The Story of the Love Warrior
introspect myself

Approaching lunchtime, I could no longer resist my desire to do research on my discovery. After a frown ensures I'm the only occupant in this rest room, I look at the mirror in front of me. Black hair shoulder to shoulder somewhat wavy with the texture of fluffy hair that if like a broom, like a sling, so that my hair looks like lion's hair out in all directions irregular if cut shaggy model. Since then I make sure the best hairstyle for me is bob sebahu.

my face flattened mix such as peranakan Chinese and Javanese, small religious eyes sharp like a cat, petite nose whose peak only reaches two point five centimeters, upper and lower lips thick, thick,I remember as a child my three sisters who were all women often mocked me the "duck mouth" because if I put this lip on, then when viewed from the side, if I look at it, he will defeat the existence of the top of my tiny nose. "luckily I don't have a wide nose", my bathin while pulling the tip of the nose to be more pointed and mouth-pinked, I laughed laughing looking at the reflection in the mirror then turned my attention to my posture, one hundred and sixty \(160\ tall\)the centimetre that has not increased since the second grade of high school and the weight of forty-eight. \(48\) kilograms

"Ah, compared to the story in the chicklit book, actually I look pretty sweet really, I'm not fat, have teeth, yellow skin without acne, especially if you smile, I'm not fat, ah sweet too euy, "I tried to calm myself down

yes smile, I was stunned, how as big a smile could turn my face quickly into more attractive and sweet. Five seconds later, like a photo of a stylish model in front of the camera, I posed with various styles of smiles, first I tried the style of the smile of a surprise model of the cover of a nineties teen magazine with both palms on the cheeks, wide eyes and wide open mouth of course this smile is not suitable to be applied in my real life, a simple smile \\*miss world\\* facial expression imagines that I am the most beautiful woman in the world while thinking that world peace has been realized all over the earth and there is no hunger. I chuckled looking at myself, this artificial smile did not fit me at all and not miss world anyway

for a while I noted that HDR-style smiles and celebrities are worth a try to jack up my standard face.

at night in my room, I remembered that in two months, I would be one year older, TWENTY-EIGHT? god, I remember the statistics on the age of marriage in my family,

kaka first married three months before the age of 23 years, kakak number three married at the age of 27 years and 4 months, while brother number two was married 1 month before the age of 32 years and in your family only me and my sister who are not married and live with our parents, he said, and I should have had a boyfriend otherwise I would have broken the record (married at thirty years old) in my family previously held by my second brother