The Melancholia Children's Rhyme

The Melancholia Children's Rhyme
The Verse of Tears


Tears


I don't know what reminds me of you ,


Suddenly these tears fell back ,


Memories of memories I have lived through ,


It is still in the heart ,


I'm helpless and fragile ,


I can't forget everything that happened ,


it still breaks my heart ,


something I can't forget ,


I don't even want to remember it .


I remember I was in love once ,


with a girl I admire a lot ,


I still remember your face, though ,


your name is even your voice, but the longer I forget you ,


the memory of you is disappearing ,


and this memory has returned again ,


I don't know what the cause is ,


I remember you again ,


which I have long forgotten ,


I'm trying to forget you ,


but still I can't forget you .


I remember someone who lived in my heart ,


but my heart is empty ,


no one lives in my heart anymore ,


you who once lay in my heart, are now leaving me ,


I myself am in a desolate friend ,


finish the day full of dreams ,


to finish the night full of dreams, silent night ,


I sometimes remember you back ,


I'm a useless man, I can't make you happy ,


I can't be the one who deserves you ,


that's why you left me ,


and choose another man who deserves you, who I think you want to be with ', versus me who sucks ,


in lovemaking and unable to create an atmosphere of romance .


These tears still flow ,


even though I tried to forget you ,


this has been going on for a long time ,


how can I forget you ,


I'm confused not knowing how to ,


I kept silent unsaid ,


when your face is again in my remembrance ,


tears are tears ,


I still bear this sorrow .


October 2014 .


October 2019 .


Melancholia child rhyme


Tears


Suddenly these tears fall back,


Memories for the memories that I've been through,


Still stored in the heart,


I am helpless and fragile,


I can't forget everything that happened,


still thinking in my heart,


something I can't forget,


I don't even want to remember it again.


I still remember I was in love,


with a girl that I really admire,


even I still remember your face,


your name is even your voice, but the more I forget about you,


memories of you are fading away,


and this memory has returned again,


whatever the cause, though,


I remember you, you,


which I have long forgotten.


I even tried to forget you,


but still I can't forget you.


I remember someone who lived in my heart,


but my heart is empty,


no one lives in my heart anymore,


you who stopped by my heart, now leave me,


I alone in the lonely friend,


finish off the days full of dreams,


finish off the night full of dreams, the silent silence of the night,


I sometimes remember you again,


I'm a useless man, I can't make you happy, I'm,


I can't be the right person for you,


that's why you left me,


and choose another man who desires you, who I think you want with him, shared to me who is lame,


in making love and unable to create an atmosphere of romance.


These tears are still flowing,


even though I'm trying to forget you,


even though this happened a long time ago,


how can I forget you,


I'm convinced not knowing what to do,


I was silent without words,


when your face comes to mind,


tears are still tears,


I still bear this sadness.


2014 October.


2019 October.


Melancholian nursery rhymes


Eiva Havnie (Davirajasena)