The No More Sun
THE SILENT NIGHT

"Keysa, where's my son?" Mrs Mina asked when she found out Keysa had just come home after midnight

"Wait for Keysa? Keysa apologizes Ma." Keysa hugged Madam Mina, the worried face of Madam Mina making Keysa regretful for forgetting the time when she came out with Kay

"Rest Ley. Mama wants to talk to Jay." Myonya Mina's orders.

"Yes Ma." Keysa answered and went into his room.

"Ehem... Where did you go to take Keysa until the early hours of the morning?" Ask Madam Mina

"I'm just walking Ma. I saw her as stressed, so I comforted her before she got married. If she's married, I won't be able to comfort her anymore." Answer Kay

"Since when?" Madam Mina asked which surprised Jay.

"I mean mama?" Jay pretended not to understand the direction of Mrs Mina's question

"When did you love her? Since when is Jay? Answer Mama!" Madam Mina spoke in a higher tone than before.

"Is the question since when does it now matter? Is the answer important too? Ma, Keysa will soon be married to Javier's sister, since that day comes, The answer to Mama's question is no longer meaningful." Jay answered very wisely.

"Jay, don't love her. Because Keysa will be your Sister-in-law, not your adopted sister anymore" said Mrs Mina with sadness that was seen in her eyes.

"Ma, if one day Javier's sister was to waste Jay's sacrifice releasing Keysa to be his wife, would Jay go after Keysa again?" Ask Jay

"Can Jay be with Keysa, make her happy, always love her, be with her, can she?" Impairedness

"Of course I can." Answer Madam Mina.

"Why did you marry Keysa to Kak Kavier? "Ask Jay

"So Javier can stay. So that Javier no longer chooses the wrong decision." Answer Madam Mina.

"What does Keysa mean to you? You guys use him for pawns?" Ask Jay with a little emotion

"It's not like that. Jay, this reason is enough Mama and what do you know. If one day this decision hurts Keysa, pursue if you can make him happy." Madam Mina said then returned to her room leaving Jay pensive with her response.

"Do you have to make him hurt first, then allow him to be happy? Keysa, I'll protect you like a big brother. Fuck what is called feeling. Your happiness is far more important than my feelings." Inner Jay

Tonight, oh no, it's almost early in the morning, it feels so quiet that the sound of the clock moving and also the sound of the heart beating.

The beautiful day for Jay is over because after this, Jay has to let Keysa marry Kavier.

Slowly the foot went into a beautiful room. Whose room it is if not Keysa's. Jay took a chair and sat down next to Keysa's bed. Looking at the face of Keysa who is currently asleep.

"If I indulge in my selfishness, I only want to have you. I don't want to share it with anyone. I want to look at you while you sleep, like I do now. I want it when I wake up, your face the first I see. What a ridiculous selfishness, Keysa? If I had known from the beginning that you could marry the son of the family who took care of you, I might not have shied away like I did all this time. Now it's too late I know it, I'm also free to install the front body because you will still pass me because I'm a coward who does not dare to be honest with my own feelings." Mumbled Jay

Jay involuntarily muttered to sleep in the chair. Keysa who had not slept, listened to everything that Jay muttered. Although his voice was very slow, but the quiet atmosphere was enough to make him listen to everything.

Time seemed to change, now it was Keysa's turn to look at Kay while sleeping. Her sturdy tube, her head propped up on a dressing table, her face that looked young from her age. Keysa looked at Jay with a smile.

Just being with Jay, Keysa can laugh, cry, express his feelings. Keysa held himself in front of everyone.

"Sister Jay." Keysa wakes Jay up because Keysa feels, jJay has been sleeping too long in such a position. The body can hurt if left for longer.

"Sister Jay." Keysa's tiny hand touched Jay's hand and shook it.

"Key? Did I snore until you woke up? Wouldn't you sleep like a dead ba*i?" Jay said

"What's? Keysa was kind enough to wake up Jay's sister so that Jay's body didn't hurt, but hurt me. Get out of Keysa's room!" Keysa pulls Jay's body, then throws him out of his room.

"Keysa, open the door. Jay's brother still wants to be inside" Jay banged on Keysa's door. After 20 minutes, Jay was still trying to bang on Keysa's door until Keysa slipped a letter and was ejected through the gap under the door.

"Sister Jay, don't be noisy, okay! Keysa is tired, sleeping. It was early morning, Keysa had to go to school so now he had to sleep. Happy break, Jay! Thank you for everything, thank you for drooling at my makeup table!"

That's what Jay wrote, just like that makes Jay smile clumsy.

"Jay, what are you doing in front of Keysa's room?" Asked Mr. Zenda who suddenly came, making Jay surprised. Jay kept a letter written by Keysa.

"You see, Keysa has not slept. You were back home kemaleman, if not sleeping want Jay to make warm tea" replied Jay tried not tense

"There rest! You don't think Papa's gonna hear you banging on the door until you wake everyone up." Mr. Zenda blurted as if Jay was being a bully

"Yes-iya sorry. Jay's feeling, it was slow. Ohya Pa, Keysa's wedding day, so my engagement day is with Ellia, okay!" Jay said as he put his hand on Papa's shoulder.

"You sure? This fast?" Ask Mr. Zenda to hesitate

"How can you not trust Jay?" Ask Jay

"Obsolutely normal. Are you not in love anymore?" Ask Mr. Zenda

"I was in love for a long time, maybe you could say it's expired Pa." Jay's words made Mr. Zenda chuckle

"You're this. There rest, Papa will arrange. Tomorrow at lunchtime, we'll go to Ellia's house to talk about your engagement!"

"Ready Papa Boss!"

Making the decision to marry the girl of choice Family, is not easy. However, anyone will accept and try if the chosen woman has a nature like Ellia. A tough woman who never wants to use her parental connections for her personal affairs.

A woman who is always gentle in her speech she said. Women who always give up and also women who are full of confidence. Unlike Keysa, Keysa is a wise woman. Keysa is not gentle but a firm woman.

Both make their own meaning for Jay. One is love and one is simply admiration. Jay's been living side by side with Ellia for years. Their closeness stops being limited by friendship. It can't be more than that because Jay's heart space is already filled with Keysa, there's no room for anything else.