The New Normal Love
Phobias

Avril slowly opened her eyes. He checked the whole room with his round eyes.

where is this ?

Avril frowned to find her legs sore, she just realized someone was wrapping his wound with a bandage.

"Zens.."

arzen closed Avril's mouth.

"Nayla sleeps !" whispering while pointing at Nayla who was sleeping next to Avril.

Arzen finished replacing the Avril bandage and then cleaned the p3k into the box again. Avril got up and lowered her legs to the floor.Now she sat on the bedside. Arzen immediately approached him.

"we're talking outside." Arzen asked. Avril just nodded.

Arzen rubbed Avril's body towards the side door of the room made of glass.from the inside alone had seen a glimpse of the beauty of the scenery outside.the door was opened by sliding it, ala the doors of the Japanese house. Avril nagged . The view of this room turns directly into a swimming pool that is united with the sea.only visible walls between them.

Arzen directed Avril to sit in the lounge chair. Avril just according.

"where is this ?" avril remained on the question.

Arzen squatted down, lined up Avril who sat down. "this is my personal apartment."

"beautiful !" his sigh.

"do you like it ?" his gaze that had been straight to the sea immediately turned to Arzen's face, and he answered Arzen's question with a smile.

"marry me, and I'll give it to you." holding Avril's hand.

Avril was shocked and released Arzen's hand.Acrossively, Arzen was pushed to the floor.

"how dare you push me !" Arzen looks riled up.

"how dare you bribe me with the Apparatus. huh, I'm not interested." looked the other way.

"you're making it hard."

"yes, leave me."

"here, in my Apparatus. You start getting around to get this Apparatus huh ?"

"you mean ?"

"you told me to leave you here, while this is my Apparatus. That means you want to have it, right ?"

what the hell is this guy thinking, his mind is never as rich as other normal people.

"eng.okok not."

Arzen smiled then moved to the lounge chair beside Avril.

"what about Febri and Aris ?" Avril started to panic when she remembered her sister.

"they're safe." said calmly as he leaned back in the chair and closed his eyes.

"what do you mean, all I know is that Aris's shophouse was attacked. How can they be safe ?"

Arzen bounced back. "you're such a fuss, just call your sister !" he handed her handpone.

it didn't take long for Avril to call Febri.

"cats, feb."

"oh this is mbak. mbak is okay right ?"

"no, it's just like Nayla in the Arzen Apparatus."

"good as hell !"

"what's good ?"

"yes, if I'm not at all Arzen I'm calm."

"are you all right ?"

"The same house shophouse is not, but I'm the same Aris is fine."

"what, the house was also attacked ?"

"yes, that's how it is."

"where are you now ?"

"eh, I forgot Ngabarin. I'm with Arid on the bogor."

"what !" a little screaming in surprise. "wake all the way to bogor ?"

"the house will be renovated tomorrow so bang Arzen send us to bogor for honeymoon.so don't worry, everything is borne by bang Arzen. oh yes another one, so don't worry, mbak there aja same mbang arzen janga go home first yes, later aja go home if the house is done. bye mbak, I want to continue honeymoon. muach, muach." Febri hung up the phone.

"this, thank you." returned Arzen's handpone.

"are you calm now ?" grab his handpone and put it on the table.

"yeah, but how come they even honeymoon at a time like this."

"that's my idea, are you envious !"

"iri, what does that mean ?"

Arzen approaches Avril, now they look at each other "have you ever been on a honeymoon ?"

Avril looked down to avoid Arzen's gaze. "you're right, I'm not a lucky woman who can do that beautiful thing.My marriage because of arranged marriage, and the first night was an accident." said Avril Lirih.

Arzen raised Avril's chin with his hand. directed her back to return her gaze. "marry me, I will make you the luckiest woman ?"

Avril was stunned. Arzen's words were so felt spinning on his head and ringing in his face.he then realized when Arzen's lips were right sticking thin on his lips.

I don't know where the power comes from. Avril pushed Arzen strongly, and made him slam back to the floor.

Arzen felt crowded.he was so riled up. he then turned around while cursing Avril.

Avril was still staring at Arzen with her sharp eyes. Arzen again brought his body closer to Arzen's.

"should have married you by force from the beginning." kept approaching. Avril tried to retreat from her place. "you're so hard." Aezen continued to approach. "not a single girl rejected me, even they offered themselves to me." kept approaching. Avril was cornered in the seat. "but you.." brought her face back closer.

they looked at each other for a moment. Avril looked frightened, as if Arzen was a tiger about to pounce on her. Avril's breathing started to go irregular.

