The Sinner Who Misses Heaven
The unexpected

" Stop yelling at me. There's an important thing I should ask your lover about "

" And maybe even my little girl "

" Your necklace "

" What's with my necklace "so said Lolita felt a necklace attached to her neck.

" Where did you get it" Devan asked Seriously.

Hearing such a question Lolita could only furrow her brows honestly She was lazy to discuss the matter.

" Where I got it doesn't matter. Don't ask me something that can make me hate someone "Said Lolita left

" I just want to know because the owner of the necklace means so much to me" Devan said, stopping Lolita's footsteps

" Nobody but me owns this necklace. From the small necklace is already attached to my neck " Sahut Lolita

Deg

Devan's heart was beating fast

" But why the first time I met the necklace there was no "

" Because I took it off "

" Do you know the origin of the necklace "

" no. But the mother said this necklace was on my neck from a small, including when found in front of the gate of the orphanage "clearly Lolita her voice began to turn hoarse and her eyes were not as usual.

Deg

" That gaze was full of disappointment and hatred "Inner Devan and Zein were stunned by Lolita's eyes.

" And you didn't find out " said Devan with a high tone

" For what. I know this may be the legacy of my biological parents " said Lolita staring at Devan

" Why don't you look for them" said Slow Devan, staring at Lolita with more complexity

" I told you what for. Why am I looking for those who may live happily with their other children without thinking of me whom they have thrown away. It's gonna make me sicker and make me hate them more. If I don't want to take care of why I should present me, why give birth to me if I'm finally thrown out. I do not ask to be cleansed into this world, even if I can choose my parents I also do not want to be Born By one who cannot keep a part of himself " lolita said with a husky voice holding back the cry.

" Living Without Parents is like Sailing But blind to directions. You only hope in the wind that might lead me to a Luck like that was my childhood life, Adrift with no clear direction and purpose. Bullyan Caci maki and Humiliation three things like Waves, storms, and Rain in the middle of the vast Ocean with no one to help you, you can only survive and survive. You live Anak was born from a golden spoon unlike me who even had to fight hard to get a piece of Bread "Lolita continued sadly given his rather tragic childhood.

Deg

Devan and Zein's heart is like a crumpled and pierced Hearing Lolita's words that are quite heart-pounding.

" It's as hard as it is to live "Inner Devan looks at Nanar Lolita

" You and you, you two people born into a rich family will never be able to feel what I feel or a low-caste person like us " lolita pointed at Devan and Zein in turn

" Baby "call Gentle Zein walking towards Lolita, But Lolita raised her hand a stop sign

" Stop there. And get rid of your gazes like that against me. Because I don't need your pity, let my story be mine " said Lolita and turned her back on her head.

After Lolita's departure both Zein and Devan were silent with their own thoughts.

" What do you mean Van...." Asked Zein coldly

" Well.me...aa.me "

" You made him sick you know that. I tried to make her smile all the time but you made her cry....."

Bugh

Because of Zein's emotions to give a raw Bogem to Devan.

" And I must what haaaa..... I also miss him the "hyx answered Devan in Frustration

" What do you mean "ask Zein seriously looking at Devan who is crying

" I miss Ze too. I miss him hicks. The little girl I used to play with as a child, the little girl I always wanted to cry for, the little girl who always stuck with me. I miss all that Ze hiks" said Devan in a cry with Isak

" What do you mean fuck.you want to take it from me Haa... " Zein is getting emotional hearing Devan's statement. Don't let them be lovers when kids think Zein's jealous

" But she's also mine Ze " Sahut Devan

Bugh

" dangerous. Apparently you want to take it from me. That's never gonna happen, man never will be "

Once again Zein hit Devan. He was already emotional added Jealous More Raging Wild Lion

Bugh

This time Devan did not remain silent. He also hit Zein

" Before you marry her then she's still mine Damn it" Devan said

" What exactly do you want Haa.. It's not that you don't like him even you're impressed by Cuek as much as him but why do you say he's yours Haa.." Said Zein with a high tone

" That's because I don't know if she's my little princess" Devan Santai replied

" What the hell is that call. " Ledek Zein though in his heart his jealousy was already burning

" Why she's my princess. Princess of a DEVANDO ALEXANDER "

" Stop calling him that. She is mine not yours or your princess remember that "Put Zein stressed to Devan that Lolita is her Woman, hers

" no. He's mine, too, because..."

" Will not "Said Zein moved closer to Devan

" Why not. He's my brother Ze..."

" WHAT...." Shouted Zein staring at Devan asking for a reply back

" Well she's my sister, my Princess, my brave little girl" Devan said happily but her eyes showed happiness and sadness

" You know I've been looking for her incessantly even when my parents stopped and desperately I kept trying to find her. I'm happy because now he has met and grown into a beautiful woman "Reveal Devan

" Why don't you tell him " said Zein

" I'm afraid, I'm afraid to be hated by him. I'm both happy and sad, if I had quickly found out that maybe his past wouldn't have been like this, he wouldn't have had to bother to eat a piece of bread like he said earlier... moreover, he had to plunge in the world of the Night "Devan's voice felt stuck in the throat

" He should live happily, his children should live He spent playing not foraging. What if silence hates us, what if it hates me for thinking we threw it away. I have to how Ze, I'd love to hug her and say proudly I'm her brother but... My whole courage was lost when I heard the suffering he went through How could I restore his miserable childhood to full color. " See Devan. He poured out all his heart to his friend.

" Just say it. I'm sure he'll be able to understand everything. Lolita just needs time to calm her heart and mind. After you calm down, say, Don't you miss Him, especially Your parents must miss Him too much" Zein said wisely

" Yes you're right. I have to say believe it or not it's up to Loli "devan replied steadily.