
This morning Nathan woke up with his head a little dizzy, last night he spent his time on his subscription, well.. if there is a problem that greatly disturbs his mind Nathan to go to the bar and vent his frustration by drinking to satisfaction.
Yesterday afternoon Sheila came to her office, when Reyhan was reviewing their cafe in Surabaya. Nathan was a little surprised because Sheila dared to come to their office when Reyhan was not there.
"Nat, may I come in" Sheila said, opening the door to my office
"Eh we Sheil enter in... What is necessary? can I help you?" I said let him sit in the chair in front of my desk
"No Nat, I just happened to pass by from a friend's house, wanting to stop by to see you" he said as he walked towards my seat
"Oh yeah Reyhan hasn't come home yet, maybe tomorrow he can just go home, how's your baby Shel doing, all right?" I slightly shifted my seat to be at a distance with Sheila approaching my seat
"Everything is fine Nat, my baby is healthy, I just don't think it's healthy Nat" he said while sitting on the table right in front of my chair
"What the hell are you Sheil, you can't be like this" I said, trying to get up to avoid Sheila, but Sheila held me back
"Nat, I know you still love me Nat, why are you avoiding me Nat?" sheila said as she held my hand "You don't know how hard it is to hold my miss and my love for you Nat, it's hard I have to pretend to be happy with my life now" she continued
"Shel please you can't be like this, I don't want Reyhan to think like that about us, all gone Sheil you've become Reyhan's wife nothing can change that anymore Sheil, think about your son, Reyhan loves you so much Sheil" I said as I tried to let go of Sheila's hand, I did not want to arrive when someone entered and misunderstood the situation, I said, all the employees here know Sheila is Reyhan's wife I don't want any problems.
"All you care about is Reyhan's feelings, all you think about is Reyhan Nat, never mind a little bit you think about my feelings, a little understand my race Nat" Sheila started sobbing and tried to stand up to hug me.
"Sheil can't be like this later anyone sees Sheil, later Reyhan can misunderstand Sheil" I tried to release Sheila's embrace, even though I was kasian to Sheila. I understand her feelings, she said, because I had also felt the pain of having to endure my feelings of longing and love, how painful I had to see Sheila with Reyhan at that time.However when I was a little careless it turned out that Sheila took advantage of the opportunity, when I saw that I was daydreaming when Sheila kissed my lips, I was really surprised by Sheila's recklessness
"Sheil.this can't be, you're my best friend's wife"
I kept quiet, and I let her kiss my lips I also wanted to know if my love for Sheila was really gone, it was normal at first but the longer it took my chest to start huddling with me, it felt like my heart was pounding so hard without me realizing my hands were starting to hold Sheila's cheeks and Sheila noticed that seeing her start to enjoy our kisses, she was starting to get bolder. the kiss that I thought was just for proof turned even hotter, Sheila started to play her tongue, started to demand a hot kiss, Sheila began to lead my hand to explore her twin hills, sheila began to, and guiding my hand to squeeze her two challenging twin hills.I was carried away Sheila's game I couldn't deny my mind told me to stop but my body said another, I said another, my hands began to squeeze the hill Sheila was still covered in clothes, and Sheila started sighing in the squeezes for the sake of my squeeze, without me realizing that Sheila's hand was moving into my pants and palpating my junior who was starting to wake up, sheila's hands began squeezing my juniors while still playing with our heated kisses until my juniors stood perfectly upright.
When Sheila tried to take off her clothes, my phone rang a call from "Reyhan" I realized with what we were doing I immediately pulled myself from Sheila's arms and fixed my pants that Sheila had opened. Sheila smiled at me and said "Right Nat, you still love me so much, proof that you enjoy my kisses and caresses even you reply by touching my body"
I don't care about Sheila's talk, I immediately grab my phone and I reject Reyhan's call, then I type the message in five minutes I call. I turn to Sheila "Please Sheil out of my room, I have an important meeting"
"Well, I'll go home, Nat, but I'm not gonna let you go because I know you still love me, Nat, I'll chase you and you'll go Nat" Sheila said as she walked out
Argggh...why I can get out of control like I thought I was upset while squeezing my hair, why just a regular kiss can make me forget myself that she has become Reyhan's wife, in the future it will be more difficult to avoid Sheila in the future because I know the harsh nature of Sheila he will try to get whatever he wants he must get and will fight for it until he gets the thing desired.
I took my phone and contacted Reyhan, it turns out Reyhan only gave the news that our cafe in the Surabaya branch is fine, just fine, then he will come home tonight also to Jakarta he said he already misses Sheila and their children very much.when I close our conversation I sigh to throw a sense of annoyance in me, if you know Rey, what I just did to your wife, even if it was out of my consciousness, you would be very disappointed that your best friend and wife would do that, moreover, I was so disappointed in myself that I thought I could take away my love for Sheila.
I finally decided after work to go to my bar where I used to spend my day lamenting the fate of my love that later I knew I wasn't clapping one hand just maybe Sheila was not soul mate.
When I arrived at the bar I met Santi he always accompanied me to spend time.
"Hi Nat, long time no stop by, there is a wind what brings you to stop here" said Santi while kissing me. Santi was the female bartender in my bar, but if I came she would hand over her duties to her friend and she served me. I know he put his heart on me for a long time, but I just thought he was a friend.
"Hi San, how are you, yes lately it's been a bit busy, to forget to stop by" I said "as usual ya San" I said.
"Well, we'll get to a normal place soon" smiling Santi gave instructions to the other bartenders and we walked to the private room, which is specially provided this bar for people who ask to have privacy.