
Mamah turned her head towards us, we nodded, confirming Papah's words.
"Your own ko, no one helped, did Papah help you?"
Papah shook his head, hearing Mamah's question.
"Other people talk to you earlier waiting for you to wudhu".
Said Papah and glanced at Grandpa.
"The children screamed in shock to see Papah again talking to Father, they said Papah in the kitchen help Mamah, Papah did not feel then his papah directly nyamperin to the kitchen, Alhamdulillah Mamah is fine, Papah is not happy, Papah's worried something's going on with Mamah"
Mamah nodded, we were stunned, silent for a moment without us saying we already know what happened.
"Yes, let's pray together at dawn".
Grandpa said, breaking our silence, we went back to the middle room to do the congregational dawn prayer, after the dawn prayer we reread the holy verse of the Quran and prayed, after which the grandfather stood up, after which, and poured out the salt water and the holy verse of the Quran which we recited from night till dawn.
"Let's sit down, Papah wants to talk".
Papah said to us His children, we approached Papah who is now sitting in a soup, Mamah sitting next to Papah, Grandpa still splashing water in all corners of the room while reading prayers.
"You must be confused now that you are thinking how you can distinguish the original Papah, because it resembles Papah, and Papah is sure he will resemble Papah again one day"
Said Papah then circulated his gaze to us one by one, Mamah sighed.
"Remember what Papah said when we finished dinner, the first time we moved to Cibodas, right,? Papah said his excuse, and apologized to you, do you remember our conversation that night?"
Papah said as he put his finger on his lips so we wouldn't say anything, we remembered what we were talking about the first night we moved to Cibodas, and Papah apologized about what?, and he said?, after we remember we nodded.
"Now Papah will be like that again, which you should know Papah did this for you and you know the reason why"
We understand what Papah said, that Papah will come back as he was, ignore us, act as if he does not care and does not love us, to protect us, to protect us, because that creature will use us as Papah's weakness.
"So you can also tell the difference, when the creature resembles Papah".
Papah said again, implied sadness in Papah's eyes when staring at us one by one, but Papah must do this to protect us, Papah, we know it's hard for Papah to stay away from us dear children, but this is the only way that this creature doesn't use us to weaken Papah, we can only bow down, we can only, we know Papah was forced to do this, but we need Papah's love.
"Well, is there no other way? "
Tanya Mamah turned to Papah and then glanced at us, who were downcast sad, imagining that from tomorrow we have to lose our Papah, acting as if Papah is not with us, papah shook his head.
"Until when?"
Mamah asked again with a sad face, forced to accept, Papah's decision.
Meghela papah breath...
"And we also can not buy a new house, for now, we just rely on this house sold new can buy a new house, if we contract, move there move here, move here, and leave this house empty, let this house rage and we don't have a house.. "
Papah looked up his face to the ceiling and then closed his face, looking confused, worried and the weight of the burden that Papah felt now.
"Astagfirullah ajim thing.you just pray Papah may Papah get a way out as soon as possible, for now you are patient and remember the words of Papah, whatever Papah does for your good"
Saying again, we nodded, and smiled, trying to lighten Papah's burden, encouraging him that we could get through all this.
In the next day we had to deal with Papah who busy himself back with work, being indifferent and indifferent to us, and after a few days Grandpa had to return to Bogor.
Days changed, months passed, years passed, like Papah was right the creature did not try to harm us again as before, because Papah's attitude did not care, because Papah did not care, and it makes us feel like we don't love us.
Just distractions like people taking a midnight shower, people cooking in the kitchen or raking spoons like they're making coffee, or sweeping the house is common to us.
I was a teenager when I entered Junior High School that year, and my eldest brother finished High School, and Teh Eli Third High School, Julian Fifth Grade Elementary.
My eldest brother from the Second grade of High School has been dating a young man from Tasikmalaya, the young man worked in Bandung at a Meubeul Furniture, after graduating High School, where he worked, My brother did not continue his schooling, a year later my eldest brother married the young man.
My eldest brother after marriage was transferred by his husband to Tasikmalaya, and my sister Eli graduated High School, Teh eli did not want to continue school, either, and we got some shocking news from Mamah, that Mamah is pregnant.
At that time, Mamah was no longer young at the age of 40 years, between happy, and surprised because at his age Mamah had to have a baby that should have grandchildren, including children, but we're happy to have a cute baby in our house.
Born my beautiful and funny sister, Papah gave her the name Neng Yeni Handayani, but unfortunately before 40 days of birth Mamah arrived sick.
It was two weeks after giving birth to my sister Mamah in the room with my baby sister was sleeping, because mamah was still nifas, mamah could not pray maghrib.
I'm Teh Eli, and Julian finished the Maghrib prayer, Papah just came home from the office, Papah sat in the living room, me and my brother's tea eli who just finished the Maghrib prayer out of the room, Papah, we saw there was a fireball out of nowhere coming from but obviously the fireball was from the sky of the house, and moving very quickly towards Papah, we were screaming and spontaneously pointed at the fireball.
"Father...be careful what it is... !"
Shouted me and Teh Eli, Papah turned his head and directly avoided that fireball, that fireball fell right behind Papah, because the papah looked down and avoided him by mentioning.
"Allah Hu akbar.. "
Then, the fireball turned into Smoke, we all recited the verse of the chair, Mamah who did not know the incident, suddenly woke up, and was about to go to the bathroom to urinate, we who were still in shock with the fireball that was now turning into smoke, and the smoke floating in the air we still noticed the smoke and we saw Mamah, then the smoke hit Mamah who was about to go to the bathroom, and Mamah fell.
Papah immediately ran over to Mamah, and brought the unconscious Mamah to the room, Mamah's body feverish for two days, and her stomach that had begun to deflate after two weeks of giving birth now turned into a big again like who was 9 months pregnant.
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