The Most Beautiful Mistake
Chapter IX
The Degggggggggg!!!
My heart stopped beating. He was waiting for what Bayu would say.
" hmmm... What should I say?? " said Bayu while scratching his head, a sign that he was confused.
Tya looked at it with anxious hope. He won himself, preparing his heart to hear what Bayu would say.
" hmm. first of all I want to apologize for my behavior all this time. I'm sorry for always bothering you.I'm sorry for bullying you. Please forgive me for always denouncing you.. I'm sorry first.." pinta Bayu.
Tya could only nod her head. He was still focused on regulating his breathing and heartbeat.
" hmm. okay..You know, I used to think I was like a stalker who always followed where you were. Every day I always look for your whereabouts and approach you, so you don't be surprised." he continued.
He could only nod his head. He is still trying to control his feelings and thoughts.
" Everything has its reasons. The reason why I have to do all of that. I want your attention. I want you to always think of me. Because if I was always bothering you, you would always think of me. And why do I have to do all that, because I can't express directly through words. I can only express it through my attitude. I hope you can capture my feelings. But hope is hope. You are really plain. I don't know what else I have to do to make you realize what I feel about you. Even on graduation day, I couldn't express my feelings. At that time I was really sorry.I was really sorry to have let you go back then. From that day on, I promised myself that if God ever brought us together again I would reveal it. I don't know why this feeling never goes away. This feeling still exists today, even now, if I am always looking for you. Whether it's going to work, at lunch, or on my way home from work, I want to be with you, always wanting to spend time together. I hope you will be aware of my feelings. But just like before, you were never aware of my feelings. I don't want to have to express it through words. Or I'll regret it a second time. Tya.. all the things I did before even until now, none other than because I love you ty. " said Bayu. He stopped his words and saw Tya's response. He just looked at her as if he could not believe it. Tya remembered the words of his friend Fani who said that Bayu liked him. That's right what Fani said. Tya felt shocked but there was a happy feeling that filled the recesses of his heart. Tya finally nodded her head and waited for what Bayu would say. Seeing the response from Tya , Bayu continued his speech.
" I don't know when my feelings came about. I don't know when we first met or when I didn't know. All I know is I just want to be with you. I love you Ty..Haahhhhhh. I can finally reveal it too! hah...i am really very relieved.I have been practicing these few days to string together the words that I will say today. I don't want to regret it a second time.." Bayu continued his words. He sees a response from Tya and expects an answer from Tya. But what is waiting for is not responding.
" Uh uh.. Yes ...iya... like this. mmm.. duh, I also get confused.." replied Tya flutter and still confused how to answer it.
" Mmm. know not the heck you Bayu, I was very sick as you. where - where you are always there to bully me, always denouncing me. and if according to your statement earlier it was all his purpose to make me always think of you, you succeeded Yu! There is no day without me thinking about you. And also either start when , if you are not there I always look for you. I always miss going to bully you. And I don't know since when I also love you Yu.." said Tya shy - shy.
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