The Love That Never Comes

The Love That Never Comes
Pathetic


(The next day)


on a sunny morning as Angel usually goes to school, this time she walks alone.


Usually Angel feels excited when meeting with his friends at school but today he seems to have no spirit anymore because of thinking about the problem last night that has no news at all.


His friend was amazed to see the moody angel from morning until school.


then they asked him "why? ". Angel told her all the problems and her friends calmed her down.


Been waiting a few days for news...


Angel's mother, who was treated at RS E, reportedly suffered from cervical cancer or uterine cancer and was most severely diagnosed with a malignant tumor in her neck.


recontact....


One family was saddened to be devastated by the news.


They also do various ways to make the mother recover, fortunately the mother uses a BPJS card so that it is very easy for her treatment. The doctor suggested that her mother should be in chemotherapy to facilitate the healing of the mother's disease.


It has been a few months of treatment, the mother did not recover from her illness. Therefore his father decided to let his mother go home and use alternative ways. But her mother refused because she thought that her time was near.


then because his mother refused to seek treatment, his mother's disease recurred increasingly severe, so he had to go to the hospital and was rumored to have to be operated on.


How surprised they are that the tumor in the neck has spread to the mother's uterus, so it must be operated on in the abdomen.


Finished the operation, it is unexpected - thought by angel that the disposal for his feces should be put on the pouch and attached to the abdomen.


Angel was very sad.


he wants to scream....


he wanted to die to see his mother limp in his bed...


When she first saw her mother after the surgery, she saw that she was very thin.


at that moment he began to shed his tears and his legs were already covered ketir see the condition of his mother, can not express the words anymore.


she dispels her grief by comforting her mother, she always takes care of her mother and never lets her mother feel pain.


A few months passed after the bitterness that occurred to Angel and his family.


Time for Grade X Children to do the Final Semester Examination signifies that soon they will go up to class Xl and determine whether or not they pass to the IPA or IPS majors.


as usual if there is a UAS there all students and students share their answers or cheat.


A few weeks waiting for results, they also received their report card in class X.


because the mother and father of angel can not attend the report division, then there is one family who is ready to help take the report card angel.


At that time, Angel was sad because the report card had decreased.


Which from semester 1 then rank 8 is now decreased semester 2 to rank 12, he rose class Xl IPA 1.


he did not feel happy about it because his friend went to the IPS department, as well as Nada and Melky who majored in IPS.


He will definitely feel a very deep loneliness, and must repeat getting new friends.


On returning home from the report card division, Angel was in a hurry to meet the mother who was sleeping on her mattress, and she wanted to be given advice by her mother.


"i went to class Xl IPA 1 ma'am, do you think I moved to IPS because I'm not sure there? ". ask angel (couple).


"what you like is the child, the important thing is that you are comfortable with your decision.


At that time, Angel was determined to move to IPS at the time of entering school later.


When I entered school.....


The first time Angel entered IPA 1 class, and began to introduce herself to her classmates.


One of her friends named Jelia begins to get along with Angel.


but in angel's heart he was not comfortable with the class because one class felt indifferent to him.


For one week he was in class IPA 1, and he was not comfortable with the condition of the class.


Her night.....


mother told angel to buy toast in front of the road there, then angel and her brother also bought the food.


When they got home, they gave the food to their mother.


Suddenly.....


duarrrrrrr


there was an explosion in front of the house...


Recontact...


They were surprised, so surprised his mother jumped from the bed with a state that was still sick.


Apparently the sound of the explosion occurred due to children who kite and kite is stuck to the power pole.


By the time it ended, Mother felt her illness recur and began to merrily in pain.


At 10.00 WIB at night the mother shed a lot of blood, all the family became afraid and worried about it. At that time there was no car that could take mom to the hospital, then Dad called the brother who had the car to come home.


A few minutes later, they came but at that time, the mother no longer bleed just a little, and she did not want to be taken to the hospital...


So they waited a few hours to calm the mother, when the mother was asleep they returned to her house at around 3.00 WIB in the morning.


At that time the mother woke up from her sleep and the angel was next to her to take care of her.


My mother was thirsty and asked for a drink..


but as he drank, he coughed..


so that the pain again relapsed, and this time he released a lot of blood..


Once again they are afraid, sad, and at the same time confused.


they also sought help from neighbors to borrow cars.


At that time the mother had felt very weak and did not know how to relieve her pain.


"Help me!!


Lay me!!


Bend me!!, I can no longer". said mother (sickness).


recontact....


angel's family screamed and cried...


"yahoo!! aaaa!!


Don't be, strong maaa..


Don't stay with us maaa.." they said sadly..


At that time, the mother began to breathe out slowly..


Angel saw his father who was so messed up and sad to see all this..


he yelled....


he called his wife so loudly..


then, came the car to take his mother to the hospital, when angel saw the house so crowded..


Neighbors all came and flocked to lift his mother who was lying on the bed into the car.


Angel did not get in the car and did not see her mother for the last time...