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"O Allah, it's been four months, but why is it still so nauseous." Fara Guman.
"Non, Miss is sick, I'll get you some eucalyptus oil." Said Bi inah, who saw Fara sitting limp in the toilet, and had Fara stabbed in the kitchen chair.
"Still Yes Bi," Both Non, while applying white kapu oil to Fara's stomach and neck.
Bi inah felt something strange while holding Fara's stomach, but Bi inah did not dare to ask and ignored her curiosity.
"May no one hear me vomit." Inner Fara.
The sun has shown itself, the birds have been singing to welcome a bright morning.
Wah, this must be you who cook yes dear," said Diana who saw the maknan that has been neatly arranged with typical Javanese cuisine ala Fara must be her.
"Fara just helped out a little bit, Bun."
Everyone had gathered at the dinner table, eating at the joking laughter that Diana had long missed.
"Fara is happy to be around good people like you, Fara really thank you, Fara can't repay your kindness, only the best prayers Fara can give." Fara Say.
"You're a good boy baby, only if you're always surrounded by good people." Diana answered and gently rubbed Fara's head sitting beside Diana.Fara was happy to feel Diana's affection.
"Dhis, Gil, before I apologize, I can't attend your wedding." Fara said, making Agil who was drinking choked and everything on the dining table confused. "Fara asked for permission to continue studying in Italy,"
"Don't joke you Far." Said Agil looking intently at Fara.
"Why should Italy dear, here are also many good universities." Diana Sahut.
"Yes, brother." Agil Typal.
"But Fara's decision is already unanimous Bun."
Gendhis could only cry, unable to say anything.
"If you can think again, dear, Mother is worried, you are a woman and in your own country." Obviously Diana.
"Fara Insaallah can take care of herself Bun."
"When are your plans going, baby?"
"The flight will be four o'clock in the afternoon Bun."
Diana was limp, not expecting Fara to leave so soon.
"Are you crazy to go to Italy, who wants you to go?" With red eyes and clutching hard on Fara's shoulder.
"I don't need anyone's permission, this is my life, I'm reckless." Reply Fara dwngan high tone.
"I'm still your husband, I'm barhak over you, and I won't let you go."
"Hahahahaha, your husband said"Laughter Fara cynically. "Make me it's been over since Gendhis's return, because that's our deal, so keep your promise that you won't interfere with my life." Say Fara and get rid of Agil's hand grip from his shoulder and leave.
"pliss don't go Far." Pinta Agil hugged Fara from behind.
Fara took a deep breath. "Please let me go, I'm not a child anymore that you have to keep looking after.
Fara let for a moment Agil's hand that was accidentally on his stomach, at least his son could feel his father's touch.
"Just believe me Mas, I can certainly take care of ourselves, now we live our lives." Fara then broke Agil's embrace, and returned to the dining room.
**Hate? No. I love him, even far away his sense of inadequacy.But I know, the longer the love, the deeper, the more hurt it.
Saddened?I can't talk to her anymore, can't see her anymore, can't hug her anymore.
Relieved?Showing that distance is important when you know it's not me he wants.
Deciding to go aaat audah so far is heavy but should**.
"Take care of yourself baby, until there immediately tidakin Mommy ya." Diana said she was taking Fara away.
"Yes Bun," Hugged Diana tightly.
"I promise, I'll be the same Agil will follow you there." Gendhis said with sobs.
"Yes, I'll wait." Wiping away Gendhis tears." Don't cry anymore okay."
Fara approached Agil and hugged his ersr body. "Thank you for all of it." Fara said with a tightness that seemed to kill him.
Agil can only be silent to lead Fara's departure, only to see Fara's back is getting longer and longer disappearing.
"May the path I take be true, O God. "Fara Spokesperson.
"Sister Fara." Call a pretty girl.