The Path of an Introvert
Section 15. The Daily Story of Berry

#Berry's writing in his precious book#

Today

After returning home from school, I ventured to ask the friend I also loved, my Iren, seeing the incident where suddenly my best friend Nissa also invited Iren out of class because there was something discussed by both of them and for so long made me ask about what they discussed outside class, and I decided not to take it for a moment and paid attention back to the lesson. A while after that Iren came in and was sitting next to me but I did not want to ask her directly to Iren and wait for the right time.

Throughout the lesson I kept thinking about and kept wondering what Iren and Nissa were talking about, I also decided to ask after the lesson was finished later and while waiting I also paid serious attention to the lesson so that later I would not miss the explanation from my teacher.

After school and the lesson was finished I ventured to ask Iren directly with the courage I said like this to Iren "Ren earlier why came out with Nissa?”

“oh earlier Nissa was worried about Iren, ask why Iren daydreaming about the time of the lesson hours, Iren, Iren continued to explain that Iren had more thoughts because Yanda ngajak Iren meeting like she wanted to hear Iren's answer maybe Yanda nya”

I foolishly volunteered myself to accompany her to meet Yanda at the cafe, in my heart just now after I offered myself to Iren I spoke to myself in my mind.” Why Ber you bargain anyway later Iren know that you like him is stupid Ber” Ber but Iren also laughed because I offered to accompany him, Iren's good luck allowed me to accompany him because Nissa came along so I feel a little calm because there is Nissa who can accompany me later to tell me that Iren is with Yanda,

Then we went home and when I got home I kept thinking and immediately prepared to go to Iren's house with Nissa because Iren said waiting for us at his house as usual because the cafe was close to Ruamah Iren, I met Nissa at a crossroads before Iren's house and I walked with Nissa to Iren's house.

Once we were at his house we went straight to the cafe, because Iren Yanda said uda first got there and uda waited for Iren there.

We walked three of them to the cafe. But along the way I noticed Iren was very anxious somehow maybe because he was anxious to meet Yanda because he was afraid of being hated by Yanda, but I don't know what to say because I'm afraid of the wrong word and also afraid to add to Iren's mind, I was silent just praying in my heart to be smooth and hopefully Iren rejected Yanda and not be dating Yanda.

But Nissa who realized that Iren was very anxious also began to react and melt the atmosphere by joking to Iren by saying that I shot Iren what would accept Nissa's joke that made my heart feel like dislodged because Nissa who always joked like that to me, I kept paying attention even Iren who looked down because in becandain Nissa, continued Nissa to make me her becakanya material, she said, but I'm fine because I know what Nissa means so Iren can be calmer and also more confident and not anxious to talk later with Yanda.

I was embarrassed when Nissa said I was shy, to cover it up I tried as calmly as possible and offset Nissa's jokes to me by joking back to Nissa by replying to Nissa's words “what the heck nis, I guess what hayooo” with my answer That I saw my sweet smile Iren and laugh made me smile and happy with the situation, because I think Iren is calmer now not as hot as before while on the road.

Nissa kept joking with both of us, especially to me who was the ingredient of Nissa's jokes.

The trip was also an important moment for me because it was a thrilling moment for me because waiting for the answer Irenku who was shot by someone else who made me feel anxious if Iren suddenly instead of accepting it, Iren did not reject it even though he had told me and Nissa that he did not want to and did not like Yanda, but I was still worried because I felt that everyone could change his feelings when he was alone and serious even though he did not want to at first but because there was a sense of pity to be received that disturbed the mind me and make me anxious.

When we entered the cafe and headed for the table suddenly Nissa pulled me to the nearest table before Yanda's desk, and Nissa let Iren walk alone towards Yanda's desk.

I sat down with Nissa and ordered our drinks to sit down at the table from Iren and Yanda.

I also read a book I borrowed from this cafe because I think the story is interesting and I offer to Nissa also what book she wants to read, what book, but Nissa chose it herself and we read the book waiting for our order to come.

A few moments later our order arrived and started to enjoy it.

Suddenly Nissa closed her book and picked me up sharply, I was astonished and a little anxious in my heart asking ‘oh why suddenly Nissa was serious, what's wrong with me is wrong with Nissa???’

I also tried to calm down with Nissa's question regarding Iren

I also joked a little with Nissa's question so that she would laugh a little but what is my weak power, Nissa immediately asked directly blatantly about my feelings to Iren

I was shocked to death and confused as to how to answer Nissa's question

But I gathered up my courage and answered calmly because Iren was not here so I dared to express it with Nissa because I believed that Nissa would definitely understand what I was saying about my feeling to Iren is why I'm not dating Iren right now even though I like Iren

I also explained to Nissa, gini Niss if you can be honest yes, Berry was actually more than like Iren continue to be long ago Berry so afraid of losing Iren let Berry mengdam aja Berry own feelings

I also remember these words until now because this is the moment where I pour out my feelings if I like Iren, the person I trust the only one, Nissa

Actually, I had thought that I was dating Iren if Nissa would be angry because we were very close in my opinion, to anywhere if not together it did not feel right

I also undo my desire to date Iren, let time alone unite us later

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