms of bang Toni on my stomach, I let go, I changed my sleeping position to be tilted facing bang Toni watching the face of my halal lover who I love.
" If you do that... It means that brother is ready to let go of me" I just closed my mouth with one hand holding back so as not to let out my crying voice
" I must not be weak I must rise up and my spirit continue in my life no matter what happens, tomorrow I will follow bang Toni to work" My inner self cheered me even though tears still flowed down my cheeks
I do love bang Toni but the betrayal I'm not sorryin I will erode my love if it is proven, I hate the betrayal because Sasa was once betrayed by the man he loved, he said, until now Sasa is still reluctant to establish a relationship with a man whose name is
My sleep was disturbed by the chewiness on my lips, my eyes were reflexively open and seeing bang Toni was*******my lips with her body piercing my body, I pushed bang Toni's chest until her position was beside me
" What the hell is a deck... Brother just wants to wake you up why pushed... You'll always kiss you if you want to get up on your deck...." He looked at me sharply
" Hmmm... I'm sorry" That's all I said, I can't say I'm disgusted by Toni for betraying me, for touching another woman who hasn't been proven yet but my suspicions are headed there.
" Lohs... Are you not wearing work clothes? " I asked with a bad feeling
" Sister wants to redeem the promise today, so brother does not go to the showroom, today we go.... Where do you want to go? " Toni bang said with a soft word made me take a deep breath
" Ohh... Yes, if so, we go to the beach... That's close, but cook first yes to our supplies" said my sweet smile
Although today failed to follow the bang Toni but not what is still there tomorrow but I have started to make the same distance bang Toni
" I'm sorry, I have to prepare my heart so that it doesn't hurt too much later if it's proven that Toni is betrayed" My mind stared blankly at the window of the room
" Deck... " Bang Toni's words touching my shoulder awakened me from my daydream
" Had taken a shower, he said he wanted to cook... " That bang Toni I answered with a nod
After cleaning myself, I took my feet to the kitchen to meet Ani's bik to help me prepare provisions to the beach
Finished cooking I prepared to tell bang Toni in the room, when I opened the door, I heard bang Toni was on the phone with someone.
" I'm sorry today I can't take you I haven't been concerned about my wife for a long time I don't want my wife to be suspicious of me"
" ......... "
" I hope you understand my position"
" ........ "
" It's up to you that I close"
I close the door again I hold so as not to break my cry it turns out my heart is not ready with the fact it feels tight, I try to let my cry subside
Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok
" in... " Answer bang Toni
I opened the door and smiled fakely looking at bang Toni
" Deck.... Kok pake ketok door" said bang Toni "Abang kira bik Ani earlier" Continue
" Yes faint, just heard another brother call.. Afraid of being disturbed so close to the door" I replied to see a bang Toni who looked nervous
Deg