
In a room is being held discussions of BEM members, a lot of which is discussed until everything looks very serious but different from Reza, which is very different from Reza, he looks less focused even not paying attention to what other members present. Instead, he looks daydreaming and only plays a pen in his hand, a member realizes it until he tries to reprimand Reza.
" za.. Reza's... Za. "call the member.
" Uh... Yes, there's what Dra" Reza was surprised by the call of his friend named Dendra.
" What's up? It seems like there is something you think about to not focus on the material we discussed today" said Dendra.
" Sorry... Sorry, I lost focus. Sorry, please continue." Reza and they continued their discussion.
' Huh... Why do I keep thinking? My feelings were mixed until I couldn't focus. I should have realized that this marriage is difficult to live because it starts with compulsion, I don't have to expect more.' Inner Reza.
" okay... The discussion is now over, now it is time for lunch, let's eat together! Mumpung get money to eat from lecturers, let us eat at the front stall." said Dendra.
" I'm sorry, I don't think I can come" Reza said.
" why? It's free."
" It's okay, 'cause I still have some business outside."
" Okay, but you don't forget well this weekend there's a seminar in Bogor, you have to come."
" It's ready, just calm down." Reza then left the room.
' Where am I really going? Because many minds want to be alone. I'll just go to the lake again, hopefully it'll be quieter." Inner Reza, he immediately drove his motor to the place where the lake was located.
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Cilla was sitting on the couch watching television and enjoying a glass of her favorite strawberry juice while opening social media on her phone. Cilla accidentally saw a photo posted by Reza a few minutes ago, seen a green lake surrounded by lush trees adds to the beauty but implied loneliness in the portrait. It says Caption, "Keep this nature as you keep your own heart, if it's gone it's all meaningless."
' Why does Reza go to the lake? Who was he there?" batin Cilla was full of questions.
Sarah came out of her room and saw her daughter sitting on the sofa, Sarah immediately approached her and sat down next to her.
" Aren't you in college?" ask Sarah.
" There's no school today, Bun." Reply Cilla without turning her eyes on her phone.
" Where's your husband?"
" Reza said there was a meeting on campus, so he had to leave, it looks like he's coming home soon."
" Oh.... Mother curious, it has been 3 months married, is your relationship running smoothly? Mommy noticed you guys still look awkward to each other."
" Emmm... Well, it must have gone well, Bun. Otherwise, we wouldn't have survived until now." Reply Cilla.
" Good, Mommy hope your relationship runs like a harmonious married couple. Treat your husband well and obey what the husband says in kindness." Sarah advised her daughter.
" Yes Mother, I will remember what Mother said." said Cilla.
Sarah goes to the kitchen to check the ingredients and prepare a recipe for dinner. Directed his housekeeper to prepare the menu he gave for dinner later.
Shortly heard the sound of a motorbike which means Reza has returned home, Cilla who heard it also turned off her phone. In her heart was about to welcome her husband but her higher sense of ego overcame her heart.
Reza walked in and passed Cilla, and Cilla immediately asked Reza for pleasantries.
" Have you come home?"
" Yes." replied Reza briefly.
" Want me to get something ready for lunch?"
" It's okay, I've eaten. I just want to go straight to the room, take a shower and then go to bed because I'm so tired today." Reza replied and then entered his room.
Seeing Reza's response, Cilla felt annoyed, unlike usual Reza was cold to him. ' Why are there people? Eating the wrong times! People in Baikin even like that.' Cilla grumbled in his heart.
30 Minutes passed and Cilla entered her room, looking Reza had been lying on the sofa with her eyes closed. Unconsciously Cilla approached her, then bowed her body to look at Reza closer.
' If you look around, Reza's face is quite handsome as well. His eyes are round with pliable lashes.... His nose is sharp... Her lips fit the shape of her face.... Perfect. Eh.... What the hell am I thinking?' cilla's mind then Cilla moved away from Reza and sat on the edge of the bed.
' If you had come at the right time, maybe my feelings wouldn't be like this. But now my heart is still out of shape, with what Adrian did to me I should hate Adrian but for some reason, I still hope he comes back. Though I realized, there was Reza who loved me sincerely.' Inner Cilla, still staring at Reza who was asleep.
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Weekend
Cilla began to open her eyes because the sun had appeared behind the curtains of her room, the day had begun to warm so Cilla woke up from her sleep. He sat down while rubbing both his eyes with both hands after which he saw the sofa that had been neat without Reza there. Cilla went to the bathroom to wash her face and brush her teeth, then she went out of the room to the dining table where Sarah was there.
" Where else is Bun?" ask Cilla and sit at the dinner table.
" Dad went golfing and meeting with a client while Arka and Arsa said there was a futsal match with their schoolmates."
" That's Reza?" cilla asked as she devoured the bread that had been smeared with peanut butter in her hand.
" Reza was late in the morning, he said he had a seminar outside the city if not wrong. Didn't she tell you?" Sarah asked back.
" Oh... Ja.. I think Reza said it, but I seem to have forgotten it." Cilla said straighten out so Sarah didn't suspect anything.
' Why doesn't Reza tell me she wants to go to a seminar anyway? And his attitude yesterday was also strange. What is he exactly?' batin Cilla was full of questions.
