
Dirga still clasped my hand tightly, we were still at the Mall, walking around. Dirga bought me a maroon dress. I think Dirga forgot my favorite color, it turns out he knows very well what I think, he knows what I feel, he knows what I feel, he even knew how hard I endured the longing he had for two years.
"Say Hanna, where are you going? I'll take you around today." Dirga looks at me. There was a sincerity from every word or look. I'm sure nothing will beat this warmth.
"I don't care where you're from, Ga."
"Then we go to the Smart Park, aren't there a lot of children playing? you like kids too, don't you?" Dirga smiled at me, I replied softly.
A day I will never forget, a day that makes my heart beat, a day that will hold many memories with him. It was a day that really belonged to both of us.
Now, Dirga and I are sitting on a bench near some children playing on a swing. Actually, I'd rather sit down and share a story with Dirga than go around.
Today, we share many stories. Dirga told me about herself while she was in training or Flight School in Bali-Whoever she met-What she did-as well as about her feelings during her time there. Hearing even seeing Dirga's expression while telling her, there was a deep sense of happiness I felt, although on one side fear began to slip in my heart. I was afraid that Dirga would get away from me, and would rather go back there than continue her relationship with me.
"What about you, Hanna?" Her question suddenly spread my fear.
"There's nothing interesting for me to tell, Ga. I just have a good friend named Jo at Campus, and a weird fan." I smiled a little.
"The weird fans?"Dirga.
"Emm.., someone always just sent me a letter, but I've never read it."
"Why not ka-u!" dirga's speech was interrupted when he saw a child fall from a swing and get hurt. At that moment Dirga stood up, doing nothing, while I immediately approached the boy. A three-year-old girl fell from the swing, it must have made her shocked, even the parents who accompanied her at that time were receiving calls and still did not realize if the child had fallen from the swing. I immediately held the boy, stroked his chest and tried to treat his wounds, until his mother came to our senses and approached us.
"My son.., O God, what happened?" He asked in surprise while reaching for his son who was still carrying at that time.
"Mom's son fell off the swing, and I don't know?you should pay more attention to your child and not be negligent in taking care of him!" I growled at the child's mother.
"Thank you for helping my son. Thanks again."
"Please take good care of him, at least there is still you who take care of him until he grows up." Reveal it again, sincere. Then I left them, but my steps stopped when I saw Dirga's unusual look. Dirga saw me for a moment and left.
What's wrong with her? I asked myself, then chased after Dirga.
"Theirga...!Stop that!" My yelling. He stopped his steps immediately without turning back. I walked up to him - staring - and he looked down not wanting to look at me.
"What's wrong with you?" I took his hand. I felt Dirga tremble for the first time, yet she still looked down not wanting to look at me.
"We'd better go home, Han!" Bring along.
"You're hiding something from me!" Assertiveness
"Let's go home!" Take it soft again.
"Wl...! I want you to tell me, why did you suddenly walk away from me after seeing that kid fall off the swing?" My anger is full of thousands of questions. I tried to look Dirga in the eye, I knew there was something he was hiding, but it was hard for him to reveal everything.
"Hanna I beg you!" please be gentle to me again.
"But Dir-!" my word's disconnected.
"Hanna, I beg you! don't force me to be rude to you." His plea again then passed by, even he unconsciously nudged my shoulder and made my tears glow for a while. I turned around and looked at me, too, but he just kept walking, completely leaving me.
I still haven't left that place, I'm still standing staring at her without even turning around, without coming back to me and driving me home. Like yellowing leaves falling to the ground, my happiness today also fell because of the closed attitude of Dirga.