Arzen forces himself to kiss Avril again, hoping that Avril will be lured, and when Arzen does a small manufer with his lips, it somehow becomes a torture for Avril.

the shadow of yoga, her ex-husband forced her to serve him harshly on the first night made the old phobia reoccur. Avril tried to push Arzen's chest with her hand.

Arzen continued to fiercely kiss her, a speck of tear-eye dripping down Avril's cheek. Arzen saw it. he just realized that he could not control himself.

Arzen stopped his action.he was stunned to see Avril close her eyes while crying in fear.he also scabbed as if to protect himself.

"vril.avril.." Arzen begins to worry, shaking Avril's body which is still drowning in phobias of bad memories of the past.

"i beg you not to force me." he said softly.

"Avril !" snapped Arzen with a thousand confusions.

"Yoga.." Avril gasped at Arzen's screams and reflexively mentioned her ex-husband's name.

"Are you okay ?" grabbing Avril's hand.

Avril was still speechless and was seen to catch her breath and then shook her head slowly.

"sorry.." looked at Avril full of regret. Avril still didn't answer. "I don't mean your meaning."

"zen, please don't do it again !" gathering strength to speak.

"why ?"

"do you really want to know ?"

"yes, of course, if you don't mind telling it."

"alright, sit there. I'll tell you about it." pointed to the lounge chair where Arzen was sitting. Arzen immediately complied with Avril's will.

Avril gulped several times preparing herself before telling her grievous past.

***

seven years ago, when the wedding party was over, Avril waited in the bridal room. Avril waited expectantly.but her hope was dashed to hear the sound of clock bells at exactly 12.00 pm.Avril cried in the corner of the room.

time went so slow and agonizing that suddenly the sound of knocking on the door came, Avril erased her tears and opened the door cheerfully.

her guess was right she came up with a mess. her mouth bay alcohol however avril knew she was not drunk. she pushed Avril into bed violently. Avril rebel.

"why, huh. isn't this what you want ?"

"what do you mean ?"

"you deliberately agreed to our arranged marriage because you wanted me. And you should know, you've foiled all the plans I've made to get my loved ones." he snapped followed by a hard slap on Avril's smooth cheek.

"what are you doing ?"

Yoga clasped the collar of Avril's nightshirt firmly "you asked what I was doing. I will avenge your actions and destroy you." immediately pulled it firmly to tear it. His nightgown was torn, the buttons are spread to the floor.

seeing Avril who was already naked he was provoked as well. fondled again Avril with rough.Avril several times revolted but as many slaps landed on his cheeks.

Avril drooped limp. her pride was destroyed instantly.The man beside her was not her husband but the devil.she forcibly snatched away what she always maintained.

Yoga laughed with pride. "hahahaha.You are satisfied that you have got me now. You sly base, your parents are almost poor and you set me up to marry you, I didn't expect you to be a virgin." looked at Avril with a contemptuous look. "but don't expect that I'll open my heart to you."

Yoga threw down her blanket and put on her clothes again, then left Avril who began to cry.

***

Avril stopped the story. Now he began to sob. Arzen who had been listening since felt ignited.his emotions were unbearable.

"that's so bad, it's possible that he's that slick.he wins but it's as if he's the one who's been harmed." clenched his fists. "if I had met him, I would have broken his hands."

"Zen.." Avril's soft voice blew Arzen's anger and extinguished it. "it's just the past."

Arzen looked at Avril for a moment. found a pile of dark stories depicted on his face.removed the remaining tears on Avril's cheeks and clasped his hands tightly.

"is this what scared you when I forced you earlier ?" Avril did not flinch she just silently looked at Arzen's eyes.

Arzen suddenly knelt down in front of Avril.

"pardon me !" lirih.

Avril began to flutter. "uh, don't gini Zen. wake up !"

Arzen, still kneeling and bowing. Avril was so clumsy that she didn't know what to do.

"ARZEN !" the snapping made Arzen look up. The meeting of four eyeballs happened again.the longer they looked the closer they were to the distance of their faces.

Arzen almost did it again, but he immediately brushed aside his intentions when Avril's shadow flashed as she was terrified.

Arzen stood up for a moment, he was misbehaved.

"ah, the weather is very hot." he muttered as he undressed.

"what do you want ?" Avril was getting worried.

"i want to swim, you think you want to do it again. you pervert." cried Arzen pitched chat.

you were so sweet and so man, but in an instant you were back to being a shitty Arzen, but I'm happy, because with you like this you've become the real you.

***

wow. I do not feel yes already entered episode 21. this is my first work in Noveltoon. hopefully the readers like.

hayooo.. Can anyone guess ? how the continuation of the complicated story of Arzen and Avril. will Arzen admit that he was Little Didit Avril, or Avril will know it from others. yuk, follow the story yes brother !

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