Cilla was getting ready to go to campus, indeed the class today she entered during the day. As usual Cilla left by driving her own car, she drove her car at medium speed. His car stopped because of the red light, 'Today he left without saying goodbye, even now he has not contacted me at all. Actually I really don't care just that he behaved like never before.' muttered Cilla. Then there was a horn behind him 'Tttiiiddd Tttiiiddd', Cilla was awakened from his daydream and the lights had turned green. Soon Cilla returned to drive his car, he did not think with himself until he could daydream at the red light earlier.
He arrived in front of the campus and then he parked his car there smoothly, from a distance a friend approached him. His name is Elya, Cilla's only friend at this time, Elya his son is very easy to get along with even when he first knew, Elya who approached Cilla first. A lot of people know Elya but Elya is closer to Cilla.
" Hey Cill, you're late. Fortunately, the class was canceled, the lecturer could not attend." said Elya.
" Lah's... In vain I came to campus dong." Complain Cilla.
" Well yeah...... Okay, come on." They both got into Cilla's car and now Elya was driving by Cilla who he said was tired of driving.
" How's your car going, El?"
" I didn't bring a car today because it had to be serviced, I was anted papah driver."
" Okay, let's pull it out."
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At night, Hardi is still busy with her laptop and Sarah sits next to her after making her husband her favorite milk coffee.
" So, Cilla and Reza's relationship doesn't seem to have developed! I see they're acting like no married couple, one of them in terms of communication, it seems like they're shutting themselves out."
" really? According to the fact that it is important they do not fight, surely over time will come a sense if they continue together." Hardi sipped coffee in his hand.
" I'm just worried about their marriage. It's been over 3 months of their marriage."
" Just relax baby, we just pray that their marriage will last" said Hardi casually.
" Oh yeah, I hope there's a development between the two of them. Or do we fish by saying we want to get a grandchild soon?"
" Are you kidding? Cilla is young, only 22 years old, don't rush to let them enjoy their youth."
" This mas, we just lure them, I just want to know how they both react."
" sat.... Ok, if only for that, but if really later they plan to have children how?" hardi was doubtful.
" well... It's nothing, it's a hehehe bonus."
Hardi disagrees with Sarah's plans, but she must also try to find out if Cilla and Reza are on good terms.
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Evening arrived but there was no word from Reza, Cilla looked agitated once she looked at her phone and put it back down.
' What Reza is talking to Mother, she'll be home when! I asked Mommy first.' Inner Cilla then went straight to her parents' room and knocked on the door.
" Yes, what's up Cilla?" sarah opened the door to her room.
" Reza until this hour has not come home yet, do you know when Reza will return home?" cilla asked, hoping to get the answer she wanted.
" Eng.... Looks like Reza didn't say, you know he just wanted to go out of town, but didn't say when he came home. You think you're worried?"
" No.. Not even Mother, just want to know. Yashudah, I'm back in the room." Cilla moved back to her room, after which she immediately dropped herself on the bed.
' When do people want to go home anyway? I'm thinking.' Inner Cilla.
Elsewhere, Reza and some of her friends were already asleep, as in a room that was enough for some to lie down. They may feel tired from the activities they did all day.
In the middle of the night Reza woke up, and then he sat leaning from the closet a little away from his friends who were still sleeping. Reza reached into the phone in her pocket and opened it, clicked on the gallery on her phone and there were quite a few photos of her wedding to Cilla. At one by one the photo until his lips smile, he stopped in a picture of Cilla who was smiling sweetly. ' Beautiful, in my eyes you are beautiful. About him again what is well now?.' Inner Reza.
Reza typed a few sentences for him to send to Cilla but just click on the send button, he hesitated until he re-deleted his sentence, he did it over and over again until he finally did not send a message to Cilla. Reza returned to his bed, he laid his body beside his friend, but his eyes could not be closed with many thoughts in his head.
The morning arrived, Reza was seen running around a small field in front of the room. His newly awakened friend came out of the room to see Reza who was exercising early in the morning because the time was still showing at 6 am.
" Hey... Za.." call Reza's newly woken friend while waving her hand towards Reza.
Reza approached him, "Yes, what's up, bro.." Reza gasped for breath after arriving in front of his friend.
" What time have you run, what time do you wake up?"
" Oh that... I wake up at 2pm, I can't sleep anymore and I'm jogging at 5." Reply Reza then drank a small bottle of mineral water.
" why? Is there anything to think about." asked his friend but Reza only answered him with a smile.
Suddenly her phone rang, Reza grabbed it and saw a message from Cilla. ' Where are you? When Cilla's message came home, Reza just read it without intending to reply. Reza and her friend went to the bathroom to clean themselves up alternately.
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Cilla was upset because of the message she sent to Reza but only read without reply. Cilla grumbled so upset, ' Why the hell are there people? My defense sent me a message but not in reply, there is a problem what the hell he is the same me.'
" Why?" asked Sarah who heard Cilla muttering.
" No, it's just that I'm upset that Reza doesn't tell me." Cilla replied with a bent face.
" Maybe he's busy, you're positive thinking."
" Yes, but...."
" Here, we go to the salon yuk later in the day, than the mess continues." Sarah and Cilla agreed.
Back to Reza who has reread again the message from Cilla can even be said this has been to the number of times Reza read the message from Cilla. ' Does he really care about me? or just curiosity? If I could read Cilla's heart so I knew everything.' Inner Reza who was tidying up her clothes because this afternoon they were going home, the seminar was over. Not much Reza under just a pair of t-shirts and pants and an official clothing suit that he used during the seminar, do not forget the alma mater of his career.
" Have it all been done?"
" It's."
They also just wait for the bus to come as their ride when they go home later.
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